I said I was 20, but thinking back, I was actually 19. Things start to run together after awhile, lol. Oh well!
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I said I was 20, but thinking back, I was actually 19. Things start to run together after awhile, lol. Oh well!
Began having this knowing feeling when I was about 12 but hated myself immensely for it. Looking back, this was the most difficult part about it because I was in turmoil about being gay, even though I was attracted to women as well.
Nothing occurred sexually because I grew up in a small town with a small-mindedness to match. Then, when I was 16, my Nan bought a computer and got the internet. I discovered MSN Chat and used to look tentatively at the gay chat rooms, before long, I plucked up the courage to actually go in and found myself wanking over the conversations within a couple of days.
About six months later I was in a lay-by suck a massive (and I mean massive) cock. I loved the taste and then feeling of being blown myself. I bolted my nuts and all the arousal seeped away allowing the guilt to creep in. I continued having the occasional foray into gay sex but stopped when I got to university aged 22. I have not had sexual relations with another man since but have recently, like a week ago, accepted my bisexuality and love that part of me.
Thanks for reading.
I remember being really young and realizing I liked both boys and girls (at 6 I remembering wanting to kiss one of my friends like boys kiss girls and wanting to marry her). I always knew that I liked both, but I thought everyone must and since I liked boys more, then I must be straight. I found out later on in my teens about bisexuality and it clicked, that was what I was. I have been doing things with both genders ever since, but growing up in an evangelical family I hid what I did with other girls. I am now only out with some friends and my husband.
I started fantasizing about being with a man when I was around 15 although I totally enjoyed having sex with females. I was afraid to explore my interest in sucking a cock as that would have meant I was gay. Didn't even know there was such a thing as bisexual. So I didn't do anything but fantasize until I was 19 and this guy invites me over to watch TV. He asked me what I liked to do and I said I liked to dance. I was too young to get into clubs but he said he knew a club he could get me into. He said he wasn't sure if I'd like it cause people in this club were naughty. I knew what he meant but sat there playing dumb and asked what he meant. As I sat there getting hard and leading the conversation on knowing where it was going. Finally I asked him to show how they were naughty. He took me to his bedroom and we got naked. He had the longest, fattest cock I've ever seen. He sucked me and I then fucked him. After I came I sucked him until he came. Could bearly get my mouth over his cock head and had to stroke with both hands to complete the task. I knew then I was bi and couldn't wait to be with a man again.
I knew I was bi when I was confused I knew I liked men but I also loved woman I though ibwad a lesbian but I was not happy kbow I am happy that I am bi.I been bi for a week know .
when i played doctor with the other kids in my hood...we all took turns and i examined them...we were like in kindergarden about age of 5-6 years old...i became an adult and have enjoyed sex with both sexes throughout my like...more women than men at various ages...peace luv and happiness everybody...:three:
I felt from a very early age that I was "different". When I was a kid 10-11 years old I liked to play house with the little girls, but I also liked to play house with the little boys too. Quite a few of my little boy friends would et me suck their dicks, but since we were all too young to produce cum I did not consider it really sucking dick. That came from my older cousin (2-3 years older than me). He had been trying for a long time to get me to suck his dick, but I always declined. One day after I had been "playing" with my little friends I went to my cousins house. I told him I was ready to suck his dick. When I was sucking he grabbed my head & asked me if I wanted a big load of cum to chew on. Since my head was being held in a death grip I had no choice. I didn't know what to do with his cum as I didn't want to leave a mess in my Aunt & Uncles house, so I just swallowed it. After that one taste I knew I was hooked on sucking dick & swallowing cum. I could eat cum until my stomach was completely full of it but I would still want more.:male::bigrin:
we firat discovered we were bisexual when we had a drunken kiss and fumble...led to very deep feelings we never thought we would feel..we are now completly in love and never want to be apart, we definatley argue that we are NOT lesbian..just in love with each other.and definaltely still want cock lol
Straight my whole life and had many many sexual relationships with women. Never even thought about having relationships with a man and had always been very sexual and horny. Then one night at around age of 44 I meet this transexual in a bar and she invites me to her apartment. Well, after a few drinks and really horny I say why not. She starts giving me oral and I am really enjoying it and was so horny that I asked her if I could see her cock. Just wanted to see it. So, there is this cock right in front of my face and I couldn't resist and just started to lick and suck on it. What surprised me was how easy and natural it felt and how much I enjoyed it. I thought about that experience and how much I enjoyed it and about a year later I decided I wanted to do this again. I posted an add online that I wanted to meet well hung guy for NSA oral just for him. A gentleman a few years older than myself replied and I got the nerve to meet him. He got naked and i started running my hands all over his body, first time for me, and then went right for his cock. I just started to suck and lick it until he got hard in my mouth. He must have been about 8 inches and I was enjoying every inch of him. I sucked on his nuts and rimmed him until he could not hold back any more and let him cum in my mouth. Ever since I have enjoyed men as much as women and still surprised how much I enjoy a nice cock and I am every bit as good at sucking cock as I am eating pussy.
