Originally Posted by
Catharsis
I think it was the porn that clued me in....been getting really turned on by bi-cuckold, femdom and gay porn lately
....years ago I was drugged up with something by a couple of girls I barely knew. My band had played at a local bar, and the way they were acting I was going to get the dream threesome for a straight 22 year old male. I never lost consciousness, but for the entire walk back to their place it was all I could do to put one foot in front of the other. They were helping hold me up, and I remember thinking "how am I this drunk?!"
Once inside, and seated, I felt a little better, but still not quite right... The girls had both gone back into one of their bedrooms, giggling and laughing, and whispering to each other. I was only really hoping to hook up with one of the two....we'll call her "N", and the roommate "O".
N came out of the room with nothing but panties on, black lace panties! She beckoned me back to the bedroom where "O" was standing, facing the wall. I slowly got up, still really experiencing vertigo when I stood up, and she guided me to the bed and proceeded to help me take off all my clothes. I was a little bit of a shy guy back then, but between the booze, the adrenaline from the show, whatever the hell they put in that last shot, and the fact I was in a room with a couple of hot women about to do naughty things to me, I didn't care!
N proceeded to suck my cock, lick my balls, and touch me all over...while O was still fiddling with something at the foot of the bed. N told me to roll over so she could lick my ass....I had never had that before, and had never even thought it an option...so over I rolled. I think I almost passed out for a little bit, because the next thing I knew my hands were tied to the headboard...and my feet were immobilized as well (though I couldn't see how). I felt something in my ass, which turned out to be N's fingers....I kind of freaked out a bit, but they had me tied good, and gagged with a scarf.
N proceeded to finger fuck my ass for a little while, saying things like "my this ass is tight".
Finally I got to see what O was doing at the foot of the bed...she had been trying to tighten the straps to her strapon the whole time, but she was too wasted to figure it out in the dimly lit room.
N walked away from me, and started putting her strapon on right by my head, so I could see a rubber dong slightly smaller than my own. I hadn't even really put together what I was seeing when O started to penetrate me from behind....her hands grabbing my hips as she tried pushing her dildo into my ass. I was surprised by how much this actually turned me on!
O's strapon was just a little too big, so, after me objecting as loudly as I could while being gagged, after what seemed like hours (probably 20 minutes) of trying, N took her place.
I tried asking them repeatedly to untie me....N just laughed as she took position behind me. She said, and I'll never forget it or how much this turned me on, "don't worry, I'll go nice and slow".
N had no problem penetrating my ass....she worked it with her fingers again, and rubbed lube into it and onto the cock before pressing the tip in and gently pushing. She didn't even really "fuck" me with it...more of just penetrate and remove. She did that 4 times and I was cumming harder than I ever had before.
O was pissed she couldn't get hers in, so she said I was gonna make up for it another way. She took the gag from my mouth and forced my face into her pussy.
Before that night, I though of myself as absolutely straight....after, there was the lingering question "why did that feel so fucking amazing".
I saw them on campus a few times after, and even hung out with N a few times more, but the strapon never even came up in conversation again.
My porn watching habits changed after that, and I found myself diving into femdom porn....submissive male. I love some good bondage porn!
I found a girl I wanted to be with for life after that (not N....she was a little crazy for me). Got married, settled down, had kids...now here it is 20 years later, and I find myself really enjoying bi-cuckold porn, gay porn, TS porn, and...well, all porn really. With 2 young children in a house on a homestead, there isn't a ton of free time, much less "lone" time. So, I find myself up early/late, satisfying certain urges.
I have recently gotten into anal play while masturbating. While fingering my ass, probably the 4th time in my life, I found my prostate....no "world shattering" orgasm, but I believe I saw the precipice as I almost fell in the shower!
For Christmas this year I got a little money, so I bought myself a few gifts....got my first set of anal plugs, a strapon roughly the size N used (with a strap, hoping I can get my wife into this eventually), a prostate massager, lube, and a few "sexy" undies. I've started "training" with my plugs...up to the second one (0.9" at max, nearly 4" long). Next one and I should be able to take the massager (it has a rotating head that I can't wait to experience). Then the dildo....I got a realistic looking dual density silicone dong....it is very real looking/feeling in the hand...slightly longer than my own cock, but slightly less girth. Shower time had me sucking that cock with vigor, plug in my ass and cock in my hand. I found I wasn't fantasizing about my wife taking that strapon to me, but I was thinking about what it would be like to suck a strangers cock at a glory hole when I came.
Now, does that make me bi? Hahaha.
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