How did you discover you were bi?

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Originally Posted by Poisonfrosty

I started shaving my whole body smooth. Then i went through my sisters clothes one day and put together my outift. I took a shiny silver thong, black pleather arms sleeves and matching thigh high stockings and a choker. And i wore it under my clothes all the time. I was into the goth thing. I wore all black. Eyeliner had long dark hair. I guess i thought people would be scared of me and wouldnt know how wimpy i am.

There was this skinny nerd who always wore nsync and hanson shirts. I always picked on him and called him pussy and fag and made fun of him for listening to boy bands. I would make fun of a lot of people, but never to their face except him, because he was shy and skinny and i saw other people bully him and he was always too scared to stand up for himself.

So Im with a group of guys including him one day. One of the guys was this really hot guy. Tanned, muscular, jock, popular, and he picked on the nerdy guy sometimes. So im trying to impress him by being extra mean to the nerdy guy. Calling him fag and just relentlessly teasing him and looking back at the hot guy laughing.

Well he walked right up to me and i taunted him like what are you gonna do? Then punched me in the face and my eyes a mouth opened wide with fear and he punched a couple more times as i stumbled backwards. Then tackled me to the ground and i started crying as he pulled my pants off exposing me wearing my tight silver thong and thigh high leggings. I put my hands on my crotch humiliated as i got hard and came myself. So he just lets me lay there crying and cumming trying to cover my crotch with my hands with all the guys watching then grabs my throbbing buldge and pins my crotch to the ground. I scream and cry and kick my legs and blasting cum helpless while easily holds me pinned down until i came so hard it knocked me out cold. After he knocked me out he grabbed my thigh and pulled my leg back squeezing my thong even tighter into my crotch. The guys took pictures of me laying out cold while he held my leg pinned back exposing my silver thong tightly embedded in my crotch. They left me laying there out cold and humiliated.

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I am sure I would have realized a lot of things with what you are speaking of. The stealing of my sister's clothes (never done it, never worn them) would let me believe there is something different about me and that I needed to buy my own things if that is what I wanted. The bully side of things and getting beaten up for it would have told me my behavior was not acceptable and that I had it coming (never was a bully, my realizations of my own shortcomings were different but also very real). Somewhere along the line I would probably like many, have realized that I was attracted to men as well as women and was bisexual.

I realized I was bisexual when a guy was asked to give a ride home due to his alcohol consumption made a hands on pass at me when my hands were on the car steering wheel on his long, tricky private hillside driveway. I told myself when it started that he was going to get hurt when I managed to stop the car. It took me 30 seconds to get the car stopped and the parking brake set. My mind set changed in those 30 seconds he had his hand up my workout shorts and on my cock. I realized I was horny, had struck out with a woman at the party that I had been at, his face was heading towards my cock and he wanted to blow me. I had never contemplated letting a guy touch me before that moment and in a split second decision leaned the seat back. My first realization after he got my shorts off, sucked me, played with my balls and asshole was It felt good and I had allowed it. My standards with women were always such that I would never accept oral from a woman unless I was willing to return it. As good as it felt it dawned on me that standard was still going to hold in the given situation. Before I came as hard as I ever had, I had resigned my formerly straight self to both getting and giving blowjobs that a few minutes before I never would have considered. After I came and he swallowed, I attempted to return the favor, he declined, said goodbye and went into the house. As I left and made my way home, I wondered what it would have been like; if I would have been able to swallow when he came like I convinced myself I would have had to do. Over the next hour driving and getting home I realized my mentality had changed and I was probably bisexual. When I was out and about in the coming weeks and months I realized I looked at men differently and was attracted them as well as women. It confirmed in my mind that I was bisexual.

I finally discovered what I am and that is Heteroflexible. Not bad for a guy just turned 60. My first real experience was with a friend when I was 20. He was this amazing guitar player and I was somewhat mesmerized by him. I didn't really think of it in a sexual way until one night somehow he asked me if I would sleep with him. I just said yeah never even thought much about it. Believe it or not we used butter for lube so I get a kick out of someone saying they have to butter someone up. All I remember from that night is I really enjoyed the feeling of getting fucked. Several weeks later I was over at his house and we ended up back in bed. He gave me the most incredible blowjob after fucking me. Unfortunately that was our last sexual encounter.

