So, this might not be interesting to anyone, but I've never really "come out" as bi to anyone. Been watching a lot of porn while being cooped up and of course gravitated towards guy on guy stuff. It's gotten me to reminiscing about the few times I've had any bi experiences and how much I'm longing to go further with it.
Anyway, the first time I knew I liked both boys and girls was when I was a sophomore in high school. Me and 3 of my friends pulled out our dicks one day to compare sizes. I got a little interested in one of them in particular and tried to take it further with him. I would jerk off in front of him and beg him to let me suck his dick (but he never let me). Sometimes I'd take all my clothes off and put my sisters panty hose on and rub up against him, or straddle him while he sat in a chair. The one time we tried to fuck each other, it hurt too much to go very far. Kind of a let down. That ended once we weren't in high school anymore.
The next time was also in high school. I was probably a junior. I went to an older friend of the families lake house. He was in his 50's at the time. We went skinny dipping in the lake. Next thing I knew we were in the house still naked and he started jerking me off. I asked him to fuck me but he was kind of drunk (and a little on the heavy side) and said he didn't think he could get it up enough for that. So I jerked off and then he used my cum as lube to jerk off. Nothing ever happened again with him, but I wish I had had the presence of mind to suck his dick.
A few years ago (I'm almost 40) I went to a bath house in Edinburgh but nothing happened there. Wasn't much going on and didn't care for the few guys that were there. I just ended up jerking off on the floor.
Anyway, that feels kinda good to get out. Hopefully I get to experience the joys of anal and dick sucking one day.
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