Sucking your first cock....

My first time was with a guy at a party. Everybody was drunk and high and he got so trashed he couldn't drive home so I volunteered to drive him home. When we got there, he started flirting with me overtly by putting his arms around me and acting like he was kissing me. I didn't know wether to be pissed off or kiss him back lol
He asked me to put him to bed and I pulled down the covers for him and he crawled in and pulled down his pants. He was laughing the whole time obviously enjoying himself a lot! When his pants were off I was greeted by a huge 8" cut cock and admit I had a hard time keeping my eyes off it. He could see I was looking and smiled at me and started stroking himself. I turned around to leave but just couldn't. ;) I came back to his bed and leaned over and took him in my mouth. It was something I'd wanted to try for years and here was my chance. His mood changed from silly party boy to serious male lover as soon as I took him in my mouth and he was moaning loudly as I stroked and sucked him. Before long I felt him tense up and he ejaculated a warm load into my mouth. Feeling him jerking in my mouth was the biggest turnon I'd ever had! I didn't know if I should swallow or not so I let it sort of run down his cock to his balls. He asked if he could return the favor and unzipped me. Before long I was naked in his bed and he sucked me off to a earthshattering orgasm. He really took his time and knew what he was doing by flicking his toungue right under my head rapidly and stroking me at the same time. After I was done I fell asleep and spent the night there and the next morning we did it again. :)

Never tried the taste. Would love to have a try my first with someone nice?

My first time was with a friend when we were 11 or 12. We had built a tent in his back yard out of old sheets and blankets. We both want to sleep over night in it, we asked our parents and got permission. We got some blankets for our beds and that evening after dark we were fooling around (not sexual) in the tent and we dared each other to take our clothes off and run around the yard naked witch we both did. After that in the tent we started to rub our cocks together and feel each others cock and balls. He then asked me if he could put my cock in his mouth and I said "yes" after that I did it to him and then we lay down and sucked each other for a little while. Neither of us cum and my parents moved out of state soon after so we never got another chance. I have often wondered what happened to him and what would have happened if we hadn't moved. I have sucked other cocks since then but I have always remembered that one.

My first and only experience was with a guy I contacted through a Newsgroup. I travelled to Scotland from London on business every week so I thought it best to meet someone who was living there.

I received a reply to my posting from a guy who lived very close to the town I visited and eventually we spoke on the phone. I arranged to meet him in a Burger King car park after my meeting and as agreed he showed up. We drove to a secluded spot which he knew and I was getting excited about the experience but when we arrived there were a few dog walkers and couples about so we decided to go further into a wooded area.

Eventually we stopped the car and went on foot down to a small stream and found a large tree to give us additional cover. I knelt down in front of him and he pulled his cock out and masterbated in front of me. I was commited to give it a try and once he had a reasonable erection I didn't hesitate to lick the end and then take the whole thing in my mouth. It was a strange experience but very enjoyable not expecting it to be so warm and so easy to suck.

I can't remember how long I sucked him but I think fear of being discovered got the better of him and he withdrew from my mouth. We walked back to the car and I persuaded him to carried on and went down on him and sucked him whilst we sat in the car. Eventually his breathing grew louder and I realised that the moment had come. He pumped his cum into and around my mouth and I swallowed as much as I could.

It took ages to clean up the mess but we both laughed at our experience and agreed to meet again. Unfortunately all my meetings after that were accompanied by my Manager and therefore I couldn't arrange to meet him again. I wished we had met again and I could take his cock in my mouth and perhaps experimented a little.

That was the first and last time but I could see myself doing it again under similar circumstances.

N

My First Time sucking cock was only 9 months ago back in Feb 08 My wife and I have agreed to try a mfm for some time about 2 yrs ad only shortly before this came to want to actually try a mmf. Well we met this younger very firt man at our bally's gym my wife flirted with him for about 4 months before we actually went out and had a few drinks .. Well on one suck occasion aboutour third we hooked up at the hotel and in the process of living out our first fantasy she initiated my first cock sucking experience.