Life went on I had a few girlfriends and ended up getting married. It didn't work out for various reasons. While I was going through the last months of my marriage an old friend called me up. I invited him over to commiserate. I always suspected him to be gay, but when he offered me a blowjob I knew he was. We ended up getting together several times and I loved getting fucked. Funny thing is I'm not attracted to guys like I am to women, I just like the sex.

I ended up meeting a wonderful woman that I have been together with for almost 30 years now. Our sex life has had it's ups and downs. Lately I have found myself watching more porn and it is usually one of two flavors: cuckold or gay. I've bought my own dildos and quite often enjoy riding them while masturbating. I even shot a video of me having fun with one and sent it to my old friend. I actually got turned on when he told me how much he'd love to drill my ass once again. If we didn't live so far apart it probably would happen.

Thing is I don't want to betray my wife because I do love her. I'd love to get her to peg me but she's not into that. So I'll just enjoy my self play and know that I am flexible in my sexuality.

Butter. Yep, I remember a lot of times a friend and I wanted to fuck each other and the only thing available was butter. Once, a friend and I used lard because butter was expensive back then and it would have been missed. If spit didn't get the job done, good old Vaseline always worked... if somebody had some; same for Dixie Peach hair "grease;" that got used a lot because a lot of us had it.

Pretty much knew I liked boys by the time I was 6 or 7 years old. Didn't know it was called bi-sexual until I was 15 going on 16 when my uncles husband talked to me after we had been walking around Grenwich Village. He was kind, understanding and supportive. He explained to me that it was OK and that even though he was totally gay my uncle was kinda like me. He leaned more to the gay side. So at 16 I knew and repressed and expressed it alternately into my early 20's. Got married, came out to my wife about two years in and repressed it again. Not very successfully I have to add. But in March of this year we had a break through and much to her credit my wife has been SUPER supportive and helped me deal with A Lot of things I had repressed. Particularly how Bi or Hetero-flexible or Pan sexual I am actually am. And yes I had to look up what Pan sexual meant. SO far I am dealing with it better every day because I am accepting myself more and my wonderful wife accepts completely.

My realization began several years ago.
I was showering after a lunchtime pick-up basketball game, preparing to return to my office.
In the shower there was a guy, well-tanned, a little shorter than me. He was turned away from me, and appeared to be washing his cock and balls.
We were the only two in the shower area at the time.
Well... he turned toward me, and showed me the most beautiful cock, initially cupped in his hands, then he began stroking it gently with his eyes on mine.
I was mesmerized with instant desire.
I realized at that moment, tremulous, that I wanted to do everything I possibly could with that cock.
I demonstrated my interest in him by stroking mine.
This erotic session was ended by others entering the shower area.
I have fantasized about that guy and his anatomy ever since.

I discovered I was bi in my early 20's. Had a chance encounter and a few more after that and I new. I love cock.Haven't had any experiences since then(I'm now 59) but i'm no longer going to deny my urges. Life's to short. I want pleasure in my mouth and ass!

I was confused in my early teen years, I knew I liked girls, but also curious about boys. I didn't know a person could be into both and there was no way I would talk to anyone about it. Even when I got older and had gone down on a couple of guys I still made excuses. It probably wasn't until I was 40 that I finally admitted to myself that yes I am bi. Feels like like such a long time ago yet it was just 8 short years ago.

Never really put a name on it till recently. Ive known since I was younger that I had an attraction to cock. Im not attracted to guys at all though, not in the romantic sense like I am to women. However the idea of getting off with a guy is erotic and Ive done it a few times. Never experienced the sexually confused thing. It just was, and Im sure its because of my first same-sex sexual experience.

Zero interest in anything but hetero sex u til my early 50s. Found myself in a mid range massage parlor where my weekly session was usually with a woman, who always avoided any attention to my hard on. One week they asked if I minded a male masseur, I shrugged and said “no problem”.

Im naked on the table, on my belly, amd finding his touch is more sensual than I would have expected. Brain is already trying to figure out why it can’t control the developing erection. When I flip over, her removes the sheet entirely in order to work on my legs. I don’t complain or resist, and at first think I can will my cock not to get hard. No such “luck”. Then I decide that if he’s willing to be confronted by an erection I’m not going to apologize or even be ashamed.

