Warning: cocksucking can become addictive

[Jozyxt]

I sucked my first cock in July...then sucked him twice in August..Once in September...It has been almost three months since I had a cock in my mouth, and I'm craving it...lol..Warning: It only takes one.

Congratulations.

LOL Yes it only takes one.

[Fzmr9t]

Before the internet I?d wondered what the 2 gay guys in my office did w each other (I hadn?t seen any gay porn at that point) then I went on a business trip and went into an ABS and perused the vids quickly wandering by the gay section, but I wasn?t going to by a $40 or whatev gay vid and the mags were 90 % adds and 10% pix so that was a bust This went on until the internet and thanks to AOL ONLINE, I could connect my work PC to my AOL acct (dial up) and I started looking at all the porn there was (before it was locked down). I made my way to gay porn and that piqued my interest again ans so I started searching for gay chat rooms. I found on that I lurked in for a few mths and finally got up the nerve to chat. Which lead to a meeting, which lead to me sucking my first cock. The rest is history

[paul6522]

I love sucking a cock. My first really changed my life as I often wondered what it was like to put a hard penis in my mouth. It was really eye opening. I wish I could do it more often. Sucking cock to completion is very addicting and I love it. Can?t get enough these days

[aut17umn]

It's funny how it starts for guys like myself who were completely hetro and in relationships as a teen and young man, I really had no interest in men at all physically or romantically, I was literally an Alpha male woman loving man, no delicate stuff in my life, loved every inch of women and thought guys were gross as far as anything past being friends with them. So when the events happened that precipitated me realizing cocks were interesting or men were hitting on me and sexual stuff popped in my head and I said hmnn, It just seemed like a taboo fantasy gone wrong, it was so overpowering I couldn't get it out of my jerk off thoughts, still mostly jerked about women but it would change mid way through a fantasy in the form of another guy and my lady, or 3 of us, then eventually just me being forced to suck a faceless guys cock or submitting somehow, it was weird and unnerving tbh, but whatever got you to that point of thinking of men sexually it doesn't matter, you had no choice in the fantasy happening then or now, you would just go with it and gross out right after. Every time ffs. Sometimes I would even try to switch at the last second from thoughts of a BBC to thoughts of my sexy blond girlfriend or some hot female friend or MILF I knew to try to stop these thoughts, but even though I came to the image of a woman, it was the thought of a guy that made me blow, I was literally disgusted and promised myself to never do it again every time. if I just stopped masturbating to men it would go away right? I would wank and wank for 30 mins to a chick, start thinking about a man? And whooosh, thar she blows matey in no time.

It always came back, no matter how long in between gay thoughts, just when you think it's been 3 months or whatever, they come back again, and they feel so good thinking about it, so eventually you just give in and say "it's just a dirty fantasy" who cares? It will never happen IRL right? Then one year a few years in I began to think about anal play when I heard a neighbor say his brother was a queer and liked to get fucked in the ass, it seemed so taboo but got me thinking about how it felt, soon after I started to finger myself once in a while, same thoughts after, gross, never again, blah, blah, blah. Then I bought my first vibrator, it changed the game, I imagined fucking a manly well hung guy almost every night after my then girlfriend would go home, bought some gay and trans dvds at a corner store (pre internet) then started going to xx stores to shop for more risque stuff, back then appearing gay wasn't cool, I remember a few males giving me that look, but I'm 220lbs at the time and in great shape so F them trying anything really, those shopping trips gave me confidence and everything I after that got me thinking more about the reality of men and cocks. All these things gradually brought me further down the rabbit hole, looking back I really thought I could control it or would say, I like pussy, this will never happen so just go with it and cum to being a cocksucker, but one step lead to the next. So after yrs and yrs of masturbating I was literally tired of teasing myself and wanted to test the waters, I had enough wondering and was curious, blah, blah blah, so after several chickened out meet ups from phone lines or dating sites, and talking myself straight 100 times over before I did it, I finally saif F it and when I met a guy I trusted and he flirted openly with me, I slowly opened up, and once those gates opened ( I didn't even find him attractive at all) I became a willing participant and looking for more, doesn't mean I yelled it out loud or tried to suck or fuck any more men, but I knew inside I was hooked on men and fully open to it happening again with the right guy, now I'm more of a bi/gay cock lover than I ever liked pussy, I've spent 2/3s of my life thinking of men, so it's so far behind me as far as wanting women again sexually, I mean ya, I see a hot ass I still go whew, she's fine and think of how she might be in bed or whatever, I may even want to date women, but I would be wasting everyone's time, it's kind of in the past tense even thinking it, wishful thinking since I spent so much time and effort becoming this, always thinking about men or cocks, even though women is what I am familiar with, a master with, can make most of them satisfied sexually, know what makes them tick, fuck them all night long and love the smell and taste and sound of, being around them. I can't even stay satisfied for long, All because I had to fantasize about big cocks at 19, now here I am, a man wanting cocksucker who only wants cock most of the time in my head, even though I dated my last girlfriend for 8 yrs and am just newly single, I still had to think about cocks or men to blow a load inside her. Sucks to adore or be attracted to the idea of a female, but not want women at all in my sex life, I can't unopen that bottle now, it's way too far gone on that scene, so yeah, careful what you wish for indeed....