He was on the laying on the bed on his back with his ass at the edge of the bed my wife on top of him in a 69 him sucking her pussy and her sucking his cock. I was on the side watching and as I went to join in my wife pressed both our cocks together stroking us both and kissing me as she did she began lowering herself down as we were kissing closer and closer to his cock and when we got there we both started sucking his cock watching each other as we did ... it was incredible to see her lick the head of his cock while i licked the shaft and when he got ready to cum we both pulled back and stroked his cock as he squirt all over and after he did with some of his cum still oozing out the head of his cock her and I both licked him... with his cum still warm we cleaned him up nice.

The absolute best experience of my life to share such an intimate experience with my wife.

And since then we have had several others :)

all I can Say is Enjoy!!!!

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who was it, did u like it, did u let him cum in your mouth??? i luv the taste of my own cum, want to try sucking cock. how diff is it???

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I teased my own 1st. When I was 20 did it with a older guy he was 50. I was always curious went to a xxx drive-in met him in the mens room taking a piss next to each other. He was check me out I was check him out. he invited me back to his car for a beer. After a few to loosen up I asked if it was ok if I played a little. He said hell go for it I'll join in. We were stroking slowly when he reached over started stroking me. I then reached over started jerking him. He asked if I wanted a taste. I said yes and went down on him. His cock was shorter than mine but fatter. His cock was throbbing as my tongue was licking his pee hole. He tasted very salty. I was getting into it as he was moaning louder. Licking up one side down the other then taking him in my mouth sucking and licking. He started shooting in my mouth I licked his pee hole as it came out some hitting the back off my throat. I though wow this is so hot. I loved it felt guily after but wanted it again. now I am a cocksucker as well as a pussy licker.

My first time was with a couple I had "met" through a swingers magazine (pre-internet days). We had had quite a bit of phone sex together. They lived about an hour from me, and our work schedules had prevented us from getting together.
Well one day I found that I had to cover co-worker's territory and lo and behold: it just happened to be the city these folks lived in!
I worked a little late that day to let them get home from work, then called to see if they were free. They had to do something first, but said to meet them at their house in a couple of hours.
I was very nervous thinking I might suck my first cock (I was 32 at the time) so I paid a visit to the local strip club and garnered a little "liquid courage". By the time I left there I was hard as a rock. The local statutes didn't forbid dancers touching the clientele at that time, and I had some delicious lap dances thrown my way!
I arrived at the couples house and we sat and talked for a while before the husband said he wanted to get out of his suit and put something more casual on. As he was walking away he said to give his wife a nice kiss...that she'd been waiting to do that ever since she saw my photos. She had stood up and was walking toward the fireplace when I reached her. I put my arms around her waist and drew her to me as she turned her head and planted her beautiful wet lips on my mouth. I looked down to see that she had unbuttoned her blouse as she was walking. Seeing her sweet swaying breasts sent my hands roaming. All of a sudden we were in an erotic embrace, her lips on mine, her hands caressing my ass, cock and balls through my clothes, and my own stroking hers as I gently began to slip her skirt off.
He returned with a big smile on his face and she just smiled a both of us and sat down at his feet on the carpet. We started to talk again, but as we did she reached under the band of his sweatpants and freed his cock for me to briefly see before she wrapped her lips around it. He was hard already, and she was making sure he stayed that way! Oddly, he talked with me another minute or two with a "business as usual" tone before he mentioned that his wife really wanted to see me suck his cock. I looked at her and asked if that was true. Her answer was a sexy, moaning, "yes". I knelt next to her as she handed me his cock and, as if I'd been doing it my whole life, took his full length into my mouth and began sucking! I was so into it that I didn't even notice his wife had unzipped me and was sucking my own! I sucked him just the way I like myself, and in just a minute or two he shot so hard I felt it splashing deep inside the back of my throat! To this day it's still the hardest a man has ever cum in my mouth. (Wish I could get that every day!)
I swallowed every drop, then she led me into the bedroom for a nice long, slow lovemaking session! We kissed and kanoodled for a couple of hours (God I miss those days!) He played with my ass and balls the entire time!
A couple of years later, after we' finished sucking each other off for my girlfriend, he asked me where I learned to suck cock so well. When I told him he'd been my first, he started laughing. He didn't believe me.
Now he knows! (and so do you!:);)

