My first real sexual contact was with a male friend in 7th grade. We were at a sleep over and when the other friend was asleep he felt me up. I enjoyed it but felt bad the next day until he called and told me he was home alone. I went down to his house and we started looking at a girlie mag and soon we were jerking each other off. We kept this up for a year or more then I got a girlfriend that did the same and I stopped with him.
For the next 3 years I was seeing lots of girls and having sex off and on. I had done nothing gay until a man I worked for kind of seduced me into him sucking me off. A little alcohol was involved and it was the first time I ever came in someone's mouth. It was extremely enjoyable, but it never happened again. I was in 11th grade and very confused about why I let that happen.. Never again I thought.
Then at 18 I had been dating a new girl and she kept leaving me with blue balls. One night after a shortened date with her I ran into my old friend who I hadn't done anything with since we were 8th grade. He had beer and wanted to go park and drink it, I figured he might make a move but thought at worse I would get a handjob and maybe have to give him one. Well he did make a move and I let him fondle and stroke me a while, my pants around my ankles. After a while I felt bad for him and reached over to reciprocate. He immediately pulled his pants down and when I felt his dick I was surprised at how big he had grown. I kept looking at it in the moon light and his was much larger than me.
It made me even more excited, I had never been attracted to his penis before I had only done stuff with him for the pleasure I received. I was overcome with the desire to suck his dick out of nowhere. When I did go down on him he was very surprised and excited, he stopped me after a minute wanting to suck mine. While he was sucking me all I wanted was back on his. I told him if I finished first I would lose interest so back on him I went and I finished him. I expected it to taste bad but it didn't so I swallowed. He finished me in like 15 seconds and did the same. Then he started kissing on me and I let him a little but told him it didn't feel right. We continued to do this for the next 5 years without our friends finding out.
Fast forwarding he found a guy that was fully gay like him and moved on. A couple of years later I married, never having any gay contact after him and never sought it or thought about it. I figured it was over. Then two years into my marriage my wife and I somehow ended up in a MFM, long story. We were high and drinking but not out of control. I found myself again attracted to the guys penis. It was also a lot bigger than mine. That combined with my wife orgasming like I'd never heard her I was more excited than I had ever been in my life. I could touch my penis, it was dripping precum while I watched them fuck. I came immediately as soon as my penis touched her pussy, hardly got inside. The next time I saw him when he came back in town he started talking about that weekend and rubbing his dick through his jeans saying he was going to have to jerk off after talking about it. I told him to go ahead and he pulled out his dick. I got hard looking at it and I guess he could tell asking " do you want it?" Long story short, haha! Sorry I went down on him, three times that weekend at his parents house. Then it never happened again.
i have met two other guys in the twenty years after this I was attracted to sexually. Nothing ever happened but I did make plans to meet with one of them. The plans feel through.
So in fifty some odd years I've had sex with three guys and now that my wife doesn't want sex anymore I find myself wanting to revisit that lifestyle. People online are always asking how bi are you? 90% hetro 10% gay, you know, like that. Can anyone help me in determining this?
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