Very similar way for me, I loved to sneak a peak in the shower even in Jr. High, I realized one day that even when I was not in the shower, I was thinking about a friend of mines thick cock, next thing you know at a sleep over we ended up "exploring" thats when I new I was BI.
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Originally Posted by eddievb91
I enjoyed kissing my best girlfriend more than I thought I should. I got wet from her touching my breasts and I wanted more...still do.
I knew since I was just a kid. I always wanted to suck a dick after seeing it in a porn mag I found and actually did it with a friend of mine at age 8, pretty young I know. I started checking out girls more when I was 11, and thought I lost interest in guys until high school when we watched a video on pregnancy, then I began fantasizing about guys and girls and sucking dick all over again. It wasn't till I was 23 I got my dick sucked by a guy for the first time ever, it was at a glory hole video arcade. The arcade peeked my curiosity. When I saw the hole I looked through and saw some middle aged bald guy stroking and he came over and stuck his dick through my glory hole. I didn't suck though, because my preference is people close to my age. The next day I went back and some guy my age was in there. I put my dick through and he sucked my so good I thought I was going to collapse when I jizzed. That's when I realized men give much better head than women. 3 years after that I sucked my second dick in my life and swallowed my first load of another man's cum. Now I'd like to have a 3sum with a guy and a woman where the man cums in her pussy and I get to clean it up!:cool:
I figured out I was bi when I was about 15. A good friend and I were masturbating together and ended up having sex. We had a relationship with each other for about a year and loved every minute of it!
Thought about it for a long time with out acting on my desires. During a swinging foursome it didn't take long for the male of the other couple to focus on my cock and after a while began to suck it. I couldn't believe how good it felt and how much I wanted to reciprocate, and before too long I did. The next day I told my wife how much I enjoyed the experience and how much I was looking forward to our next encounter. I've considered myself bi ever since.
I figured it out from tripping on mushrooms and smoking pot, believe it or not.
I was really depressed for a long time after a bad trip, and couldn't figure out why. I quit smoking and drinking and tried to clear my mind. I couldn't shake the depression though. Fast forward 2 years, I was 20 and still depressed and anxiety ridden, and I couldn't get over it. I took antidepressants, and talked to shrinks, but nothing helped. One night I decided to get some weed and smoke myself stupid. I smoked and freaked out in my head, and as the thoughts were racing around one clicked.
"I think I like boys"
As soon as that thought happened, I tried my hardest to claim it as false, and went to sleep. After that I was constantly fighting with myself trying to denounce my feelings.
That was 2 years ago and I've put myself through the ringer. My mind is a mess and my life went nowhere, but I just recently accepted the fact. Now I need to start meeting people like me in my area, and get on with my life.
I just joined this site yesterday, and look forward to meeting new people and helping those who need it!
Thanks
First of all, welcome to the site, Wally!
Since childhood I'd always found some girls very cute, and also some guys very cute. I knew girls were for kissing and holding, but never knew what I could do with guys. So I was left with just enjoying the pleasure of looking at and imagining a cute guy's face.
Sometime in my teen years I got my hands on a Penthouse and read a letter in it that told a story about a guy at a party. At the party his girlfriend told him to go upstairs to such and such a bedroom, strip, get in bed with the lights off, and she'd come up and give him a bj. He was up there waiting for her, and fell asleep. He woke to her giving head, and after he came, realized that it was in fact another guy giving head, not his gf. That's when I realized what a guy could do with another guy.
I didn't know the name for it, but I've long known that I liked the idea of playing with a women's breast, and coupling with her (I love the way bodies meld together), and also sucking on some guys' cocks. I don't know when I learned the name for it, but I didn't need a name to know what I wanted to do. I just needed permission from God.
Still waiting.
I was also a late bloomer like a lot of those who have commented on this thread. Now that I think about it, I was really infatuated with a friend in about 4th grade. We had frequent sleepovers, but nothing remotely sexual ever transpired. I just remember really wanting to look like him. Maybe that was the first inklings.