so are you getting any cock or just fantasizing?? How much you had if real?? Sorry hard to tell from your soliloquy :-P

[CockHummer]

Yes!! I couldn't get my mind off it after I sucked that first dick. I had such guilt, but every time I jacked off I relived the whole experience and could still taste his cum. Got me off so hard!

I find what you say curious and a bit sad, although I am happy you have been able to enjoy the experience despite feeling guilty. I can tell you, I never felt guilty, but their was an associated, more childish feeling than guilt, even though I was not a child, that for me, in some perverted way, added to the eroticism of sucking another guy's cock. That childish version of guilt was naughtiness. I went out of my way to feel like I was being naughty for wanting to be naked with another guy, for getting naked with him, for craving his dick and his balls and allowing myself to dive right in and enjoy them and the incredible erotic pleasure that came with it. Being naughty can carry an erotically positive feeling with it, unlike guilt, which is a big negative. Back in the days before man on man sex was as acceptable as it has become, I would get off on calling myself in my mind a queer and a faggot and a cocksucker. I would carry on telling myself over and over how much I loved giving blowjobs. I would just focus on how sexy it felt and how hard and sensitive my cock got for me to know that I was naked with another guy and that we were going to do things together that one man was not, in some senses anyway, supposed to do with another. I was being a bad boy, pulling my pants down to show my dick and balls to another guy, to freely allow myself to crave playing with his or to get on my knees between his legs and go for it, and that made it feel so hot to want to pull his zipper down and reach in his pants to feel what he had inside and feel it as it got hard, to trace the shape of his cock in my mouth with my tongue and taste it, and to work hard to make him cum, so I could guzzle his sperm, which would go to absolute waste, to go out of my way to smell the musky odor radiating from his balls and groin, even though sex between two men or two boys serves no useful purpose whatsoever. I had a male partner when I was a teen--a good friend of mine, and one evening he invited me over to the house of a family I knew, where he was babysitting the two young daughters, and although I have no question about my gender identity, I ached to have sex with him, just like I had heard stories of girlfriends, while babysitting, sometimes inviting a boyfriend over to fuck once the kids were asleep. I just ached to be naughty, sucking his cock on the couch where we had sat watching a cowboy flick until the two little girls had gone to bed for the night, and hopeful but not entirely certain that we'd get our pants back up after we heard the garage door open, but before Mom or Dad stepped in through the door after their return home. I don't know if the suggestion can help at all. I don't know where your guilt comes from. But think about it and maybe try it. Instead of feeling guilty, feel naughty and let that add to the horniness of what you are doing, rather than detract.

