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I am except my wife found out by my own stupidity. I have been hiding ever since but do want to suck some cock again. I'm not sure if I would even classify myself as "Bi", I only want to suck! I'm not into kissing or nipple play, etc. I do think I would like a cock in my ass though, I like to fuck myself with dildos.
I assume that 'gay acting' would translate to effeminate. Most gay men I've known socially or otherwise are/were not effeminate. I'm not effeminate, but I really have enjoyed having a man to play with.
I'm not out, and certainly wouldn't want to be targeted by individuals that are convinced that homosexuality is dragging the country/world down. I've got too much going on to fruitlessly argue with the nonthinkers.
So, I be me. The me people see is the real me. I don't think many acquaintances see me as being 'light in the loafers'.
Totally unrelated:
"I ain't hooked
It's users are losers
Suck your flopper for a five pound note."
That's hot as hell that you suck at parks and rest stops. I started sucking dick at a rest stop close to me and spent a lot of time there for a couple years. I still love sucking dick in a car because of those days.Quote:
Originally Posted by Veryoralniceguy
I actually can't recall what he was saying. I wish he had been saying, "yes, I can see you love sucking that dick, don't you, slut? Get ready for a nice warm load."Quote:
Originally Posted by Opportunist
I'm a married, closeted, discreet cocksucker. I've never met a cock that I disliked, in fact I can't get enough.... I suck 'em all, and swallow their man juice.
My wife doesn’t know, but I feel the same way you do. I want to suck a cock! Don’t know if I’ll like it, but I want to try. I often fantasize about getting fucked in my ass, also.
Yup. my dirty secret
Straight acting but addicted to cock now. I might come out of the closet one day as bi but lm starting to wonder if lm gay. I only cum to men now. Another clue is viagra. I needed it to get erect for my ex but l have no erection issues with men. Has any other guy noticed this?
If you do get to suck on a cock, you will be hooked.
This is a big question for me, because I tried coming out to the most important other person in my life. That was my wife of 30 odd years at the time. Things were not as out in the open in general as they are now, and I felt guilty about fantasizing about sucking cock, and listening to recommendations from a radio counsellor and a psychologist I was seeing at the time for another reason., I decided to share that uncomfortable side of my being with her. The funny thing was, I told myself I felt guilty because it was like cheating on her in my mind, but I never cheated on her in fact, and I could jerk off to fantasies about other women and not feel guilty at all, so I think it really was still, at that time, a matter of me feeling guilty for having homoerotic feelings.
The crazy thing is that I really don't get turned on by men at all--it's just the idea of sucking a nice hard cock and firm balls, but when I am in public and look at other men and think about approaching them for sex, it just turns me off. If I look at porn photos or videos, I don't want to see a man in the image, and it is not a guilt thing--it just takes the erotic feelings right out of it for me. My favorite videos are watching lesbian porn, because I love the female body, and there are no men in the pictures, but I suspect I would go crazy if I could find a tranny that looked very convincingly like a female who just happened to have the wrong, right sex organ. Photo images of big, fat, cut white cocks turn me on intensely, but i must put them in a photo app where I can select the cock and separate it from the male body it's attached to for it to turn me on. For ages, I've gotten off on creatively pasting the cocks I get like that on images of beautiful nude women, in a way that makes it look almost like they belong there. I've gotten tired of that, though, and it's so unrealistic that it can never lead to anything more than fantasies, and I really want to try to have a real, erect penis throbbing in my mouth while I'm still alive on this earth and can enjoy it.
I'm at a point where I would love to find a guy that I get along with who is similarly interested in cock-focused sex and just see what happens. Folks here have tried to convince me that once I get a nice one in my mouth and entice it to feed me, I won't find it so hard to find guys attractive anymore, and I'm trying to get there, but getting back to the question at hand...
I told the woman I loved with all my heart, whom I'd been faithful to for most of my adult life at the time, and with whom I shared a marvelous sex life, that I fantasized when she and I were not fucking about sucking dick but did not find men attractive and would never cheat on her. The radio personality and psychologist both purported, that given the love and trust we had shared for so long, it was a shame she did not know everything about me. Well, as it turned out, she felt that that alone was like me cheating, never mind whether she was troubled to find I had a homoerotic side, and we've been divorced now for it will be ten years in another week. So, depending on your social circumstances, I would suggest it's probably not ideal to come out regarding this side of your life unless you are pretty confident that the people in your social circle are progressive minded enough to get it, and I do know there are plenty of people for whom that is where they live, and their bisexuality is out in the open. I don't particularly get off on feeling naughty about hiding this side of me, but I just don't see how putting it out in the open, unless I finally got out there and found myself actually falling for another guy, where we found that we both wanted to share in a long term, love relationship, would be worth the potential risk. I don't see it as highly likely that that would happen, but if I felt in love with another guy, and we had a monogamous, loving and sexual relationship, that is not something I would want to hide. As you might imagine, though, given that I don't find men physically or personally sexually attractive, and I have almost never had a romantic feeling toward another man, the likelihood of that happening is somewhat minute.