The result is total acceptance. He ends up providing the most affectionate massage of my thighs, belly and chest, licking my nipples and bringing my cock to a phenomenal orgasm and cumshot. I’m happy, and return weekly over the next two months for what becomes a regular rubdown and blowjob and I immediately begin searching for bisexual sites such as this one,

Years ago, I was in an ADS booth watching hetero porn when a cock appeared in the Glory hole. I didn't know what a GH was at that time. It scared me so bad that I ran to my car and left. The fear of being called "queer" frightened me. I had always sneaked glances at cocks in showers but never close-up like this. I was getting all the sex I needed at home. When my wife became ill and I was cut off, MM sex did not seem to be as taboo as I once thought. In fact it became a masturbation fantasy. I finally found silverdaddies and meet a nice gentleman. We met and traded BJ'S. I was hooked. I could not believe how natural sucking on a cock could be. Better than licking pussy, though I would never give that up. Now that I am widowed, I seek cocks to suck every chance I get.

I had fantasized about it as a early teen, before i slept w my 1st girlfriend. Chased women throughout high-school and married in my early 20s. That turned out to be a sex less marriage. During that time the internet started being a thing and i spent a couple years exploring porn. Started watching bi 3somes and decided if i ever got divorced i would try bottoming once. Well the divorce eventually happened, and one night on a lot of liquid courage i met a guy off Craigslist. We hooked up in the desert near our neighborhood in the middle of the night. It wasn't a very good way to lose ones virginity, no warm up or foreplay. He asked if i was sure, turned me around and bent me over the tailgate of my truck and forced hi way inside me. Now I'd had experience with toys by that point so it wasn't painful. It mostly felt ok and i kinda enjoyed it. So i made it a priority to really find out if i liked it. 2nd guy proved i absolutely love bottoming.

At 14 I was at a sleepover with a group of friends (all guys) we played strip poker and I lost on purpose. A couple of months later I was camping with a couple of guys from that sleep over and I masturbated in front of them and I loved it. For the rest of high school I chased many, many girls. Fast forward to college and I lived off campus with one of the guys from the sleepovers, we were both in between girlfriends and were drinking in our apartment one thing led to another and I bottomed and loved it. For the rest of college anytime we were both single or home alone we fucked like crazy.

We've since gone our separate ways both of us married and have children. I occasionally still hookup while I travel for business, and would love to find a find a regular friend with benefits.

I had my first cock at 13 and loved it At 18 got my first taste of pussy fucked her that night came back the next day fucked her 3 times found out I liked pussy as much pussy

I think maybe I always knew but I remember in about 7th grade I had to leave school for an appointment and got back a little early for my next class which was gym. I walked into the dressing room to my locker and some of the senior boys were still getting dressed from their showers after their class, I was amazed at how much bigger their cocks were (I was a late bloomer also) and how their bodies were more masculine and hairy. I had to be careful not to stare too long and go about my business of getting dressed but I went home and masturbated thinking about the experience even though I was still dry cumming. Eventually in a couple years I started to have some friends that I jerked off with like teenage boys do and eventually there was one friend that we started talking about sucking each other and I found I really enjoyed having a cock in my mouth! When I finally did get into my late high school years I started to get quite a lot of attention from girls and kind of forgot about my other side until I was about 19 and heard rumors that a older (40s) bar owner in my town was gay, the drinking age was 19 in my state at the time so I made it a point to show up there at his bar on a quiet weeknight just before closing time. I sat on a stool and he asked me what I wanted and as I’d had a few drinks before I got there I didn’t waste time and said I want to go for a ride in your van, he was surprised as I’d been in there with women in the past but he wasted no time cleaning up and we left in his van and found a quiet place in the country to park. He asked me what I wanted to do and I reached over and started rubbing his cock, we then got undressed and he was sitting on the bench in the back and I got between his knees and started sucking his already hard cock and after a few minutes he pushed me back on the bench and we sixty nined each other. I was loving it so far but then asked him if he could fuck me, he asked if I wanted that and I said yes very much and got onto my hands and knees with my ass facing him and he quickly got behind me and spit on his cock and placed it at my hole and started working it inside me, I could tell he had a good bit of experience he didn’t try to force it in just a little more pressure and letting me get used to him and then more pressure and in a little farther and finally all the way inside me and it felt sooooo good I knew right then why I had always wanted to try it! It was a beautiful experience, he fucked me until he came twice and and then told me he would suck me until I came but I couldn’t cum as I’d had quite a few beers beforehand but really enjoyed it anyway. Eventually I got married to a beautiful woman and still am to this day and have had only a few bi experiences over the years but finally told her about that side of me five or six years ago. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do and she was upset and shocked at first mostly because she thought I wanted out of the marriage but I assured her that was not the case. I was worried she would see me differently but she said right away she doesn’t feel any different about me than before she knew so I’m thankful for that.