I was 13,hitch hicking got picked up by an older man, as i was shutting the car door he started to rub me,told me he would take me anywhere i wanted if he could suck me off ..I said yes..we parked&it felt so good he wanted to toungh meas he did that i was just to hot..and gave him my first blow job

was in a hotel hot tub with a bunch of people talking. Gradually the crowd thinned out to just me and one hot chick and another guy. Tried to get the girl, but she went to her room. Drinks were flowing and before I knew it I had a raging hard on thinking about what might go down between me and this guy. Went to his room and he came out of the bathroom naked and immediately yanked my bathing suit off. He sucked me off and then I gobbled him up. It was the most intense experience I have ever had. Just now getting comfortable identifying as bisexual. I know there'd be no hesitation going there again.

Well ain't this a fun trip down memory lane...

Well it all started about 10 years ago when I was 38. My current wife and I were dating at the time. She has identified as bi since she was a teen and we had been in a couple of 3 ways ffm. We had this close friend who I knew wanted to fuck her and she said how about we see if he is into a mfm 3 way. Now at this point I thought I was str8 and I was not curious in the least. She said "not a bisexual thing just want to be with both of you". I thought could be fun and agreed. We had him over for dinner and some wine and we all headed to the bedroom. He and I were each sucking on one of her breasts and feeling her up it was hot. At one point she rolls over him and starts to suck on him. I am on the other side of him watching her suck and it is very hot. She motions me down to be closer as I watch her suck. Then she reaches over runs her hand through my hair and pulls my mouth to hers. She kisses me, sucks him, kisses me and then guides my mouth to his cock as she kisses me. So here we are, his cock is between our lips as we kiss and I start to suck him. I feel his tip swell and pulse and I suck his cock down my mouth and throat. Then she sucks him down, then me again. Then I just take over I loved it. The precum was sweet he is moaning like crazy she is whispering "i love that" in my ear. I feel him starting to cum and I just went for it. His hips started thrusting he started to yell in ecstasy and I just kept sucking. He came so hard I remember it was very warm and filled my mouth I swallowed wave after wave. I loved it!!!! I took every drop. An hour later I sucked him hard and off it was perfect. I love the taste of cum ever since!

My first cock was my cousin's when i was at 14 he was 16 ...

my first time tasting cum i was 12 and i liked my own more
mine is very sweet tasting ..

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I sucked my first cock when I was 22 years old, and I have been eating pussy for about 7 years before. I lived with my sister and we did not needed a cock to play with, we had ourselves and also toys. On the night of my High school prom I wanted to suck the guy I was with, but he masturbated in the bathroom and was not willing to do it again. The guy I sucked was a friend of my brother and he stayed with us for about a week, and i just came right out when nobody else was home if I could watch him jerking off and I wanted to see and then I just stated to suck him dry, I still remember the taste..it was not like a female juice, more like a watery thick without sugar shake. I still love the taste of cum.

first time is about 19 i meet a guy in his office, we go to the stairs and suck him. i love to have a cock in my mouth

This takes me back too long ago to pre-AIDS days when there were gay baths in NYC where everything was done and in the open. You checked your clothes, walked around nude or wrapped in a towel, and when you met someone interesting you went at it. I was about 25, curious, so I went to one not far from where I worked. I walking around for about 15 minutes and got really, really turned on watching every imaginable sex act that two, three, or four men can do. While I was watching a threesome, a nice looking guy about my age, took my hand, and gently pulled me onto a corner couch. Laying side by side, he put my cock into my mouth and started to suck. It felt so good, I started sucking his cock. This was my first time and as I wasn't sure what to do I did to him whatever he did to me. It worked because he shot I huge load into my mouth which I swallowed because I wanted to have as much of him inside of me as I could. He swallowed my load as well. We both came pretty quickly and then did it again. It was wonderful. Just sex, without guilt, or fear.

