Originally Posted by
itsnormy
This is deeply interesting to the point I do have to say something. EVERYONE has to have the first touch, the first orgasm, the first awareness of sex between the human animals. How it is presented seems to make the difference in appreciation, rejection, confusion, and/or acceptance. I have had an exceptional sex life, starting with my first ejaculation into the mouth of a neighbor boy, one year older than myself. In return I gave my first BJ, and swallowed his, at which time, I stomach wondered what the hell I had done. Thru church activities I was introduced to, and became an active participant at 10-11 years old with adult males, doing it all... this continued daily thru my middle teen years. At 15, I was invited to bed by a 46 year old female. WOW. From that day to this, my penetration by my penis was reserved for women. In my very happy, active, bisexual life, I have had well over 100 partners, male and predominantly female, with a ratio of 3 females for 2 males. I feel deep sympathy for those who have been, and even yet, will be molested. I can only imagine the guilt and torture they feel, and it saddens me. However, in my case, the generalization that molesters are born by molesting. Many I have shared my story with, quickly judge that I was molested, and of course I deny it. If you strictly take the definition of molestation, it can be said that religion, in and of itself, brainwashing children into beliefs,which produce guilt instead of love and appreciation,is molestation.. But thats a subject for another day. again, guilt is a horrible burden and I am saddened for you. But, in answer to the original question, undoubtedly, my bisexuality is rooted in those early day events, and I stand proud and appreciative of them.
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