If ur beyond 3 sheets, Voidie, sounds 2 me like too much has been goin' down hatch..:eek2:. ;)
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If ur beyond 3 sheets, Voidie, sounds 2 me like too much has been goin' down hatch..:eek2:. ;)
Sometimes, I get urges that it would. I think she has just a little vodka left, saving that we're dry.Quote:
Originally Posted by darkeyes
Been fairly rough going recently. A lot of temptation to do something bad to her brother in law has
existed. He wrecked her truck, yet again. On top of it he did so in a manner that both was purely
stupid, and did not seem to even consider my advice of letting the weather thaw out a stuck truck.
"Well gee, Ben, you're a fucking idiot! I am the greatest and best driver there ever was!
I know it all, you don't!" That is what it seems to convey to me from him. He also conveys
that I'm not family, and I'm just something tolerated. Well, after we get our taxes squared up,
a few minor things handled me and wife will offer them something of a surprise.
It'll be interesting to see them pay the $6,000+/- a year in utilities here when we no longer
do so. We're giving serious consideration to moving out, to finding our own place. She wants
to check with our agriculture extension office for a first time home owner loan, in rural areas.
I can be a homesteader & she has suggested a few things I may be keen to use as means
of income. She'll keep working long as she can too. She doesn't earn much more, if any more
than $14,000 a year.
I would be out working away from home too if I felt competent enough. As it is I have good days,
bad days and worse. There are a few different reasons which culminate and the pros cannot classify
what exactly is the problem. I think genuinely it is simply I have gone too hard, too soon, too fast and
burnt out, worn the miles off quicker. Looking at life in retrospect yesterday, I survived twenty plus
odd years of abuse, have worked about 38 years, often in some crappy and hard labor work. I used
tobacco, my choice, I drank, my choice, I used a few other things, my choice ...
as much as I worked hard, played harder.
Summing that up, well, I've fucking lived. And from that, it's no wonder I'm at odds with myself,
broken down a bit and fading. No, I'm not exactly helpless. I can still do a fair bit, yet I have
to go slower, watch what I do. I was a give 160% type, now if I can give 80% I feel lolly. :) And
to me, that is being disabled. Yet it doesn't apply accordingly to government standards. Bah!
Then, I had a day where I came near having to take a walk with one of my dogs. He's an older
fellow and been holding his own against some cancer. Been watching him well. I don't want him
outright suffering. On the other hand if he's still able and enjoying a bit of life, let him be.
I did have him in the pen with some younger dogs. He and one of the boys got on seemingly
well enough. Though the younger dog did seem a bit over zealous in foisting attention on the
older one. It also seemed to stir the other younger boy that the older dog was in the pen. The
older dog had become very nervous, withdrawn, was off eating. So, I brought him back up to
the barn with the cats. He really gets on good with them. :) And yes, they do get on good. Not
meaning that sarcastically.
So yes, rather have sat on me arse, got blind pissed than to deal with it all being a
pain in the arse. But yet I quaver there, not the lot wot does such rot. Aye, I kin drink, of that
be sure. But I'd not drink to go excusing, not me way. But yeah, a few pelts could be nice.
a Wee bit of the creature? (I'm baaaaack!)
Back in blackQuote:
Originally Posted by lizard-lix
Back to the grind...
Scissors.. yum yum...:impleased
snip snip :yikes2:
Edward Scissorhands
Handy Mandy
Dr No. Amanda.. old school friend who refused me advances 1 Hogmanay long time ago... now a quack in south of England.
hello darkness my old friend
:tongue:you've come 2 talk wiv me again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
Joyful Noise!
Noisy Cricket vaping mod
;; --- NB ---
It's a mechanical mod, not regulated. I'm chickening out on using mech
mods. Seems those are akin to literal pipe bombs. Of the few incidents
where mods exploded or caused melt down, a high percentage were mech
mods. Figure using a regulated mod with safety circuitry is a safer way
to enjoy vaping.
Been vaping about two years now. The biggest issues I have are putting
wicks into coils, refilling tanks. These issues are simply a matter of
patience needed. At times, I have minor issue in tightening the gear
together too well. These minor user issues aside, not had any real
serious ones. Feeling a lot better for quitting smoking.
Granted I have kind of replaced one habit with another. The replacement
though is estimated to be 95-99% safer for myself and others. And vaping
is taking money away from big tobacco, big pharmaceuticals, big lawyers.
In the past two years I spent roughly $160-200 on gear and juices per
year. Compare that with $2,000-4,000 per year I would have spent on
tobacco product.
Having smoked & used tobacco for roughly 30-35 years, I can say that
using nicotine via vaping has not left me desiring or craving tobacco.
In fact I recently had to give back a cigarette after two drags. I can
no longer use tobacco, My body has cleared itself of the toxins and now
repulses on use.
(I gave up tobacco in 2000, about the millionth time I quit, but it stuck that time).
Smoke gets in your eyes.
Eyes of fire burning bright against stillest night, raging with life's holy light, upon wing brothers and sister's take up the ever glorious plight, the foe is deadly might.