I must be honest, though, getting off topic, while I respond to something else you have said. While, of course, I would be happy "to please other men's cocks" in a sharing sense, I am more looking forward, perhaps a bit selfishly, to pleasing myself by getting other men's cocks in my mouth and erotically enjoying like hell sucking their gorgeous organ. I don't have any thoughts of wanting to be "a slut" for other men. I would not be sucking their cock passively for their benefit, in any sense. I would be absurdly turned-on to feel a hard dick in my mouth and would be doing it very actively, without any passive or self-belittling nature to the act whatsoever.
I’m a closeted cocksucker. Many men say that I’m pretty straight acting. I’m athletically minded. I enjoy all sorts of outdoor activities. I’m also attracted to women. With men for me it’s honestly all about worshipping their cock and cum. I’m actually not very attracted to men. However, some feeders have said that there are certain things about me where they could tell that I was obviously a cocksucker. They said that my personality, and the way I hold myself, pegged me as a cocksucker. I’ve even had some feeders tell me that the food I love eating, and the type of clothes I prefer to wear pegged me as an obvious male cocksucker to them.
I would say that I am straight, not straight acting. I know many people will say that if I do anything with another man, that makes me gay or bi. For me, it's just physical pleasure. Whether it's with a man or woman. My desire to suck dick comes from my desire to completely let go and be able to enjoy the pleasure of being with a guy without any hang-ups. I've been pleasured orally by men and now I'm learning to return the favor. Then I want to be able to enjoy a guy fucking me. Then we can just be fuck buddies. No different than a male/female fuck buddy arrangement. Just enjoying another body, mouth and hole. Filling, being filled and swallowing multiple loads.
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I now have a very married and very closeted guy who just by chance we got together and when he got me hard and started sucking he was so good at it and when I told him so he stated that it had been so long since he had a chance to act on it , he had given up on the idea of ever doing so again , after about two months of him enjoying our times together we run into each other at a private get together and I can see his panic as he is with his wife so when the host brings him to meet me and I shake his hand I notice how wet(sweaty) his hand is I tell the host that we know each other as he came to my shop looking for a specific type of part , he introduced me to his wife also whom I said I never met and played if all very discreetly which put him at ease and he was so turned on the next time that he did not just suck me for a big creamy load but made love to my cock like never quite before , he told me that his wife told him that she ran into me a week after the get together we just said hello asked how things were with each other like good friends do and he said it excited him like crazy and he could not wait to be together again
I no longer hide. I'm out. WAY out! Ric Carter, Somers, Montana.
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I am a closeted cock sucker. My wife has no idea. She has very little interest in sex now that we are getting older. I love to go down on her. She seems to enjoy that as well as penetration. Just not often enough for my liking. I like making people feel good. There is nothing better than the feeling of a cock head swelling in my mouth just before he lets his cum shoot down my throat. I truely enjoy giving guys that relief. More cock and cum please!
Like some on this thread I consider myself straight for the most part . Internet in men is secret. Not interested or attracted to men but only their cock. I have very little experience ; sucked two cocks and never had a guy blow me yet. Interested in women mostly but sexless marriage so like to find FWB male to suck and be sucked by
I'm married to a woman and I love sucking cock! She has no idea that I absolutely love cock....
I'm 75 and feel the same. Even though I have always known that I love my own and other men'd cocks, I had years of great, passionate sex with my wife. But, as time went on, it seemed to me she was using sex to get what she wanted in other areas of our life. After 25 years of marriage and 5 years without sex, because I stopped playing the "You need to do this" game, I divorced her. She couldn't believe it, she didn't think I would ever go through with it. She was asking me to reconsider and admitted she had pushed me too far. But, I was done. After that I was in relationships with 3 other women and finally decided it was too much work for me to keep giving in for sex. Even though I married again, we've been together 24 years, I really don't want to be sexually involved with a woman again. My thoughts have shifted entirely to being with another man.
Acted straight for most of my married life. Now am in my 70's and don't have to prove anything to anyone. Perception is what you think you see, not what it is. Would like to suck cock as well as eat pussy. It's been a long time since I've done either. What comes across my path will be enjoyed by all. Dicks or clits all the same to me!
