when my first wife came home with a strangers semen in her. i could barely wait to lick the semen from her.
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when my first wife came home with a strangers semen in her. i could barely wait to lick the semen from her.
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Originally Posted by sysper
So true. College was a wonderful time to explore because people aren't so quick to judge and for most of the kids, it's their first time being away from home so you can let your guard down a bit. I wouldn't give anything for that experience. My roommate and I had a wonderful and healthy, albeit it discreet, sexual relationship that eventually fizzled out but I learned so much about another woman's body, and my own and you are so right about it not being too late; their is still plenty to learn!!
Great thread
When I was 13 (46 now), I was staying over with a friend of mine and his younger brother, only 1 year younger, and I were staying up later than my friend. Anyway, we got to talking and the next thing you know, we began exploring each other. Nothing really heavy, but touching and then oral. He had not reached puberty yet so he did not have any semen to shoot, but he still climaxed. I then jacked off for him so he could see an ejaculation. He sucked me a little, but i finished off by hand so he wouldn't swallow.
Anyway, never again did I explore this side of me and he and I NEVER spoke of it again. Fast forward until about 2005. My wife and I had been married for 4 years and our sex lives were beginning to fall into a rut. The internet was in full swing so I began really looking at porn more and more. The more I looked the more I realized I was not repulsed by cocks and seeing homosexual acts. This stirred up those feelings from my youth. I realized I really loved TS/TV/CD porn as well as bisexual porn. I knew I still loved pussy so I began to realize that I was bisexual. I did not act on it though until 2010. I joined Adult Friend Finders and had an experience with an older guy. It was NOT a good experience. He could not get hard and only later told me he suffered from ED. At the time though it made me think I was doing something wrong, but like I said, he told me later that it was him.
Last summer I met a guy from there who was working in my area, had an apartment to himself and could host. We met up and had a great afternoon with oral play. He soon had to go back to his home in Texas but that afternoon was a great experience. So.....I have had 2 experiences, 1 great, 1 not-so-great. I know for a fact I want to have more. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO Bisexual.
Childhood experimentation when I was around 11 or 12. me my friend and his sister used to look at porn magazines which led to masturbation and then playing with each other. I discovered I liked cock as much as pussy. that was in the 70s and early 80s. I didn't come out as openly bi untill about 8 years ago when I met my current girlfriend
The sexual revolutions hadn't affected me much, being brought up Baptist probably had something to do with that. My first wife had left me and I decided to become more open minded and placed an add in a local rag that had lots of personal ads in it. A meeting with a guy just a little bit younger than I who was also curious was interesting but as much as we got into it neither of us reached orgasm. More than 20 years later my wife decided she didn't need any kind of sex anymore and very little affection. I began looking for men using the internet and that worked out very well. So it's not really that I like men over women but I am still able to enjoy being with a man at times.
While I was sucking a cock and finding I loved that all three of us (him, her, and me) were being turned on by it.
I got aroused and hard for the opposite sex, and the same sex at a young age. This also happened to my partner.
Instead of cheating on your wife who you claim to love and respect, but really do not you should have told her you are bisexual or just gotten a divorce.Quote:
Originally Posted by PeteBiguy
Don't want to be judged? Then keep your dick and ass in your pants and actually talk to your wife, tell her how you are bisexual, tell her how you have cheated on her before with men, or just get a divorce and have sex with whoever you want.
I have no sympathy or patience for someone who goes that route of cheating. If you're that unhappy then communicate it and try to resolve things. Failing that just leave, and get a divorce.
If you cheat I relegate you to the level of barnyard animal that has no morals, values, and does not love the person who they married at all and who nobody should be in a relationship with let alone marry.
You want to treat sex as an animal game and just follow every impulse of your genitals, then you're an animal or sub-human. A fully matured adult can communicate and rectify a situation. If that means enduring some hardship from divorce or whatever.. well you made the commitment and so did she, or he, don't blame anyone else but yourself. Cheating is excusing responsibility and you can't justify it.
'gay for pay' is a myth as it's just marketing based on homophobia/biphobia, the guys are really just bi or gay and marketed by sleazy porn companies as being LOL "Straight" and this taps into the internalized biphobia and homophobia a lot of bi and gay men have about the fantasy of having sex with a real "straight"/hetero guy, when in reality no hetero guy has sex with other men, and they certainly don't do porn with other men for everyone else to see.Quote:
Originally Posted by mkwelsh
But this sort of marketing by porn companies has been going on for decades.