[dowmass]

This might have been answered before. How do you make sure that the dick you are sucking, is healthy and free of all bugs?

[Roxxi]

I'm hooked! Love sucking cock! Will do it anytime, anywhere a guy is willing to whip it out!

[LowkeyBreeze318]

Not that I’m trying to argue with anyone on here, but I don?t think I can be addicted if I were to try, but I will admit this, the thought & possibility I could be addicted & proven wrong once I suck my 1st cock makes it all very exciting. If it turns out that way best way is to embrace it & have fun with it, but most importantly be safe & careful!

[MontyinHamilton]

That's where I am now, tasted and worshipped a big mushroom headed 10" back in 2015, he was a sexy, masculine hard to get type with lots of options, he was my 2nd, and after him I never turned back, I did stay with my then g/f another 5 yrs and wouldn't cheat on her, but I had to imagine him feeding me his big warm cock or banging me deeply to orgasm with her, I bought several dildos secretly and loved the feeling of a fake vibrating dick more than real live pussy so I decided to leave her and explore maybe seeing men exclusively now. I've had 3 men so far, I'd like to add a few more in the near future since I've opened up more.

[Rest85]

Truly submit and totally give your all to it once and you can become addicted.

You will think about how he went from soft to hard in your mouth. How his excitement made you excited.

Do it once and you could find yourself answering cocksucker ads.

You could find yourself walking in someone's door. Someone you've never met. Seeing his naked cock and immediately dropping to your knees and putting it in your mouth.

Sucking and stroking not because he looks good but because he was standing there cock out, hard from anticipation, and wants it sucked.

You could find yourself sucking a strangers cock, penis or dick, whatever they want to call it, when you hear them say "yesssss suck it" you will double down and try harder.

As he hardens so do you, as he throbs so do you.

All that matters at the moment is making that cock feel more and more stimulus. Worshiping it till it is throbbing.

You know if your wife finds out she'll divorce you. You know your friends will never understand but you keep sucking and sucking, it feels so good.

Till you hear him moan and feel him spasm and feel his seed spurting in your mouth. At that moment you swallow as punishment, for being so submissive. You swallow though it tastes horrible you swallow it all till it's done, then you immediately leave thinking, never again, never again.

Two days later you could get an email asking "are you available today? I need my dick sucked."

You think no way, as your fingers are typing "yes sir, be right over."

All of that is true of me except for the part where you said, "You swallow though it tastes horrible...."
I swallow because I want it so bad...I want to taste the warm cum because, as you said, I am submissive...and because I am submissive I want it in my mouth...I want to keep his cock in my mouth to feel it stiffen, swell and spurt the creamy treat that makes me feel like the slut I love to be. And I like the taste of cum.

[Rest85]

The original post was great and right on point. There is something compelling about sucking a cock to completion. I am in the camp of those who love the taste of cum and always have. I never considered swallowing a load to be a punishment, but a reward for a job well done. I do want to say something in favor of women and cock sucking. I have never had to ask a woman to suck my cock. All the women in my life have been enthusiastic cock suckers. I think one of the things that initially got me interested in giving oral to a man was how turned on women looked sucking me. They were visibly more aroused and got very wet when they gave me oral. I started to think that if it was something they liked so much, I might enjoy it too. That turns out to be the case.

Yes! This is the first post I've read where someone else said they got curious about sucking a cock because of how a woman, or women seemed to be when sucking their cock. I slowly became more and more interested in sucking cock from watching my gf at the time suck mine. I found myself wishing I was in her place...so eventually I had to experience the pleasure she seemed to be enjoying.
For a long time I was curious about doing it, but watching my gf suck mine and so willingly swallow my cum was a big factor in what finally took me over the line from having it as a fantasy to making it a reality.

[dillon_hockey]

Holy hell, this has to be one of the hottest threads!