Camping with a couple of friends when we were 13-14. Teasing about getting off and watching each other jerking and cumming. Liked it a lot and never gave up remembering how erotic it was.

Older brother got me to suck his around 11 years old. I enjoyed it. No cum, but liked the taste and feel and the cock sliding in and out of my mouth. I was hooked.

I honestly never admitted it to myself until I admitted it to my wife, before we married. My first experience was when I was too young to even know what was happening. My friend I shared a tent with started fondling me and then began to suck my little penis, I must’ve been getting close because the feeling I had wasn’t good or comfortable, so I freaked out, jumped up and went outside to pee. Again, I was too young to know what was going on but if my memory if correct, then I must’ve always been Bisexual, at least repressed because it wasn’t until my mid 20’s that I saw my roommate, who loves to brag about his giant cock that I began to fantasize about playing with another guys cock. At first I would just go to male masseuses and get a happy ending or BJ, but it eventually progressed to where I wanted to touch a cock and more.
One night I decided to go to some gay bars in Austin and just see what happened; of course I was SO nervous that I got drunk to ease the nerves. It wasn’t long, I met a gorgeous young Hispanic guy and I became a little aggressive, which he welcomed. At the bar, I pulled him into a dark corner and just started sucking his cock, it got big & hard but he made me stop...which was probably smart. We eventually wandered around and ended up in a restroom where I just went crazy sucking his cock and he was going to cum! I had never done this before but when he asked I said I wanted to swallow it. Big mistake for this rookie, I just gagged so badly that I freaked out and ran away. SO immature and inexperienced but I was also scared and drunk...not a good combination. I always regretted ending it that way and wondered, what if?!
I had various bi experiences over the next 20 years, usually in adult stores or men’s spa where I could remain anonymous and never know anyone. Now at 48 & horny as ever, I wish I had a friend that I could have a discreet, intimate relationship with but being married means I don’t have that option. She knows I’ve experimented but doesn’t know I still have a strong urge for more!
What am I ever gonna do?!?

Thanks for the discussion again guys. It's good to have an outlet and this question has me going back and thinking.
I suppose, masturbating, thinking of a guy at school, was the first sign at 15. However, went down the hetro route (happily to be fair) for about 6-7 years. Ended up in France as a student, and missed the opportunity of my life. So annoyed. He picked me up at a bar in Bordeaux, back to his. I was so excited - and came too quick, before we'ed even started proper. And I ran off. The reason was a lack of acceptance. I felt bad, guilty and ashamed. Poor guy - I left him in his appartment and shouted not nice things as I left - homophobic - I'm sure. Today, I would hope that a sexual freedom we have would have meant myself and my French lover would have had a great, long night together. Geez, we had already done the kissing, and undressed each other! I certainly would have explored my sexuality better. And at 25, how good would have it been! Would have a couple of days before we got out of bed!
I should be sitting here typing, knowing already what a nice cock feels like.

That's why I'm here - how do I replay safely and respectfully - I want a short term lover to enjoy me this year - while my arse is still shapely, cock still hard..