I was 69ing with a girl friend, she had me feeling soooooo good. I knew I wanted to pleasure men like she was pleasuring me.
Innatley I always knew, I was at least bi. When I was 19 I had many questions about my sexuality, and a friend of mine had been making minor passes at me, told me about the type of guys that aroused him. The type he liked was the type I fantasized about. We agreed to suck each others cock, I was confident I would hate it. His cock was about 7 inches, nice thickness. The moment my mouth went over the head of his cock I was in heaven, I loved how it was hard and soft at the same time. I was shocked that sucking a cock could be so sensual and warm. As I said on a gut level I knew I liked cock, after I sucked his cock my denial was broken.
Wife caught on that I may like sucking cock and in a swinger party she stuck one in my mouth and I did like it.Actually love it and sorry I did not know sooner.Everything I do I do because of her and her ideas.
When I found myself on my knees, two guys holding me and my "arch enemy" throat fucking me. After a little bit my cock became rock hard. By the time the third guy took his turn they no longer had to hold me. I just knelt there, arms at my side as he kept stuffing his cock down my gagging throat.
That's fucked up, and disgusting. People who do that to other people, or do what happened to you and the other guy are sick and disgusting, and belong in prison or in a treatment facility for sex offenders/ped0s.Quote:
Originally Posted by iwantamouthfull
Once I had some pussy, after 11 guys. I found out I liked it also. But the dick was easier to find for me. But I did have a pussy to play with when I wanted it.
I cannot pinpoint an exact date and time. I know when I was in high school, I could not look at other boys' penises because I felt guilty. When I was a little older, I was hitchhiking and a man picked me up and asked if I wanted a blowjob, I turned it down wishing I hadn't. A few years later I got married and the thoughts of being with a man went deep into my subconscience. Then about ten years ago a physical therapist was giving me a message when he asked if I would like my stomach massaged. He kept getting closer to my genitals and I became aroused. The next session was after business hours and he wasted no time, he masterbated me, I felt guilty, but the pleasure was undeniable. Later I gave him a blowjob. I know I am bi. I know I am bi, but I can't say when I knew, or how I knew.
I was about 16 my girlfriends brother and I some how ended up in his room and we sat together jacking off and taking turns sucking eachothers cock, all though I don't do it often I love oral and most anything, although no one in my life knows about this family friends ect. so I guess im a closet bi. im 56 now.
I thought the m/m sex thing was just because I had trouble getting girlfriends and was a horny guy. I had to admit to myself that I was bisexual when a guy I had occasional sex with started becoming less available. I would get very down, and be very unhappy not to be able to see him. With that I had no choice but to admit I was totally bi.
My first wife was basically dead from the waist down. I spent a lot of time masturbating. More often than not, the masturbating involved looking at porn online. I was about 38 at the time. At some point, I realized that when I was looking at a picture of a woman with a big cock in her fist and a load of cum on her face, that I wasn't sure if I wanted to be him or her. Since then (I'm mid-fifties now), the desire to have sex with a man has only increased with intensity. I am very turned on by the idea of giving head and making a guy cum. Problem is, my wife is totally cool with me fantasizing about it but not acting on it. So, in order to satisfy my curiosity I would need to cheat on her. That's what has held me back so far. On the other hand, in the right circumstances, I may not be able to resist almost 20 years of desire. We'll see .....
