I remember THE DAY. I was 12 and enjoying my new found joy of masturbating and cumming to porn. I definitely enjoyed doing so to pictures of women sucking some guy's cock, and this particular day while doing so to a Hustler pictorial I realized that I was aroused at the thought of being in that girl's position and sucking the cock. I remember it like yesterday. I felt weird.
I spent years occasionally going "there" in my fantasies on rare, what I felt were "freaky" sessions, until another EXTREMELY horny masturbation Saturday (all day) some years ago and realized that I actually in fact wanted it to really happen in real life.
It hasn't happened yet. It needs to. I need the right guy like me, new to it, exhilarated by the strange new approach to it, a little scared, etc.
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