Hello to all here on the message board. I am a new member and I wanted to introduce myself and give a little bit of background on why I joined. I’ve been lurking for quite a while now, but I felt it was time to join one of these communities so that I can hopefully find a group of like-minded folks that I can talk to about this part of my life. I don’t want to share this with any of my friends or family at the moment. There is a lot to my particular story, but I will try to summarize as briefly as I can. If anyone is interested in the gory details (which I may post anyway at some point), just let me know and I’d be happy to share.
So, my name is Mike, I am 38 y/o, and very happily married. I have what I would best describe as a penis fetish. I’ve always really liked dicks as far back as I can remember, but I’ve never really been attracted to guys. This might sound weird, but I’m being as sincere and accurate as I can be. I’ve always been girl crazy, and it’s only been with girls that I’ve ever had emotional feelings and “butterflies,” but when it comes to sex I have always been very turned on by dicks.
There are two particular events that I believe have shaped this part of my sexual identity: first, when I was very young (maybe 7-9 years old, not sure exactly), a friend and I would play with each other; and second, when I was around 13 or 14 I figured out how to suck on my own penis, and continued to do so for many years up until my early twenties. I’ve always been a very sexual person, but in my late twenties I cleaned up my act, so-to-speak. It was at that point that I stopped thinking about dicks for about ten years or so. Not really on purpose, things just happened to go that way.
Fast-forward to about 2 years ago… After much deliberation I finally admitted to my wife that I loved to fantasize about her playing with other guys. One thing led to another, and I ended up admitting to her that I also really liked penises. This did not go over well at first, but as we talked about it more and more she accepted this part of me. Since then, my amazing wife has helped me to explore that side with love and support the whole way through. In fact, she not only supports me, she is insanely turned on by this part of me. She’s at the point now where she often imagines me with another guy in order to “get there.”
So, for the past two years or so, my wife and I have been riding a crazy emotional rollercoaster as we’ve both opened up sexually and explored hotwifing/cuckolding, and my penis fetish. After playing with the idea on and off, we finally acted on one of our fantasies about two months ago. After talking with a few guys on Adult Friend Finder, we set up a date night and met with an older guy at a hotel. I gave him a blow job, and my wife watched and recorded the experience. It was very hot, and solidified for me how much I love dick.
So there’s my story. I would love to hear from any others on here that would like to chat about this sort of thing.
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Originally Posted by SuckerMC
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