M

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Originally Posted by Fredrock4fun

I honestly never admitted it to myself until I admitted it to my wife, before we married. My first experience was when I was too young to even know what was happening. My friend I shared a tent with started fondling me and then began to suck my little penis, I must’ve been getting close because the feeling I had wasn’t good or comfortable, so I freaked out, jumped up and went outside to pee. Again, I was too young to know what was going on but if my memory if correct, then I must’ve always been Bisexual, at least repressed because it wasn’t until my mid 20’s that I saw my roommate, who loves to brag about his giant cock that I began to fantasize about playing with another guys cock. At first I would just go to male masseuses and get a happy ending or BJ, but it eventually progressed to where I wanted to touch a cock and more.
One night I decided to go to some gay bars in Austin and just see what happened; of course I was SO nervous that I got drunk to ease the nerves. It wasn’t long, I met a gorgeous young Hispanic guy and I became a little aggressive, which he welcomed. At the bar, I pulled him into a dark corner and just started sucking his cock, it got big & hard but he made me stop...which was probably smart. We eventually wandered around and ended up in a restroom where I just went crazy sucking his cock and he was going to cum! I had never done this before but when he asked I said I wanted to swallow it. Big mistake for this rookie, I just gagged so badly that I freaked out and ran away. SO immature and inexperienced but I was also scared and drunk...not a good combination. I always regretted ending it that way and wondered, what if?!
I had various bi experiences over the next 20 years, usually in adult stores or men’s spa where I could remain anonymous and never know anyone. Now at 48 & horny as ever, I wish I had a friend that I could have a discreet, intimate relationship with but being married means I don’t have that option. She knows I’ve experimented but doesn’t know I still have a strong urge for more!
What am I ever gonna do?!?

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Me too mate - how do we solve this one?!

Many years ago I was watching a male body builders show on tv I got really turned on and my cock got hard as a rock as for some reason looking at their crotch. I really wanted to see them naked but never have but I then began to look at men naked in Hustler Mag it was back then I realized I enjoyed the pics . I would always try and watch any show with male body builders I got hard and would jack off thinking about what their their cocks may look like. It took about 17 years before I gave in to desires to start sucking men ever since then I have been a willing cocksucker.I love ever second I suck cocks and have enjoyed many to date

"Discovered" or accepted? I suspected there was something different about me when I was in my early teens and would masturbate thinking about guys fucking me or sucking their dicks. Took many years of guilty jack off sessions before I even knew that my fantasies didn't have to mean I was gay. Just knowing the term 'bisexual' was not much comfort to me though...much as I tried to console myself. I felt ashamed that I couldn't be content with the sex I was having with my wife.....that is when we were still having sex. As the distance between us grew and my desire grew along with with it, men were more often than not the easiest outlet. More guilty pleasure followed until long after the final break and I met my present wife. Her open mindedness and hedonistic streak showed me that I could be truly myself as we played with both sexes freely and guilt free. THAT was when I was able to say I was bi.

I’m an exhibitionist who enjoys getting naked in my car and going to cruising sites to be watched masturbating. Before long I was allowing strangers to touch me, then suck me and before I knew it I was sucking their dicks as they approached me naked in my car. It just kind of happened. Now I actively seek guys who are looking to be sucked off and arrange to meet them through websites and apps.

It never occurred to me to suck cock or have a gut suck my cock until I took a sociology class in my mid twenties and we read articles on the tea rooms and the old video of those bathrooms from the 50’s I think.. to this day I still remember reading it and finding it fascinating. Married me , straight men needed a release so they sucked each other off.. today I am not attracted to men at all, but very attracted to cock. Limited experience but want to start sucking and getting sucked weekly once pandemic is over.. so am I bi? Maybe or fluid or all those other terms ? Not sure.. what is a guy who loves sex with women is not attracted to men other than their cock make me?

I was 14 and my gf at the time had a brother who was two years older than us and was a crossdresser both his sister(my gf) and his single mother knew and not only accepted but helped him , I had no idea at first until one day I was at their home and from the hallway there is this beautiful girl walking into the room I thought my gf had a friend over and she intoduced her to me and me to her I was really taken with everything about her , and when the two started giggling and laughing all I knew was there was a joke that I was not apart of until my gf told me who her gf really was , but I was not sure about the news and was looking hard at her face and body she was wearing a short skirt and when I was walking around her looking about my second trip I lifted the back of her skirt and was looking at the sweetest tightest little butt in the sexiest little panties , they both broke out in a loud laughing fit and I knew they were just fucking with me , when she said wrong side she lifted the front of her skirt legs together showing me a definite bulge in her panties as I was just staring she moved in close tilted my head so we were eye to eye and kissed me right in front of my gf after filling me in on his crossdressing they told me how he always wanted to be HER in front of someone other than his sister and mother that day we spent all day together I thought my cock would never go down and we were inseparable for so many years. I have never looked back and never questioned somthing that was so good and fullfilling

I got sucked into it.