I was in the 10th grade. I was raised in the south in a very racially divided city. I was in gym class dressing out and saw a skinny wimpy white kid being harrassed by 3 black guys. He was sitting on a bench and they were standing around him. One of them said suck this big cock boy, I peeked his way to see that kid with a huge cock pushed toward his face. He tried to get up but another guy pushed him back down on the bench. Soon all 3 of them had cocks out and they were being waved in his face. They never actually made contact with him just gave him a hard time. I remember sneaking away pretending not to notice and thinking if one of them tried to put it in my mouth I would have let him and sucked it a minute and then bit as hard as i could. I realized I had just agreed to my self that I would suck a cock. Although I dont bite them I do suck cocks whenever possible
I was 20yrs yrs old, decided to take a road trip. Stopped at a rest area in the middle of nowhere at like 2 in the morning. Went into the bathroom and there was a hole in the stall, looked in it and the guy was playing with his cock. Left went back to my car,sat there trying to understand it. He came out and stood by the vending machines. I decided to go talk to him. We were the only two at the rest stop. I went like I was buying a drink said hi and talked, then he randomly ask if I liked what I saw. I stood there for a min and realized my cock was getting hard under my shorts.we talked as we walked, I told him that I wasn't sure if I liked it. We stopped at a picnic table. He asked if I'd like to see it. I said I don't know. We sat down and he had a small bottle of whiskey he gave it to me and I drank half of it, after awhile drinking, smoking cigarettes and talking about random stuff, he stood up and took off his shorts and shirt. Then sat straddling the bench very close to me. I touched and played with cock. He started rubbing mine though my shorts. He very smoothly got my shirt and shorts off and now we were both naked straddling the bench touching each other. He moved my head toward hIs cock and I took it in my mouth and started sucking it. I was feeling good and was enjoying it. He held my head and cummed I tried to pull away but he held my head down. After a few sec I decided to go with it and sucked and swallowed. When he was down he reached down and took some of the cum that was still dripping and put it on his ass as he turned over and laid across the table. My cock was throbbing and I don't think I had ever been that horny and I fucked his hole hard. Cummed a bucket load. It was my first time and the rest of the road trip was and eye opening experience.
I had feelings all my life, I am 66_and a few years back a physical therapist made a pass and I that's all it took. I took several online tests all indicate I am heterosexual with strong homosexual tendencies
WTF what a creepy 'physical therapist'. I would not be surprised if he's a whore or ho' on the side and gives 'massages'. :rolleyes:Quote:
Originally Posted by ml830
If you were intelligent you would have not had sex with him, documented this, and sued him and the hospital/PT place and profited. :rolleyes:
Does your wife know you cheated on her with an unprofessional creepy physical therapist that's a whore?
I guess when I was about 12 one night im staying at a friends house he was sleeping, and out of the blue I masturbate and think about him. Of course I denied it for years. Then a couple experiences in my 20s that became the subject of some fantasizing. Oh ya started trying toys pretty young for anal. One I figured out how to do it right and have orgasms its sort of hard to go back to just being straight. Im mostly straight and live that lifestyle. However lately ive had some opportunities to go all out and took full advantage. Im a BTM and love being giving. Love to be told what to do and role playing. Id say porn had a lot to do with it too.
I realized I'm bisexual from a personal experience that happened at the perfect time in my life and with the perfect specific details needed to have the maximum influence on my sexuality for my entire life. It was also traumatic and inappropriate and it happened because of an older relative's indifference to me that was extreme enough to be considered sexual abuse. Sexual abuse without any actual sex or touching or words or seduction... it was sexual abuse by total exposure to porn of every kind for several hours.
That's when I saw those photos of interracial gay porn on the wall of a sleazy Times Square porn shop. An unattractive white dude I totally ignored and a totally cute black dude who had a huge fucking black monster dick. Must have been 11 inches and probably longer than that. And as soon as I saw that huge thing my inner and up until then unknown gay desires came out from within me all at once and with a sexual intensity that was so overwhelming it almost made me pass out. Maybe the most intensely pleasurable sexual feeling I've ever had although I've had others that were comparable and also unforgettable.
I was a normal - extremely horny but that's totally normal - kid a month shy of my 12th birthday still obsessed and maybe also a little bit in love with my own big 8 inch dick that appeared only about 3 weeks earlier. An 11 year old with a brand new big cock but still basically clueless about sex. That was me right before this incident happened. And as soon as I saw that cute guy and his huge black cock I turned into a big black cock loving cocksucker wannabee and I knew that right then too. Four hours of hard core porn - you name it I saw it all - boy fucks girl, threesomes and groups of every combination of boy and girl possible, lesbians in pairs and threesomes and groups, and of course that hotter than hot photoset of the first ever gay sex I ever saw and when I saw it I didn't care about all the other stuff I had seen. Not the average or a very sexually healthy way to learn about sex and it confused me and maybe messed me up a bit at first, but the gay attraction that it brought out into the open would have come out eventually in some other and very likely "normal" or at least less bizarre manner. Same with the specific desires for black men with huge cocks and it turns out that I really am custom built for hot gay sex with men such as this. I'm not just able to take an assfucking from a black man with a 10 or even 11 inch dick....I also want and need a cock that's at least 9 inches in order to feel the maximum sexual pleasure I'm physically capable of and I learned this is true in two different ways: The day after this incident I fucked myself with the biggest cucumber in the refrigerator that first one was about the same length as my incher but at least twice as thick. I got it all inside me and it actually disappeared which freaked me out until I was able to pull it back out but that was after I was done jerking off with all of it still in my ass and the orgasm was a million times better than the best one I ever had before and also after it without something big in my ass. The first of many cucumbers in my ass and they got bigger and thicker each time - 12 or 13 inches and as thick as two and three real cocks on real men. I grew up and moved out and those big cucumbers were replaced by even bigger sex toys. Then my much stronger hetero desires took control and I had about 25 years of only fucking girls but my fantasies and desires of cute black men putting their huge cocks in my mouth and fucking my ass never stopped.