i was staying in motel in kingland ga. watching some porn. a guy called my room and said he saw i was watching porn thru a opening in the draps and wanted to know if he could come watch some with me. i said yes come on. in a little while he asked if i minded if he jacked off and i said no problem so we both took out ourcocks and after a few strokes i leaned over and took his in my mouth and he came in no time and returned the favor. it was great!

I fantasized about sucking most of my adult life and only took the plunge when I was 46 with an older gentlemen of 60. We met on gay.com and got together about half a dozen times; the last time, a couple of years ago, I did suck him until I started to taste his precum, then licked him to orgasm ... I didn't let him cum in my mouth, for some inexplicable reason, but I really wish that I had. And while I have continued to chat with the gentleman, we have not gotten together since then, as a short time afterward he entered a longterm relationship with another married man, turned gay.

First I have say I love giving head. Sucking cock is a real turn on for me.

The first time I gave a true blowjob I was in my mid twenties.

A radio station in North East Ohio used to have a dating show in the evening. One night a couple called in looking for a female. They were not getting any calls, so I thought I would give it try, the worse they could do was say no. I got the 'date' and went to their home that night. At the girl friends request I dropped to my knees and gave her boyfriend head. It was hot, having her watch me as I sucked his cock. He was curious about how another man's cock felt so he jacked me off and rubbed my cum all over me. After that night we started seeing other for mutual blowjob sessions. He was a great kisser too, which made the whole experience sexier and my cock even harder.

We lost touch with each other, but I do miss him.

Ever since then I realized how much I love to get naked with men, suck cock and swallow every drop of cum until their toes curl. As I have said before penis cum breath is a good thing. :male::bipride::male:

:bipride:It was my freshmen year in college with my best friend from high school.
We were watching a movie in my dorm room and after four years of high school I unzipped his fly and sucked him dry right there. After doing it he told me "Thank God I been wanting you to do that for four years!!!:flag4:

Meet a guy on the net about 10yrs ago. We got together twice and with no place to "do it" we drove around in his truck. We sucked each other to completion, loved it and would love to do it again!

I was 10 at the time.. It was with a boy who was 13 & I use to almost worship him. One day we were in a small room in the upstairs of his parents old victorian house fooling around (shirts off) & I said that I wanted to see his cock. He showed me & I was memserised...I dropped to my knees and sucked him off. The sensation of his penis in my mouth was almost most bending ...

My first experience was a sleep over inside a tent in the backyard of some friend's house and there were 4 of us....of the other 3, two of them were brothers and the oldest one was 12. I was 7 at the time....

The older brother, age 12 and his friend who was also 12 both convinced me to suck them off...I didn't know any better but was excited when I felt the hardness of their cocks. He insisted that I lick his cock which I did. I noticed it twitching as I licked it. Then he finally told me to put my mouth over it and suck...at this point I was very interested and did just as he asked. His friend got in on this also and they both had me going back and forth between both of them. I went from licking to just sucking and I noticed how this really got them excited. I too had a hardon from this and remember so well the tingling sensations I was feeling as a result. It turned me on much more when I saw how intensely excited they got when I had my mouth around them...I loved the sensation of their cocks in my mouth.

After sucking them for a couple of hours or what seems to have been hours, we fell asleep. When we woke the next morning which was very early, we started again but it didn't last as long since their parents were waking. Neither of them came that I can remember. I didn't know how to make a connection to orgasm since I really didn't know what orgasm was yet and I'm not certain if they did either. I just remember being so excited about the sensations from me just sucking them. I do know that they had certainly gotten a thrill from it. And maybe they did have orgasms but weren't at the age to ejaculate yet. I remember that I didn't ejaculate until I was 12 so they may not have been there yet. I think I'll start a thread about the first ejaculation.