The reply above probably explains it.

Moreso, when a couple of work colleagues approached me, and one revealed his erect cock. All a bit of a joke. I laughed along with them, then went to find somewhere quiet to masturbate. I had fucked a few guys by then, and received a few blowjobs. But I did not admit my attraction to cock until that date. I realised then that I had been kidding myself. I really wanted that big, hard cock in my mouth.

I guess I had a slow realisation of my self understanding. I was a very young teenager when I was 'accosted' by a man on the roadside. He asked me to follow him into a field to help him move some fallen branches and as he was leading me away from the road I noticed that he was playing with his cock as it was dangling from his open flies. Luckily I had the presence of mind to get away from him and I probably saved myself from an unbidden sexual assault or worse.

A few years later I was befriended by an older man in my local pub. After getting to know each other over several evenings, he invited me back to his flat for a nightcap and after revealing that he was gay (which I was already assuming) he offered to suck my cock. It was my first ever sexual experience, and one that I'll always remember with fondness.

A few years later I was going through a turbulent break-up with a girlfriend. A gay friend of mine invited me out for a drink to give me a little support and friendship during the hard times I was going through. He revealed that he had feelings for me and asked if it would damage our friendship. I also really liked him too, and decided to go with him for a short drive. We parked up and he asked if he could suck my cock. Then I asked if I could suck his. His 9" cock was an impressive sight and felt so good to touch (it was the first time I had ever touched another mans body) The hardness of his erection was distinctly at odds to his to the silky soft skin stretched over it.

I took the head of his cock into my mouth and loved the feeling of it filling me. It all felt so natural, and right.

I knew I would never not want cock after that even though I still wanted the softness and curves of a woman's body.

to add more I eventually went to a porn theater in a major city and went into the gay movie . It was dark I could see some men sitting though out the theater s sone wondering around or hanging at the back. On the screen was a muscle guy jerking off .. I didn’t know what to do and was so nervous. I decided to sit down one seat in from the isle assuming that woild mean to guys come sit next to me. Within a few minutes a guy did. Within a minute his hand was in my leg, then he started rubbing my leg and I didn’t stop him so his ribs were longer and starting to rub my cock.. I started getting very hard, he then focused on rubbing and outlining my cock. Eventually he went to undo my pants and instead of stopping him I found myself helping him .. he rubbed my cock over my under sweet then he put his hand inside my underwear after the second stroke I came really hard. I then got nervous and told him it’s not for me and left with him saying please let me suck it .. I left and was ashamed and disgusted with myself .. what was I doing I am never doing that again but a few days later it’s all I could think about

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It never occurred to me to suck cock or have a gut suck my cock until I took a sociology class in my mid twenties and we read articles on the tea rooms and the old video of those bathrooms from the 50’s I think.. to this day I still remember reading it and finding it fascinating. Married me , straight men needed a release so they sucked each other off.. today I am not attracted to men at all, but very attracted to cock. Limited experience but want to start sucking and getting sucked weekly once pandemic is over.. so am I bi? Maybe or fluid or all those other terms ? Not sure.. what is a guy who loves sex with women is not attracted to men other than their cock make me?

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When I started giving blowjobs to men and and enjoying it.

how many did you give before you started to enjoy it?

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Originally Posted by Waylon

When I started giving blowjobs to men and and enjoying it.

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Originally Posted by Jozyxt

I got sucked into it.

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Best one liner for the win

For me being a cocksucker is simply me fulfilling my place in the universe. I had always thought of myself as being completely straight until I blew my first cock. To this day I love having sex with women, but I also absolutely love sucking cock as well. For me, giving a blowjob to a nice cock fulfills an incredibly strong sexual desire like no other.