I don't cheat when I'm committed to someone and I never did either. But after my divorce I was free to fuck girls and also hook up with the black men and worship their huge cocks for the first time ever. I did a lot of both until I met my current girlfriend and now I'm off the fucking market but this time I'm off the market after I did lots of shopping. I'm glad I did and my personal sexuality gave me enough desire plus the ability to enjoy both women and men sexually which I was built to do and I finally did do in my real world life.
My advice to every boy or girl who desires same sex sex but hasn't done it yet is to go out and do it - and do it soon. It's what you're supposed to do so try it at least once and see what it's all about.
My first sexual experience was with a male when I was 14. We continued to have sex for 2 years till he got a girlfriend and that ended our affair. I didn't have sex with a women till I was 20. I was always attracted to women but enjoyed sex with my friend also. I don't know if that made me bi or gay at that time but after I started dating women for a while my friend and I reconnected while I was in my mid twenties and I was eager to continue with him. It was at this time I realized that I enjoyed both sexes and still have fantasies about both to this day.
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Like so many others here (apparently) I had some m2m play when I was about 13 with my cousin who was about 17. It started pretty innocent and slowly progressed to just short of oral. Man, thinking back I get so raging hard when I remember how beautiful his cock was. We only played for a little less than a year. For some reason that memory was blocked for a very long time. Fast forward about 20 years and I am married with a baby. I love them, but I am missing something. The internet allowed me to explore and I found bi porn. One week on a business trip across the country I met a gay man and we innocently struck up a conversation. We really hit it off. No plans, no motives just a couple guys hanging out and drinking some beer. I invited him to my hotel room and he accepted. On the way he asked if I realized he was gay and I said of course. We undressed and explored each others body. Neither of us could cum for some reason (nerves?) but we each enjoyed the encounter immensely. I still talk to my cousin who eventually came out as gay. We have talked about our encounters but have never repeated them. Yes, I have told him how much I enjoyed those times and how important he is in my life, but I guess I am just not his type.
I am still married and so deep in the closet I will probably never come out. I may never get the opportunity to explore any more, either, which saddens me. But, I have a great life and a great family. I push these desires aside as selfish and destructive because of how devastated my family and friends would be. I don't think there is a single person I know who would not be shocked if they found out my deep secret.
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I found out when was messing a round with a guy my age and he popp out his dick and I went down on it and suck it ! We were very young at the time ! But I love pussy a lot too !
I'm not sure when my curiosity set in. It wasn't a bolt from the blue where suddenly I went, "God, I think I like cock as well as pussy." For quite a while, I never gave any thought to sex with men, then I most definitely had a homophobic streak. Not militantly so, but enough that I felt uneasy when the subject of men fucking men came up.
Then, somewhere along the line, I was reading one of my dad's Penthouse magazines, and came across a story where a young guy hooked up with this girl, and found out that she wasn't just looking for a boyfriend, but that she was "recruiting" a lover that would service not only her, but her mom and brother as well. The MF scenes were hot, but I discovered that I wasn't turned off by the description of his encounter with her brother, and found myself stroking to that part of the story as much as I did when he fucked the women. It's the first time I can recall where two men were fucking and I didn't feel weirded out by it.
Then as I got older, I started checking out bi porn (yes, I actually went to a video rental store - some of you might have to ask your grandparents what that was) While they seemed pretty formulaic (one MF scene, one FF, one MMF and often a MM) I was still relatively neutral on the scenes where no pussy was present.
