I was 10 years old when my mom's friend's son molested me and told me to suck him off (he did not force me he just told me). I let it happen and I liked it during the time. I grew up and ended up loving going down on guys, I am now 20 years old, (male of course) and I still have that strong attraction. I developed Panic disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder years later when i was 16 years old. (It fucked me up mentally ever sense)
I am now 20 years old and still have strong urges to give blowjobs to guys but I can't tell if it was because I was truly bisexual or if it was because of what happened to me when I was younger.
But this is what i did find out about my self. I am strictly and only sexually attracted to men (I tried dating a guy it didn't work I felt no emotion) But when it comes to women I am both sexually AND romantically attracted to women where as I can never be romantically attracted to men and I know this for a fact (who else knows you better than you?).
What do i make of this situation? If i was never molested would I still be bisexual or not?
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