So here I am 69-year-old bisexual. Glad that it is not so highly unusual today to be bi. My mother, born in 1920 and died 1995 had a very troubled life with her sexuality. In the early 30’s, she was in Catholic school and some of the nuns regularly messed with her. Earlier than that, she was a big strong masculine girl and experienced sex at early age – older men or girls…not sure.
She lived in a time that was very difficult for bi women…I wish she could’ve been younger at this time…. difficult, but more accepting. She was married to my father for 20 years, but after a few kids I believe she started seeing some women again. Like me, I’m sure she loved eating pussy…what’s not to like? From the late 60’s, she became full time lesbian and had a live together with a partner. But they also had relationship problems and in early 90’s they split. Drinking and other wild risky behavior her whole life (though she was a recovered alcoholic for 30 years) but still – the pressures of the lifestyle in those times was hard.
In 1995 she killed herself (she had tried multiple times through the years, but finally got it right). Guilt over her sexuality was always a part of it…just days before her suicide she had visited a lesbian counseling center…the papers were in her apartment…so up until the end, her sexuality troubled her.
I was devastated by her death, but in a way it has helped me to realize my own bisexual roots. I had college friends who also were gay/bi and killed themselves…again, a terrible waste.
I’m pleased to see so many other men and women here on this site. Sure, a lot of our talk is sex and about getting horny (which we all do) watching porn (so good to watch any kind of sex in action) and how we enjoy our different pleasures we’ve had (or fantasize about them) – but in any case, we have the privilege to openly express how we feel to interested parties. Myself, I am a finely tuned cocksucker and cum swallower – and if available, can eat pussy till it cums multiple times (once did my wife 30+ times years ago) – but, wife has completely sexually shut down. So for last 4 years I’ve loved sucking cock.
So, it all works out. We should all be proud experiencing the sex we’ve had and yet to have. It is wonderful that we are such sexual creatures and we can experience so many different forms. My wish is for you to move on with your sexual experiences and never have to succumb to all the pressures that killed my mother.
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