A few years later after that I use to get together with another boy who lived down the street from me. He was 13 and I was 12 at the time. We use to suck each other and rub our cocks against one another all the time. We never came in each others mouths but instead would jack each other off until we both came...One day though, he reached his orgasm without pulling out of my mouth and it was unexpected. I absolutely hated the taste of the cum at the time and spit it all out gagging. I got really angry and told him never to do it again. He apologized.

It was only 11 years ago that I finally swallowed for the first time willingly and was just amazed at the whole thing....all of the sensations leading up to the point of orgasm and then the cum arriving and swallowing it down....have been so into it ever since that it's what turns me on the most about male sex....

I was about 22 my first time a casual freind stopped by my apartment and we were sitting on the sofa watching tv when he put his hand on my thigh and started moving it up my thigh. Well I got hard and he unzipped me and took my dick out and started sucking, he stopped and suggested we get nude, we did he started sucking me again, whem he came up for air I just dropped to my knees and started sucking him, I sucked till shot a load in my mouth, and I've been sucking dick ever since.

My first wonderful encounter was with our house keeper (who is gay).We had eyed each other for several years. My wife suggested that we go for a walk at the beach, which was great timing as I was really thinking of what it would be like having him in my mouth and tasting his cum. As we walked we talked about “69” experiences, mine being only with females and his with males, boy did that get me hot.
We had several close encounters and then he arranged for me to visit him to help him lift some equipment. He wasted no time in making his needs known. Off with the clothes and down to business, licking his balls and them slowly licking his shaft, taking him in my mouth was the best. He was slow to become aroused and asked that I pinch his nipples really hard, that did the trick, as I tasted his per-cum he asked if I would take it, without missing a beat I said yes! I had only tasted my own cum via snowballing; his was just as good even better. We had several encounters after that.
My wife and I have experienced several three some mmf, and a few ffm, we are looking for truly equal bi couples

Had my first gay experience at 25, but it was'nt until 31 when I had a cock in my mouth. I was very nervous at first, but after awhile got quite immune to it. I love it now.

Mine was 2 hours ago with my wife's consent. I went to his house and pretty much went down on him and he asked where did I want him to cum. I told him definetly in my mouth, which he preceded to do and I loved it.

never done it :P I'm an ubervirgin lol.

I was 47. It was my next door neighbors boyfriend. He came on my face, and didn't want me to swallow it. He wanted to see it. I still prefere it on my face instead of in my mouth.

Hello my first time gay massage

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I was 8 years old and the next door invited in to his house. Usually played with his daughter, so it seemed okay, but his wife and daughter were gone. We sat on the sofa and he asked if I wanted to see some pictures, he got up and came back with a magazine of naked men. We were sitting next to each other and he started to rub the front of my pants, then put my hand on his pants and asked me to rub. I felt this huge bulge and he asked if I wanted to see it, don't know why, but I said yes. He slid his pants down and I still remember how amazed I was at the size. He showed me how to stroke him and then when some pre-cum form, he scooped it up with his finger and rubbed it on his lips and then licked his lips and said how good it tasted and asked if I would like to taste it. Wasn't long before I was sucking his cock and loving it. It all seemed so natural. Never felt like I had been molested, but I guess that's what it was. Guess it seemed okay because it felt okay and I liked it. I continued to suck his cock until I was 16 and loved it. Think I was born bisexual.

You may have been born bisexual, but I think you were still molested.

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You may have been born bisexual, but I think you were still molested.

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I basically agree with Storm in most of what he said--except for one thing--based on the information you provided in your post--I have no doubt whatsoever----you were sexually molested by this man funfred--by all definitions of sexual molestation--legally, socially, etc-that man raped you as you being a young boy at that time--and he is or was a pedophile!!


Sorry to rain on your parade in this matter----I would strongly suggest to you---you should perhaps consider seeing a therapist who specializes in this sort of thing at your first opportunity to do so!

