No, Im not talking about online....
Im talking about real life.
Has anyone ever felt unwanted?? Like no matter how hard you try, no ones interested in being your friend... no one wants to date you either.
Even people you DO know all seem to busy to do anything with you. Or "forget" and make other plans then when you remind them they go "oh, Im sorry, I forgot all about it... I made other plans" (mostly family members!!!)
I wanna leave Penticton so badly. Never wanted to move to BC in the first place, was more like forced to do what everyone else wanted lol Thought I could warm up once I was here but its been 4 years, I still don't like penticton and grew to hate it more and more.
Problem is theres no way I can move anywhere right now. ($$$$ ) For a deaf person you can't even get a good job here that pays good. (did I mention Im the ONLY deaf person here??) You could if you were able to use the phone maybe but I can't use the phone.
Parents aren't gonna support me (they think Im being silly about wanting to move) and I don't have friends that would help.
I used to like to be alone but now I don't.... I hate it.
I don't wanna be here anymore.
*sighs*
Can someone cheer me up?? Please no "things will change soon" crap. Ive given up believing that. Cause it's been said to many times with nothing but even more depressing things happening... so its basically a bad luck line now.
Tasha
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