I still am merely curious about cock. My wife doesn't want to share or be shared, and I can respect that, so I don't play (except the occasional chat). Were I to have the real life opportunity to experience a cock, I think I'd like a woman to be present, even if she took no part. Just my own security blanket, I guess. I still have no interest in men as a whole, only what lies behind the zipper of their jeans. I don't see what women see in men, but I find women damn attractive.
Well my best friend and I started having sex with each other right after we both hit puberty. I developed a very serious relationship with my first serious girlfriend several years later. It was after I had sex with both of them one day that I realized I loved them both and loved having sex with each one of them and didn't want to give that up.
I started when I was 5 years old, playing "doctor" with the other neighborhood kids. I discovered that I enjoyed sucking a little penis of licking a little vagina about the same, so I kept on doing it as often as I could! When I was 8, my older brother (13) and his friend had saw me 'playing' with another boy my age, and slowly coerced me into 'playing' with them. That brother was the first to pop my boy cherry, and I ended up going down on both of them; first time swallowing, and I loved it. My first time 'in' a vagina was when I was 9. .... Many great stories and memories over the years; I am now a grandfather with eight grand-kids!
My journey to accepting being bisexual started when I was 12 and entering puberty on a mission. I quickly discovered the incredible pleasures of masterbation. I was finding all kinds of ways to fantasize about girls.
A new kid in town asked me to stay for a sleepover. We stayed in his rec room on a sleeper sofa. It was not long after the lights were turned off that he pulled out a flashlight and asked if I wanted to see him naked. I was a little surprised but accepted the offer. Off came his close and my cock hardened instantly. I, of course, got naked too. The first night was a lot of touching each other, especially having our cocks rub together.
The sleepovers continued and the body contacted evolved into a sexual relationship that lasted a couple of years. We never talked about it outside of our initimate settings. In fact we both had various girl friends throughout. He ended up moving. I did initiate a few experiences with other male friends in the same way but except for one they did not lead to sex with each other. One of my friends did initiate an afternoon of sex when we were 16. I do think these experinc3s were more about sex in general than a deep desire to be with another male.
Skip ahead 20 years. My wife was really getting into porn and starting to get interested in having sex with another woman. As we explored this further andd further, I started to understand my own sexual desire for men. It took awhile but I slowly let her know that I was bisexual. She has been comfortable with, and turned on by, my increasing desire for men from the start.
I really understood that my homosexuality was real at a conference I attended when I was about 40. I met another married guy on the 1st day. We had dinner together. I was so turned on by him I probably could have done him in the restaurant restroom. We never talked about anything remotely sexual but I flirted with him all evening. Amazingly, we had adjacent rooms in the hotel. That night we went up to our rooms and parted ways. As I went into my own room I had my pants off before the door swung shut. I made sure that he could figure out that I was masturbating and I could hear he was doing the same. This same routine played out for the next three days. I wanted to have sex with him and I am sure he wanted me but we were too afraid to take the first step.
I am still incredibly reserved when it comes to taking action on my desire to be with another man. But I an very open about my bisexuality with my wife and myself!
ur smart to be reserved about sharing ur bisexuality with guys. some str8 guys even if they turn u down would be flattered, but some guys would make it a point to state there heterosexuality with there fists. some of them are probably bi or totally gay neways & can't even admit it to themselves. but that's there problem. glad to hear when people are able to explore there bisexuality, it makes for a less stressfull life in the end no pun intended lol. also glad u got a supportive wife, that is the best! hope u2 support each other & grow closer togather from that & other things.Quote:
Originally Posted by Biappeal
After 5 years of enjoying the pleasures of hard cocks...I was taken to bed by a lady 30 years older than, and when I woke in the morning, I was bi...I was 15 at the time...
That's creepy and disgusting that the woman who you met who was a lot older and who should have known better sexually abused you. But you did post about being sexually abused by male peers and adult men.Quote:
Originally Posted by itsnormy
Wow! That was one understanding mom!
as a "sex object" I def find women more attractive. To be honest, I don't really look at guys and think "I want him" or "I'd do him". It's not until I'm with a guy, for that particular purpose, that my thoughts turn to sex. But women, yeah, I'm like a big majority of us who look at a female and do the "what ifs"...Quote:
Originally Posted by Susurrus1964
Naturally. *grins*
Well, I didn't actually discover I was bi... it discovered me. I've never had a problem with acknowledging the Beaty of a female, but the first taste of one gave me all of the affirmation needed. It was one of the best edibles that ever graced my taste buds.