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I was 7 years old when I felt my first cock it was my uncle and he ask me to play with it. The next time was with a friend and we was 14 and I suck my first cock. ENjoyed the taste and all that went on with . The went straight until Me and my wife started swinging and having 3 some.Since then me and my brother in law tryed to meet once a week for a little r & R lol

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lucky uncle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My first time was back in fall of 2002 i was curious and wanted to try it so went to gay.com meet a guy started talking for about a week then one night was extremely horny then he ask me to come over to his apt. so i did he had a room mate they where both sitting in the living room when i got over. roommate was better looking but anyways. Roommate went to his room to leave us only in the living room. he was probably a good 10 years older then me i was 19 so he was in his late 20's. we sat down on the couch we started kissing then feeling each other then he undid my pants and sucked me first. then i return the favor i was turn on by his throbbing cock in my mouth and loved it. then he got up turn me around i am bending over the back of the couch and he slow enters me it hurt at first but he went slowly and it felt great after he was in me for awhile then his roomy came back in and ask to join i said yes so while he was fucking me i started to suck roomies cock i cumed shortly after that then they swap then both gave me a facial . i was hooked ever since.

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My first time was back in fall of 2002 i was curious and wanted to try it so went to gay.com meet a guy started talking for about a week then one night was extremely horny then he ask me to come over to his apt. so i did he had a room mate they where both sitting in the living room when i got over. roommate was better looking but anyways. Roommate went to his room to leave us only in the living room. he was probably a good 10 years older then me i was 19 so he was in his late 20's. we sat down on the couch we started kissing then feeling each other then he undid my pants and sucked me first. then i return the favor i was turn on by his throbbing cock in my mouth and loved it. then he got up turn me around i am bending over the back of the couch and he slow enters me it hurt at first but he went slowly and it felt great after he was in me for awhile then his roomy came back in and ask to join i said yes so while he was fucking me i started to suck roomies cock i cumed shortly after that then they swap then both gave me a facial . i was hooked ever since.

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now THAT was hott!!!

The first cock I sucked was my own. Up till about 12 years ago I could perform Autofellatio on myself. Being in good shape and slim and trim helps. On my back with my legs in the air I could relax my muscles and lower my hips making it possible lick and suck my own cock and balls.

Unable to perform Autofellatio anymore. 9 years ago I sucked my first other cock in a menage a trios and it was better than my own ever was. So smooth and sily clean shaven it slid down my throat and suprized me how good it tasted and easy it was to deep throat and swallow him. So sence than I have shaven my shaft, balls and anus smooth to make myself taste as good as I look and feel.

I was nearing puberty and the slightly older boy several doors up asked me to spend the night in his dad's new camper. That night we got to fooling around and I sucked his cock. Tasted his pre-cum. I enjoyed it enough to get together with him several other times to suck him. I never got him to cum in my mouth. He taught me how to jerk off when I did hit puberty.

I would like to be in a position to thank him for introducing me to the joys of being a cocksucker. I'm willing to swallow for him, too.




Delpark

My first time was with a friend of mine when I was 16. We had jacked off together a few times. One night he wanted to go to the next level and asked me if I wanted to suck or butt fuck. We gave each other blow jobs and shot our loads on each others chests. Eventually we started swallowing. Now, I regularly drink my own.

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who was it, did u like it, did u let him cum in your mouth??? i luv the taste of my own cum, want to try sucking cock. how diff is it???

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My Fantasy Finally Cums True

This is just a little "story" of true" events in my life. Just thought I'd share with the group. Hope you enjoy it.

Every thing in the following story is true except for the names. I am a happily
married man, but I had a personal life before my current wife & I were married, and that includes (unbeknown to her) being with a man.