( Congrats on kicking the smokes. I did for a bit cold turkey, got back to the world, right back to smoking. Rough to do cold turkey for some of us. Not saying vaping is for all, there are many it helps though. :) )
You, light up my life (OK shoot me for that song LOL)
(Thanks! I had quit a bunch of times and that time I woke up a non-smoker, I lit up one for a buddy who was wet from swimming about 2 years ago and almost threw up)
common baby light my fire.........but not a cigarette :P
"Cigarettes and room to let, I'm a man O means, I'm a moving on, I'm a king o' the road ..."
( Please don't shoot me for that one. Wife likely will and one good shot or two, bout all I can manage a day. Yep, kind of how I was regarding the two drags off one last week or so ago. Cannot smoke 'em now, repulsive burning bullets.)
Road Warrior (but just fuck Mel Gibson)
Saw Gibson wen Braveheart was released...I wos on top deck of a bus out on me way 2 a date... omg.. dusn't the guy have the licklest of legs:yikes2:?Quote:
Originally Posted by lizard-lix
Wos nev a fan... and the more I hear about the man the less of a fan I be... almost strained me neck tho trying to get a butchers at Sophie Marceau.. not even a flash!:eek2:
Gibson is a freaking loon. He seemed normal for a while, but maybe doing Mad Max did his brain in! The whole religious mania, whew!Quote:
Originally Posted by darkeyes
OHOH, Sophie is a 100% yum!
:rolleyes:http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000154/b...8?ref_=nm_bd_3Quote:
Originally Posted by lizard-lix
He;s done it so many times now, it is hard to let it slide, for me at least.Quote:
Originally Posted by pepperjack
I tend to be that way with bigots, racists and folks who hate us queers!
I really wasn't aware of an ongoing pattern, just what I thought was an isolated incident with the anti-Semitic rant. And attributing his perceived mental decline to a movie so early in his career ( Mad Max, 1979 ) just didn't make sense to me.Quote:
Originally Posted by lizard-lix
The word " queer " has always been a slur, used by bigots, hypocrites.... so why embrace it ? Much like blacks who protest the word " nigger " & yet become rich by promulgating it in their rap, gangsta shit ! :rolleyes:Quote:
Originally Posted by lizard-lix
Anti-Semitic? He is against Arabs & people from Northern Africa?Quote:
Originally Posted by pepperjack
Again, he might have voiced vitriol toward Ashkenazic Jews, yet not toward Arabs or people from Northern Africa. Yes, Ashkenazic Jews are a lot different than Sephardic Jews. You can learn more here.
As for Gibson being a bigot? I do not know him beyond his public image, inclusive of what he says. I perceive him seeming bigoted from those factors. Though, he may be a religious fanatic instead. This seems logical as well, considering a lot of people following Christianity seem on par with fanatical Muslims in sharing a "convert to my belief or die" mentality. Note, I am not saying all. Then too, a lot of Ashkenazic Jews share that same mentality as well.
If they all follow the same G*d of Abraham, why must they insist only a singular belief/thought is correct and all others incorrect? Why not instead pool resources? Oh wait, they already do. All three religions fight among themselves serving to spoil the world for all others not interested in being of their thought/idea/belief. Got it now, they write about big scary monsters then create them for those they perceive as apathetic, weak, different. Ah ha! The old beat the big scary different over the head with bigger and more scary different ploy. I see it clearly now.
How fucking plainly immature, stupid. No wonder I tell all religions to take a hike. I have no need of any offering me either reward for doing good, or punishment for doing bad. When I choose to be good it is simply for the sake of being good. When I choose being bad, well, we have things called laws/rules/codes/statutes for punishment and more than not I choose being bad for a plethora of reasons. One such reason I see warranted is to disobey unjust laws and to not consent to tyranny, in fascist form, in religious form, in dogmatic form ... whatever form tyranny and oppression choose, I oppose it.
Now, excuse me, I will digress. Thought we had a fun whimsical game within a thread here. Fuck me! I was thinking, again. Teaches me.
Why embrace a derogatory slur? To strip it of its power. I can call myself queer, faggot, dirty cock sucking princess, I may let liz call me those as well. But you cannot, I exclude you as you exclude me in using the word as a slur. Daggers like words are dual edged, offensive and defensive. Ultimately though any duality realizes itself as a monad, a whole, without one you cannot have the other. For example, no order without chaos. Attempting to have only one or the other is childish at best/worst. Then, I'm some poorly educated and not wealthy, bisexual country boy, what would I know?
* gives two finger salute and raspberries * "Aw, fuck the Bozos!"
My point is Void. why demean myself when I get more than enough of that from the outside world ?
And the selective, hypocritical use of a slur does not diminish its power. In spite of its prevalence in the gangsta rap sub-culture, the word " nigger " ( it was so overused in the movie Django Unchained it became wearisome ) can still provoke some into violence.
Yeah, I'm :disgust: with the whole stinkin' mess also !