I have been confused about my sexuality for many years. I am even more confused because its getting more complicated. Okay I am going to start out with the fact that my family is traditional and doesnt like the whole gay/bi thing. So, with that I will continue about my confusion. I have gone out with lots and lots of guys. I was in a long term relationship with a guy for a year and a half. When we would play around in bed. I was not turned on when we touched I was never turned on UNLESS I visualized a female. to think of touching a mans privates makes me sick to my stomach but yet guys are attractive. Girls on the other hand to think of them naked and touching etc turns me on and makes me crazy in a good way. Well, this has happened many times. The guy I was currently with I had the same problem in order for me to get off I had to think of sugarland Jennifer Nettles in order to get off and have an orgasm. He did not take off his clothes I wouldnt allow it. That part grosses me out...now I am told I am not gay blah blah but I cant help but feel more towards the females than males. I dont know if I am just a complete lesbian or I have a phobia. Any advice?
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