[dicktrobing]

Once I had tasted cock, felt the warmth of balls on my face ......................... I just wanted more

I went to cock suckers annoymouse once .......................... the problem was it was a room full of horny guys all with the same adicktion ............ we all left satisfied butt not cured

[Tag200]

All of that is true of me except for the part where you said, "You swallow though it tastes horrible...."
I swallow because I want it so bad...I want to taste the warm cum because, as you said, I am submissive...and because I am submissive I want it in my mouth...I want to keep his cock in my mouth to feel it stiffen, swell and spurt the creamy treat that makes me feel like the slut I love to be. And I like the taste of cum.

pria post is on point and hot and your response I agree with as well?

[jjourneyman]

I was fortunate enough to suck my first cock when I was 14. There can be no doubt that cock is the most addictive substance on the planet! From the first moment his head touched my lips, I was hooked. I must have blown him 50 times that summer. He was a lot older than me (early 40s), but he had an awesome cock that his wife didn't seem to want anything to do with, so he left it up to me to service him. I mostly sucked him off at his office (he owned an insurance agency and had a private back entrance to his office). In fact, the first time I ever got fucked was there, bent over his desk. I always got a thrill knowing that, all the while I was sucking his cock or getting fucked, the whole time his secretary was seated just outside his door. Talk about taboo! As I got older, I discovered there was a whole world of horny guys whose wives or girlfriends didn't like to suck cock, but they wouldn't pass up the opportunity to get one from a cum-hungry blonde kid.

[nu2curious]

This might have been answered before. How do you make sure that the dick you are sucking, is healthy and free of all bugs?

Thank you for a wonderful question that should be asked much more often.

Best way is to make sure you know something about the guy you're playing with. This is a situation where anonymity works against you truly is very dangerous. FWB is where it's at .

[luvcock400]

Nothing like sucking a nice load from my lovers cock. I could suck cock everyday the felling of it swelling in my mouth knowing I?m making all this happen, then The explosion of cum in my mouth oh my goodness makes me want to suck cock some more

[kneelsoften]

This is a wonderful account! As soon I was transformed by that first swallow. It was the most erotic thing that ever happened to me.

[MrCocksucker]

The first few cocks I sucked, I didn't swallow. For some reason it seemed gross! But as I got older and really did a lot of good cocksucking, I began to feel addicted to cum!! And that is how I feel now. I would suck good clean cock...all day and all night, every day if i could do it without being discovered. I love sucking a great cock and I especially love swallowing a giant load of cum!! And the minute I'm finished...I wish I could suck another cock!!!

[awibiguy]

Thank you for a wonderful question that should be asked much more often.

Best way is to make sure you know something about the guy you're playing with. This is a situation where anonymity works against you truly is very dangerous. FWB is where it's at .

This has kept me from putting a cock in my mouth to date. It is very frustrating. If it wasn't for the danger, god knows how many cocks I would have sucked by now.

[ILickherwell]

I'm kida new to this. I've sucked cock but never had a mans cum in my mouth until last fall. I was dieing to swallow so put an ad in Doublelist and finally got together, I told him to hold my head when he cums which he did. Right down my throat it went so I didn't taste anything. Now I want to do it again and hopefully get addicted to it.

[newtococksucking]

I want to suck cock so bad! You are all so lucking to have experienced it.

[flyingcum]

I’m in my 60’s and my first male contact was about 10 years ago. I met a younger guy, in his 30’s, with a beautiful, muscular body, hairless. His cock wasn’t big by my standards (I am 8x6.5, cut) but it was super, super hard, the entire time we met on two occasions.
Being the senior guy, and him being shy, I took the initiative on our first meeting and immediately stripped. He did the same and I nearly gasped. This was my very first time, naked in front of a man, intending to get sexual. I looked at his tempered steel rod and thought. “No time like the present, this is what you wanted!”
I went to my knees in front of him and took his cock all the way to the hilt. In the instant, I knew I wanted to do this more, a lot more! And so I have, over and over.
On our second visit, he brought an air mattress in the back of his truck, that we used in our private space.
We got down on the mattress and I started sucking him off - that rock hard 6 incher hitting the back of my throat!
Then he rolled over onto his knees and jutted his ass in the air, pulling his cheeks apart. I was mesmerized. Here we were, second meeting, and he wanted my cock in his beautiful, hairless, perfectly shaped hole! My instinct kicked in and my super hard, throbbing shaft met his sphincter. Slowly I ‘popped’ in my mushroom head, he moaned, with no other words, and I felt the wonderful sensation of my very first anal in my entire life! I plunged deep, bareback, into his incredible, cleaned ass, and experienced something never felt before. He led me to my second addiction.
Now, after many years of fucking men and women, I have acquired a new habit, rimming and fucking with my tongue.
I’ll probably never turn back.