Here's the weird part, I would love to have another relationship with a guy. She was aware of the fact that I would love to be with a guy as we discussed this prior to our wedding. At the time she was very open minded about my predicament, but I am sure she thinks it was just a phase I was going through. She has no idea I have already been with a guy in every way possible (oral & anal - receiving and giving), so I'm afraid she might freak out & leave me if she knew the truth. I have shared this "true story" with Nifty, but now I want to share it with the readers of this forum as I feel the need to tell my story to like minded people. Now let's begin with the "story". When I was in high school I had this friend "Jerry". He & I would often times go out & jack off together, but what I always wanted to do was suck his dick. however being from a small town & the fact that this was 25 - 30 years ago & times were different.

I never told him or anyone else my true feelings until now as I did not want to be labeled the town "queer". This is before the term "gay" was coined, or at least I had never heard the term. This is not to say that I did not sneak a peak at his dick every chance I got. One time during one of our jack off sessions I was sneaking a peak & he caught me. He asked if I saw anything I liked. I answered truthfully & said yes. Then he surprised me by saying "why don't you give it a little kiss, just to prove to me that you like what you see.

I jumped at the chance to get my mouth near his dick as I thought this could
lead to the one thing I had been fantasizing about for so long, but just as I
got my lips on his dick for the "kiss" he pushed my head away & said this is getting too "queer", which is exactly what I wanted.

That was the extent of us getting it on. (Or so I thought). About 7-8 years
after we graduated high school (and after my first marriage ended) "Jerry"
showed up out of the blue at my doorstep. We went for drive & out of the blue he asked me if I wanted to go out for one of our J/O sessions again. Since I was divorced & horny plus the fact that I had hungered for him for years. I said let's go, but instead of doing it in a cramped car let's go to my or your apartment.

He asked me if ever had my dick sucked by a man. I answered truthfully NO. He then said "well I suppose you have never sucked a guys dick either", again I answered NO! I asked him if he ever had been sucked or sucked a dick. His answer was NO. He then said if you'll suck mine - I'll suck yours. This is of course what I had fantasized about happening for so long, so of course I said "let's go for it.

We neither one had a "swimmer"s build" or a nine inch dick, we were just a
couple of typical guys & we DID have a good 5-6 inches. I thought this was just a perfect size for sucking.. I don't usually find guys even remotely "good
looking", but as I was very horny (and this was a life long dream) I found him
to be quite attractive.

When we got to the apartment we were faced with the same thing (I'm sure) most first timers experience & that was who is going to suck who's dick first. We finally agreed to "69", that way neither one of us could be labeled a queer.

After we had been 69'ing for about 20-30 minutes "Jerry" said maybe we better stop before we cum in one another mouth. This was my first indication that he was not as into sucking a dick as much as I was. He added "I am not ready for a mouthful of cum & I don't think you're ready either". He then got out of bed & I quickly followed him as I had made up my mind that I wanted his cum.

As we were both standing beside the bed I told him that I was definitely ready to taste his cum. I told him that he did not have to return the favor unless he wanted to. With that said I immediately dropped to my knees, and I once again took my first dick as an adult into my mouth. I guess I was surprised at how velvety and satiny smooth his dick head was & how hard his staff was.

In a few minutes I felt his dick jerk & spurt, then my mouth was filled with his warm & sticky cum. It was like no other taste I ever had in my mouth. (except my own). It was better than eating my own cum (as I did this every time I jacked off), but now I had part of him inside me. His cum came out of his dick with so much force that I thought I was going to choke. When he came back to his senses he asked me where I was going to spit out his cum as he forgot to grab a cum rag & we were in my parents house (while they were gone). I guess he was unaware that I had already swallowed all of his rather large cum load as his eyes were closed when he came, so he could not see my throat working to swallow his load when he came. I told him that once the cum was in my mouth I felt the damage (if any) had already been done. With that he shot another big load of cum in my my mouth, and this time he saw me swallow it ALL.

I loved the taste, texture and aroma of his cum & decided right then I would
suck his dick & swallow his cum every chance I got. He never swallowed my cum, but when he had a mouthful of my cum in his mouth he would give me a French kiss pushing all my own cum back into my mouth for me to swallow.

At first I was hurt, because he refused to swallow my cum, but eventually I was glad he didn't like to swallow as that way there was more cum for me.