Soooooooo many wives missing out on this. :( but I understand the caution. Much easier for a woman to come out to a man than the other way around. I hate it for you guys. I truly feel for guys like cockhummer, what a bummer of a wife. So much for better or worse...
I am also a closeted cocksucker. I began sucking men when i was 33. When i would suck one i wanted another right then too. I am now in my mid 60s. I desire a cock daily but its been a couple years . My wife has no idea of my activities. If she found out i would be divorced with very little left. If something happens with her i would suck guys every chance i could.
The part I really hated was sneaking around. The 2nd ex accused me of infidelity what she didn't know, I was sucking dicks at the local adult book store. Naturally I had to have a couple of beers to cover the cock taste. When I finally got home, she was usually watching some Hallmark movie about unrealized love. I often called it She Porn because the set ups were totally unrealistic. After all I picked her up in a bowling alley!
Reading through the posts on this thread I can't help but notice how sensitive we cocksuckers are as a group:
1. Sensitive to the sight of an erect cock.
2. Sensitive to the smell and first taste upon insertion.
3. The only thing about this I am NOT sensitive to is being called a "cocksucker".
4. I'm closeted too.
Like others have posted on this thread, I started having MM sex at an early age. Having willingly sucked my first cock and lost my butt cherry at the tender age of 14, I was cautious about whom I had sex with. Over the years, I have maintained a closeted bisexual lifestyle due to professional reasons.
Several years ago, however, I had a regular FWBs relationship with an older married man whom I'd met online. He would come over to my apartment once or twice a week for oral sex or "relief" as he called it. It seemed that his wife had cut him off in the sex department, which seems to be common among older married couples. Then one day, out of the blue, I got a call from his wife. It seemed she had been going through his emails and his phone and saw where he had sent me a few dick pics and some explicit emails. She was furious! She threatened to out me, and even said she was going to call my boss. After several minutes of listening to her rant, I calmly told her that if she had been taking care of business at home, he never would have strayed, and then I hung up. I immediately blocked her number and then called my friend to give him a head's up that his wife had called me. He thanked me and assured me that he would take care of the situation. Apparently he did because I never heard from either of them again.
I guess the moral of the story is... even though you may think you can be safe in the closet, it's not foolproof.
Also closeted. I?ve been having M2M sex (mostly BJs) for about 20 years. Sounds like a long time, but in actual experiences it?s more like 2 years. They are that few and far between
That's interesting. Did anyone ever elaborate of what they perceived as the signs that you are a cocksucker?Quote:
Originally Posted by Blondeblowjob7
Aside from the obvious like responding to a posting, I do think there are both subtle and not so subtle signs. I have hooked up with guys based on subtle glances, such as one might do in the gym, or while guiding a conversation while sharing drinks with another traveling businessman in a hotel bar. A lot depends on the circumstances and surroundings. The key is to be a good listener and be observant. I once met a really nice older couple on a cruise from Miami to the Bahamas. The first night I was seated at their table, along with two other couples and a much older woman. After introductions and dinner, he (Harold) and I went to the casino while the other couples and the lady went back to their cabins. The next day, his wife caught up with me while I was sunning beside the pool.Quote:
Originally Posted by Rest85
She ordered me a drink and sat down on a lounge chair beside me. After I thanked her, the first words out of her mouth were, "Are you gay?" I chuckled a bit then I assured her I wasn't, but I added that she was half right. She was almost comical in her approach. "So you sleep with both men and women?" she persisted.
I told her yes, thinking that maybe she was attempting to set up a threesome. "You don't have any diseases or anything do you?" I told her no, that I was very careful about whom I had sex with and that I regularly tested and practiced safe sex.
"That's good," she said. Then I asked her why she was so interested in my sex life? She said, "Oh, no reason except that I would like to give my husband a surprise for his birthday, but I don't do that kind of thing anymore. I've never liked it, but he does. He asks for it all of the time."
I said, "Okay, can you be more specific? Are we talking about oral sex? Anal sex?" Clearly, that question made her uncomfortable, but she said, "Well, both actually, but the oral part is really what he likes. But I don't want him getting it from just anyone."
I told her, "Well, every man deserves a blowjob on his birthday. I wouldn't mind taking care of that for you... I mean him. But you might want to give him a heads-up first. Some guys aren't into that sort of thing, and besides he will know it's all right with you."
"Oh my god, thank you for the offer!" I gave her my cabin number and told her to ring me if he was interested. Later that afternoon when I returned to my cabin, there was a message on my phone. "Yes, he would like that very much," she said. "Tonight, after dinner, I'll excuse myself. You boys have fun."