Something I have made a point of doing, that you all need to consider is, always give pleasure, no matter how big or how small, good looking or not. Give pleasure. I make a point of always sucking small cocks to the point of eruption in my mouth, and truly enjoy giving pleasure to a partner who may otherwise be neglected. That has secured many lasting friendships. And it is only fair. They always beg to suck mine, but I make it a point to get them off every time.That might sound egotistical at first glance, but believe me, you will always enjoy every, single partner. Now go suck some cocks!

[friesbaconnekkid]

I have certainly become addicted to sucking cock. The only times I refuse is for micro cocks, or guys who stink of perfumes or scented soaps. I find the taste of the artificial scents and semen mixed to be distasteful.

[Sucksandswallows]

It?s a great addiction, until you grow old and can?t score cocks to suck anymore. I answer lots of ads and troll old meet up spots, but no luck, vary rare to score a cock. I?m taking more and more chance hanging around public restrooms.

[KDaddy23]

Not being able to score cocks to suck, I think, doesn't relieve one of the addiction of doing it; I'm thinking that it just makes the need to do it greater and it should get one more determined to hang in there to find cocks to suck - and even if some preferences have to be readjusted.

[Tag200]

It?s a great addiction, until you grow old and can?t score cocks to suck anymore. I answer lots of ads and troll old meet up spots, but no luck, vary rare to score a cock. I?m taking more and more chance hanging around public restrooms.

sorry to hear this .. I don’t have much experience but I actually prefer older men

[Jozyxt]

It?s a great addiction, until you grow old and can?t score cocks to suck anymore. I answer lots of ads and troll old meet up spots, but no luck, vary rare to score a cock. I?m taking more and more chance hanging around public restrooms.

I'm 63. I let older guys suck me. It's not like they use me up or anything. And I do appreciate how grateful they are. Recently I had one old guy suck my cock. He had limited time to open his mouth because of medical problems. So I jacked onto his tongue.

Now my experience sucking is that much older guys have ED or just won't have an orgasm. So I normally don't suck them.

At 63, I personally try to wait a week to feed most of the time so I can give the cocksuckers what they crave.

[guywholikesboth]

I'm 63. I let older guys suck me. It's not like they use me up or anything. And I do appreciate how grateful they are. Recently I had one old guy suck my cock. He had limited time to open his mouth because of medical problems. So I jacked onto his tongue.

Now my experience sucking is that much older guys have ED or just won't have an orgasm. So I normally don't suck them.

At 63, I personally try to wait a week to feed most of the time so I can give the cocksuckers what they crave.

not only is cock sucking addictive so is just having a cock in your mouth is. I had the first cock ng my mouth when I was 13 I would not suck it so he fucked my mouth till he shot his big load into my mouth I loved it just kept swallowing his cum I have been sucking cock for 66
.

[FLtongue]

To be perfectly honest ,with me it is more being addicted to cum . I can never get enough . But I agree ,cock is addictive . It cost me two marriages . I never should have gotten married in the first place.I knew I was gay . I sucked a lot of cocks in college . But , family dictated I get married to a woman and have kids.So I did.The second time ,she was in the beauth industry and had a lot of friends that were gay. When she was on the road , I sucked them all .