How do your early gay sexual experiences in adolesence compare to your adult life?

[camelblue]

This is a question mainly for guys that experimented and had relations with guys starting in their early teens. I'm a little jealous because I never had any; I was a late bloomer so felt left out in a way as all the other boys around me matured quicker and were able to cum and feel sexual pleasure.

How do those early memories of deciding to touch or suck another boy's dick feel compared to your adult life where sex is a normal, understandable and common thing in your life. Was there more of a taboo, excitement, forbiddenness to it at that age? For those that took cum in their mouths and/or swallowed, how did you feel about cum and the whole act of giving pleasure to your friends like that? I have some memories of sleeping over at a friend's age 13-14 and late at night, we'd jack off in our own beds for fun, but never interact. Always wish my friend pushed me to touch him or suck him. Feel like it's something I would have wanted but I was too afraid to express it in fear of judgment.

[KDaddy23]

Well, I got started before I was a teen but, to know that you were doing something that boys weren't supposed to do was, for me, exciting as all the fuck get out. Sucking cock, being sucked, fucked and fucking was just good, "nasty" fun that also filled the sexual void when trying to get into a girl's panties "regularly" was a problem. I spent quite a bit of time trying to figure out why boys shouldn't have sex with each other and how evil it was supposed to be when it was anything but evil and a different kind of fun than having sex with a girl... and a hell of a lot easier to do and make happen.

I had reasoned that if sex is normal and healthy, why would it matter if you were also having it with a boy? I found out why, of course, but what stood out to me was that even though religion said it was a mortal sin, there were a lot of guys having sex with each other - and not all of them were homosexuals so my kid logic said that one of those things couldn't be right and, well, turns out that religion wasn't telling the truth about it.

Swallowing cum was... just a thing that had to be done. To this day, I don't really understand what importance it brings to the act but, yeah, if you sucked dick, you swallowed cum and if you didn't swallow, you were a yellow-bellied chicken and ridiculed for not swallowing it. Peer pressure was involved but it never bothered me because from the first time I tasted and swallowed a man's cum, I was hooked so it never occurred to me to not swallow it. Was it about giving the other guy pleasure? Eh, I guess if he felt pleasure from me sucking him off, that was a good thing, but I sucked guys off because it made me feel amazingly good and I have never, ever, sucked a guy's cock just to make him happy and I never will. Still, if I was happy sucking him off, he was going to be happy and, in those early days, all a guy really cared about was being able to cum in someone's mouth and I didn't mind that one bit.

As an adult? It's not that the thrill is gone so much - it's not the same as it was in the early days.

[MatthewX]

Mine did not happen until adulthood. Though I thought I had a dream where a friend of mine and I when we were teens dry humping each other in the pool with our dicks out. It feels like a memory but may just be a dream.