What really started my bisexuality?

A whole series of events led to my being bicurious. At 6or 7 I was playing in our shack in the woods by our house when the neighbor teen came in. He took out his cock and stroked it till some precum came out, he wanted me to lick it off but I said no. At about 10 we had a man visit for a few days and as I had a double bed my folks had him sleep with me(I could never figure out why they put a total stranger in bed with their young son). I woke up during the night and he was spooning me and playing with my dick, I reached back into his underwear to feel him and his dick was all wet and sticky. I didn't know what it was so I pulled my hand out and rolled away from him. I told.my Mom and he was gone the next day. As I look back I think I scared myself more than he scared me.At about 14 a much more developed neighbor boy talked me into letting him fuck me. As he was trying to my dad called for me so it didn't happen which I think was good because I think he would have been brutal. I will say that I was a very late bloomer with a little boy dick and I couldn't cum till I was 17. That was when my fascination with cocks really bloomed, I would sneak a look whenever I could and still do. The summer after graduation a coworker kept after me to suck him off or let him fuck me, again a no on my part. At about 20 I picked up the "town queer " to give me a blowjob. I couldn't cum( I never have been able to cum from just oral) so I fucked him instead, he was nice and tight and it felt really good. I got married and developed very straight friends in a small red neck town. So now I am 75 and still very curious. I would like to find a gentle man to let me explore my desires and see if I am truly bi or if is just a fantasy world for me. I do see myself as a sub/bottom. Sorry for being so long but I have wanted to tell my story for a while.

Once upon a time I guess it was like, well they are both male so it's okay to sleep together? I eventually did have a very horny mind but of course didn't act on it except by myself.

Speaking of gentle, my best experience so far was with a friend of 20 years. We finally broke down and decided to be intimate together and I wasn't all nervous and whatnot. It does make a difference if you trust the person. He was thoughtful enough to ask, not just demand.

Most of the time I'm kind of submissive but depending on what's going on I switch moods. If a guy is really getting into fingering and stuff I become a bit more insistent.

All things being equal, I think your pic is super hot!

I really like this thread because it gets to the heart of why we all participate. I was bi before I even really understood what bi was. It wasn't until after sucking my first cock, swallowing my first mouthful of cum, and taking my first cock in my ass and feeling the cum leak out afterward, and then jerking off for the next several days knowing what I had done. It takes a person a while to process those feelings and sensations. But once I came to grips with it, I knew I would be open for more experiences.

I was 14 at the time, and I remember it clearly because it was the day after my birthday. By the end of that first day, I had sucked him twice. The next day, when I went back, I sucked him hard again and that's when he fucked me.

From then on, I wasn't shy about having MM sex. As I'm getting older, I don't mind returning the favor. What's the old saying? Once a bottom always a bottom, and once a top always a top.

I love pussy too. Always have and always will. But there's something about that first time sucking cock that you remember.

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But there's something about that first time sucking cock that you remember.

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Agreed - I remember every detail of my first time. And the next day, which is often when the regret or other negative emotions kick in (or so I have read alot) I felt nothing but warm, happy, content and excited that I had finally fulfilled my desire, and comfort that I was for SURE going to pursue MM sex for the rest of my life.

At 7 years old? The actual sex was inconsequential, like half a blowjob and some inserting of things in odd places .. it felt really awkward and I disliked the kid anyway for locking me in the basement and threatening me with his dad's gun.

What I will never forget is how good it felt to be in his arms, desired and adored - it was like a switch flipped and just knew THAT is what i wanted. And yes, if the worst thing you can do to a man is to call him a woman (ain't that some shit?) then yes, it took me a long time to get over the "shame" of wanting to be submissive like that.

I know better these days, we ALL have both creative and nurturing energy, regardless of what is between our legs .. and sex is just as much for bonding and sharing pleasure as anything else.

I've always just wanted to love. Nobody "groomed" me. I refuse to apologize for simply wanting to love, wanting to be intimate with anyone else.

I suppose I was always curious, but as a teenager you 20 y/o society at the time was not so open. I dated a young woman who opened my eyes to many things, she was keen on swing parties it was at one of these she introduced me to cock

My very first sexual experience was at 13 with an older boy, he was 16. Long story short, I didnt initiate the act and wouldnt have, but he did, however I didnt object and in fact we had a few more sleep overs just to do it again. Never did anything again like that till 26yrs later. Went on to chase girls/women, got married, had kids....but always thought about it off and on throughout the years.

The best way Ive been able to describe this to myself is, a very erotic image got permantly burned into my brain and it's followed me through life. Im 95% certain had that not happened I wouldnt be above a zero on the kinsey scale.

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I really think I was born bi. I've known since I was maybe 12, 13 years old that I had an attraction to both genders. Having been raised in a very conservative area as well as being devout Roman Catholic at the time, acting on my same sex attraction would have been considered a mortal sin. Oh, the guilt I was feeling due to that attraction!

I first lost my virginity to a girl at 15. Sex with her was enjoyable but neither of us had a clue what we were doing. After she and I split ways when I was 16, I met up with a guy from school with whom I'd hung around occasionally. It was rumored he like both boys and girls and I'd always wondered if that was true. When he invited me to camp out with him one Saturday night, I found out what a same sex sexual encounter could be like.

My first man on man sex with him was amazing. He was an amazing kisser and a patient lover. I'm grateful for that patience because he was well hung packing a thick eight inches and a fat mushroom head. I had all I could to take him in my mouth without scraping my teeth on his cock. But, I managed and I got to taste my first load that day. I just wish I could have taken him from behind but I couldn't.

I've recently run into him on FB. He's now out as completely gay. I've told him that I often think of our first times together way back when. Unfortunately, I've gained a fair amount of weight since HS. Though he's a bear himself, he has no interest in other bears. I likes the young, smooth twinks.

Mine was finding my parents porn mags as a kid. I loved everything I saw. Women were amazing to me as a young boy of course. I would fine the right picture and jerk off sooo much. But seeing some spreads where it was males with females, I was mesmerized when I saw that first erect cock. I was both amazed as well as wanting mine to be just like it. I began jerking off to pictures of guys with women, but wanted to see that cock so that I could pleasure myself looking at the full form of a huge cock, tightened balls , and between a woman pussy and an erect cock… I blew sooooo many loads. After that, I was lucky to have neighborhood kids who wanted to experiment with each other. Finally I was able to get one of those cocks I fell in love with in my face, in my hands, in my mouth. From my first cock, my first pussy… it’s been such a wonderful experience growing up, never worried about my sexuality, to me it was all just a wonderful thing to experience.

mine was with a buddy from high school the same age. long story short, we went camping by ourselves for three days. he brought a bottle of bourbon. at night we/d be in the tent drinking and eventually naked showing our cock to each other. this lead to drunken massages. i remember sitting on his ass rubbing his back, and then i said let me do the front now. he rolled over and our cocks where together. both hard i held our cocks together then massage his abs and chest. i decided as he was pretty drunk that now was the time. i got off of him,, i reached over and touched his hard cock, then went for it...licked it, sucked it in my mouth,, his load was surprise, how much it was!