That evening we were seated at different tables, but we bumped into each other at the bar. I asked him straight up if he was up for IT and he assured he was. After a few hands of blackjack, we excused ourselves and went up to my cabin. He was very clean and well groomed. I lowered the lights and poured us both a drink. I could tell he was nervous, but I did my best to make him feel relaxed. "You know I've never done anything like this before, but man it's been so long." I said, "No, I get it. but hey it's your birthday. Just lean back, relax and I'll do the rest. It's cool. What happens on a cruise stays on a cruise."
I said lets start by getting rid of these slacks and shoes. In a flash he had his slip-ons and trousers off. "You know, when my wife told me you were bi, I never would have believed it." By that time I was reaching into his boxer briefs and pulled out his cock (which was an impressive 7 inches half hard). "Well, one never knows," I said. The I leaned in and took him into my mouth. I felt him shiver a bit as I began to suck him to full hardness. "You know my wife used to do this for me, but for some reason, she just stopped." I told him I wish I had a quarter every time I heard that, and we both laughed.
I told him to lay back on the bed and pretend I was anyone he could imagine. It only took a few minutes of sucking before I could feel his climax beginning to build A few moments later, he let loose his first stream, followed by three more. It was obvious that it had been a long time since he'd had a good bj.
After he'd finished, I cleaned him up with some warm washcloths, he quickly got dressed. Before returning to his cabin, he tried to slip me a $100 bill, which I politely refused.
The next morning, I ran into his wife on the mezzanine. She came over and gave me a big hug. "Thank you for last night," she said. "Harold loved it! He's like a new man today." I just said it was my pleasure.
That was our first and only encounter during the trip. But, I will say, all of my drinks were complimentary during the rest of our voyage.
I am ,a lot of people think I am and only a few know for sure.
I didn?t slip up, I stepped into a booth looking to suck cock and spotted a good acquaintance. My heart stopped beating I am sure. I immediately turned and hustled out of there although HE CALLED my name! In hindsight, I should have gone back in!Quote:
Originally Posted by Rest85
100% in the closet? Sex life at home is stale. Sissy hypno porn got me back into craving cock. I hadn?t sucked clock since I was a teen trading porn and playing truth-or-dare with my neighbor. Now in a sex-less marriage, watching porn led to sissy hypno, and I ended up wearing my wife?s lingerie, shaving my body completely smooth, and finding guys that would host so I could suck their cocks and get cum sprayed all over my face. More recently I?ve enjoyed receiving head rather than giving it. First from a CD/Sissy that let me fuck her in the ass on business trips, then a guy at my gym that blew me in the steam room when I decided to lay in there naked. Somewhere along the line I felt like hooking up with another woman would be cheating on my wife, but that bi/cock play was just a little guy fun on the side. I?ll never tell anyone (I enjoy the taboo), and if you can keep a secret then let?s have some fun!
I am 67 and married to a good women. But she does not want to have sex anymore. So i started to look at gay porn and now love to see hard cock ass ass fucking cock sucking. I dream of them all no one knows about me and i hope never will especially my wife. Lets just say some day i hope to have a cock in my mouth and in my ass. Untill then it will be porn jack porn jack.
I definitely am, I love sucking cock and swallowing cum
I guess I'd qualify. I've been married going on 29 years, and actively exploring my bi side for around 18 years. Have been with about 15 guys in that time. Have gone oral with a few on only a few of them, but when the mood was exactly right, I have thoroughly enjoyed enjoyed the experience of having a cock in my mouth.
47 y/o, partnered for 7yrs. Been bi-curious most my adult life. I haven't engaged in sex with guys though. My girl knows I thought about testing the waters and is ok with it.
I definitely fit into this category.
I been sucking cock since 1972. Only the ones I been with know I love sucking everyone else thinks I am straight. Been married for over 40 years not even my wife knows I love cock. The last 10 years I love to bottom. Over the years had many steadies I use to play with. I love sucking and don't care if they don't want to recip.
Straight guy but anytime I licked pussy for longer than an hour and multiple orgasms, if the girl was really into it and we continued longer then after when we were done, well that night, week or month all I do is view bj gifs and look for my right first cock. I wish I could share this desire with the girl and go back and forth all night my first time.
I've been a cocksucker now for 2 years and no one knows except for the numerous men who's cum I've now swallowed. I'm completely straight acting, but have found great enjoyment in inviting men over to my place to use me for their sexual release.
I don't think it's so much being closeted in my area, it just isn't an area where flamboyant fags are in evidence.
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Same goes for my area, no one would ever think I'd suck cock by looking at me though !