The first guy I blew was a guy in college with me. He use to tease me a lot about sex. He finally told me two things that I will always remember. He told me that there are two types of men in this world; those born to have their cocks sucked, and those who are born to suck cock. He also told me that by the way I dressed, and the way I held myself, that I had "cocksucker" written all over my face, and that I was a guy born to suck cock. He finally forced me to try sucking his cock one time when I was over at his place. It wasn't rape, but the first time I sucked cock was pretty forceful, and I definitely resisted for the first few minutes until I opened my eyes. When I opened my eyes, and I saw his cock fucking my mouth, I was turned on like I have never been in my life. He kept insisting that the first time I got a taste and feel of a cock and cum I would be addicted to sucking cock for the rest of my life. He gave me a big facial the first time I blew him, but I got a good taste of his cum as well. He was absolutely right. I absolutely loved the cum, and his cock. Blowing him the first time was the most erotic experience of my life. I have since found out that I tend to be very submissive as a cocksucker, that I absolutely love cum, and regularly crave the taste of cum.

I find that I'm fairly picky about the type of cocks I like to blow. There are only certain types of cocks that make me weak in the knees as a cocksucker. As a cocksucker fulfilling his place in life, I love pleasuring guys with my mouth, and I love a mouthful or faceful of cum more than almost anything in life. I'm very proud of being a cocksucker. I have no problem at all with a guy calling me "cocksucker," and I really love a feeder who is willing to show me my place as a cocksucker

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Originally Posted by Jozyxt

I got sucked into it.

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OK. . . now I get it!

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Originally Posted by Tag200

how many did you give before you started to enjoy it?

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A half dozen or so. At first I would let him cum in my mouth but I would spit it out. Nevertheless, guys would finish and then tell me how good I was so I decided to take it to the next level and started gulping like a good cocksucker and that's when I started to really dig it.

My curiosity about sex with a man began at an early age when a neighbor boy four years older molested me. Basically a show and tell on his part and my touching his cock. In time discovered porno paperbacks (remember those?) One of the stories was about a guy getting fucked in the ass. The detail it went into really turned me on. I began to notice other guy’s cocks in the gym shower. I would fantasize about being fucked during sex with girlfriends I also started to pay attention to what was written in bathroom stalls and noticing glory holes. The urge to act got stronger and stronger.

I wasn’t attracted to men just their cocks and was very inhibited about what I felt. In my late teens early 20’s I acted on my feelings and hooked up with men, first at public restrooms and rest stops eventually discovered adult personals and as time went on, the internet.

It wasn’t until the early 90’s and posting ads on the internet that I started to identify myself as bi. Up until that point I never used the term. Still have no attraction to men, just their cock.

I too am only attracted to cock not anything else , what does that mean, why is that the case? Any idea ...

“I wasn’t attracted to men just their cocks” and was very inhibited about what I felt. In my late teens early 20’s I acted on my feelings and hooked up with men, first at public restrooms and rest stops eventually discovered adult personals and as time went on, the internet.

It wasn’t until the early 90’s and posting ads on the internet that I started to identify myself as bi. Up until that point I never used the term. Still have no attraction to men, “just their cock”.[/QUOTE]

I noticed that I would feel sexually satisfied by different things at different times. So sometimes I would want to be more dominant, and other times more submissive. But those things tended to align with my sexuality: so when I'd feel more 'dominant' I'd want to have sex with women, whereas when I felt more submissive I would want to let men have sex with me. I still like women but I also noticed that I cum harder when a man has anal sex with me. Yeh some of that is probably to do with the prostate or some technical internal thing lol, but I also get pre-cum when a guy first puts it in, which I've never got with the few girls I've done stuff with. I realised pretty quick that being *that* turned on by it was probably a sign I was bi.

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I too am only attracted to cock not anything else , what does that mean, why is that the case? Any idea ...

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I am turned on by the physical act of sex, both while fantasizing about it and during the act. For whatever reason the man himself isn't important to me, although I prefer bigger and stockier types but mainly I focus my attention on his cock. I've had a few glory hole experiences both sucking and being fucked. Aside from the awkwardness of trying to mount a cock sticking out of the wall I enjoyed it as much as full body contact.

I am a submissive bottom, I don't expect or encourage reciprocation from a Top. On occasion I get my cock sucked, I do cum, but I don't seek out getting sucked. I find myself looking at a man with a big bulge in his pants trying to envision him as a Top but come up short on connecting the dots. Yet I see a hard cock in a porn flick and I'm really turned on. Not sure what it all means, I have accepted that is how I am wired.

I sucked my older brother's cock.

When my best friend and I started jerking of together. Then we started sucking each other. Was so fucking hot. Wish I had a friend like that now.