My first exposure to porn was on holiday in France, when I found a porno mag in a public toilet. (Hard core porn is illegal in Hong Kong, so this was new to me.) As I pooped, I opened the mag, thinking it was like Playboy or something.
Full on shots of hard cocks in chicks' mouths and full-on hardcore penetration. Wow. I wasn't so shocked by the chicks, but turned on. But, what got me going was the sight of an erection. I hadn't seen one, aside from my own.
Later that trip, I switched on the hotel cable while my mum was out. I watched a few minutes of the porno freebie, which was just a male stripper. I found myself wanting to turn it off before this Van Damme lookalike got down to his knickers, but kept coming back to it. When he finally dropped his g-string and let his cock hang out, it was beautiful. He swung it around, groped it, stroked it, made it hard. And, that's when I had to switch it off.
Most of the rest of the trip across Europe was a sexual awakening. I saw my first nude beach, passing through the south of France, but only a few naked girls were out and about. I peeped into another hotel room in Belgium and watched a hairy-bushed bird playing with herself. I even got to go through the Red Light District in Amsterdam, learning exactly why hookers in real life aren't like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman.
NOW, came my FIRST PORNO.
I got home to the 7th grade and my friends had found a porno movie from germany. We watched it together and awed at the sight of a German woman sucking a guy's cock. It was so amazing watching her head bobbing at his groin, making his cock bigger and harder.
My friends and I all had boners, but no one wanted to admit it. We laughed at the German pillowtalk and tried not to reveal to each other how turned on we were. I resisted the urge to say how amazing it would be to have the cock in my mouth, realizing how gay that sounded. But it was true.
Finally, german guy blows his load and that was the first time I saw cum. It wasn't what I expected, it looked icky, but, at the same time, hot. The chick lapped it up and kept sucking, which made me wonder what it tasted like.
Right out of the porno gate, I was more turned on by blowjobs than sex. I didn't know why; I would have assumed that sex was more pleasurable for the man. It never occurred to me that I was turned on by the thought of being the girl, not the bloke.
Anyway, I had fun reminiscing about some German porn I don't even know the name to. Anyone remember THEIR first porno, and what were you more turned on by, the dude or the chick?
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