Our "affair" continued for about two years with me sucking his dick & swallowing his cum & he feeding my cum back to me. We were both happy we had discovered one another once again.

Then dropped a bomb that surprised me as he told me we were going to have to stop seeing each other so much as he found a "nice girl" & was going to get married & live a "normal" life. Can you imagine the nerve of that statement? I was under the impression that we were living a "normal" life.

Not hardly a day goes by that I do not think about him, his dick & his cum.
When I am making love to my current wife (yes, I got married again) I usually always fantasize about him & the fun we had together. I guess this makes me bi-sexual as I love women, but I long for another gay or bi experience. I have not seen "Jerry" for several years now, but if he ever looked me up I would be glad to continue where we left off. The only thing is I do not want to jeopardize what I have with my wife.

I have not had not had another M/M experience, but when I think about how much I want some more cum it almost makes me cry. One day maybe I will find another male lover, but I am between a rock and a hard place, because I don't want to hurt my current wife as she means the world to me

There are just 3 things (guess what they are) she can not give me, so I guess I'll just have my memories to comfort me. Damn it.:confused::drool:

Can anyone offer any advice to me & are there any other guys in this situation?

The End (I'm afraid)

My Fantasy "Finally" Cums True
by "deh_49@hotmail.com"

I had my cock first sucked by my boss at work when in my mid teens. He would do me 2 or 3 times a week for the year I worked there. I luved it, he went wild sucking me and never wanted anything in return other than my load of cum. And it seemed to set a trend. Had bunches of guys, and not so many women, do me orally for several years.
In my early 20's had a regular guy would do me for very long sessions. He had a wife that kept him satisfied, and he just wanted to suck me. But then she was gone for a couple of weeks one time and he was horny and started to j/o while sucking me. I figured he had given me so much pleasure I should at the least return the favor when he had no other outlet. Besides he had a very nice cock, looked a lot like mine, and I went for it. I tried to give him all the pleasure he had given me. And did things to his cock and balls etc that I enjoy having done to me. Had a great time and really enjoyed it. Have enjoyed others, but it seems I am still getting much more than I give orally, but everyone seems happy !

Who cannot remember the first time. Mine was at 17 and it was 4 in one night. My best friend Kenny and I went to this party at a house of someone we did not know. I proceded to get really drunk and got sick in the kitchen all over the floor so I was put into a bedroom to sleep it off. Some time had passed and I had heard some people come into the room and close the door, one of them was a girl, she started taking my clothes off. Once naked she sat on my hard cock and did not move other than to tell me that as payback for getting sick at the party I had to service the host and the others that had to clean it up. Now being drunk and having my hard cock impaled by this girl who I never met I wasn't in a position to argue or move. Next thing there is a cock touching my lips and I was told to open up. Now I have seen videos and pictures of men doing men before and was interested in trying it but was afraid of what others might think. The room was almost dark and I could not see who this cock belong to so I open my mouth and had my first taste of precum and hard cock. He only lasted about a dozen strokes and let go of my first taste of cum. I really figured it would taste bad but to my surprise it wasn't. Some of it shot out onto my cheek and the girl immedately licked it off. Now I thought for sure it was over and I could get up but another cock showed up. This one from over my head so his balls were rubbing my nose again same thing maybe 5 minutes this guy lasted and another load, this one tasted totally different still good and down it went. What turned out to be the last one I learned later was my best friend I gave him his first male to male bj. The girl ended up getting my load deposited deep inside her. My best friend Kenny drove me home that night and he asked me to sucked his cock one more time before the night was over and I couldn't wait, as it turns out I really like doing it. So the first guy I found out was older name Ted the second one was in our school named Rick. But Kenny and I would continue, he would not put my cock in his mouth but had no problem playing with me, jerking me off. Within a few months he was also the one who took my ass cherry and got me hook on anal sex as well. We had many get togethers in the next year until we got out of school and he moved up state. Sure wish I could find someone to take his place now.