When I was 5 or 6, I found a massive dildo in our side yard. My dad blamed it on the neighbor with the outdoor jacuzzi. I shrieked and cried when my mom, shocked, pitched it in the garbage can. I thought it was so cool ! Such a neat toy - maybe that had something to do with my bisexuality.
My best friend wanted to "get gay" when we were about 12. I protested vehemently. At about that time I was becoming aware of gayness and I just couldn't believe that guys stuck their dicks in each other's asses.
Just in college, living in the frat, I used to writhe with insomnia at night fantasizing about sucking cock and getting fucked. Must have been the heavy haze of hormones in the bunkbed area.
Didn't actually test the waters until a few years later and after a shattering break-up with a girlfriend. I went to the gaybar where a housemate worked (he had moved in with us het guys under false pretenses, beard, the whole bit) and ended up leaving with this little, skinny, balding, glasses-wearing guy. Disaster. Had horrible car sex which culminated with us being questioned by cops shining flashlights through the windows of my mom's station wagon.
Next, had a random hook-up with a guy in a baseball cap at a porn-theater. He had me just about completely naked in the folding velour seat ! When we left, I recognized him as the next door neighbor of a girl I had a crush on ! Anyway, I asked him not to tell and he fucked me good and hard for hours that night. I remember cuddling on the couch, looking at the full moon shimmer off the lake before I walked home in the dead of night.
I've always been a girlfriend kind of guy, so yes, though I enjoyed the gay sex immensely, I always pushed it out of my head, or my persona, although I continuosly looked at porn and fantacized about gay sex.
Still, it's girls that turn my head in the street, and I can't imagine ever setting up house with a man. But, gosh, sometimes I really crave cock ! Maybe it's the perversion, maybe it's my shyness with women. Whatever it is, I can't wait for my wife to give me the go ahead for some good gay loving !
I had a sense early on in life that I was surely not purely heterosexual and when I got older---I also knew that I wasn't also "gay"--- I really didn't know what I was---I just decided that whatever I was in regards to my sexuality-I was just "being me" and tried to figure that out and muddle through as best as I could.
It was tough at times I do have to say.
My very first "sexual contact" with another human being was with another guy--we were both pre-pubescent so we could not consummate what we did try--but I did know that it felt good and I liked it even though I was told by my dad and others that such things are what queers, faggots, butt fuckers (and other such derisive terms for such people) do and that it is wrong and bad.
I didn't feel what he and I did was wrong, bad or unnatural at all, but we did keep our activities covert and never got caught since we knew that we'd be in for it from our folks and our friends if we got found out.
I went to a movie theater when I was younger. As I walked in I had a hard time seeing and I accidentally bumped into an usher. My hand barely touched his cock and I knew it. I excused myself and sat down but wanted to explore him more and more. I got up and went to the mens room aqnd lo and behold, there he was. He smiled and I smiled. I was a bit embarassed and he asked how I was enjoying the show. i said it was great. We both left the mens room at the same time and I went up to the near empty balcony as this was during the day. Soon the usher was upstairs working or so I thought. I got up to leave and he "accidentally" brushed my cock with his hand. I had no alternative but to reciprocate! He motioned for me to follow him and we went even further up the balcony to a very dark room. Once inside we kissed and I grabbed a hold of his cock for all it was worth and him mine. soon his lips were aroung the head and I LOVED it. I wanted to reciprocate and did. I sucked a cock for the first time and loved it! I have been doing it ever since.:bibounce:
I remember exactly the night. I was fifteen, over at a teacher's house, and his wife had gone to bed. He was talking about the Greeks--Socrates, Plato...then then naked Greek statues. He talked about male beauty as natural, and said that the Greeks had male lovers. It seemed so natural and right. I thought of Bobby Lee, a tall, freckled, red-headed boy I had a crush on, and would stand next to in the locker room to gaze at his body. I thought of my own body as desirable. The urges I'd had seemed, listening to him, a part of life, something that men share, just like women share things with each other. They were nudists, natural. In a couple of weeks, our conversation happened in the nude, and I was awestruck by his cock. Before the evening was over, the teacher was on his knees sucking my cock, and then I took his in both hands....
I didn't even think about it until just over a year ago, a late starter you could say. Started going to a male chat room and the thoughts started, 'what would it be like'. Then they got stronger until I decided to try it. Got into another online site, started chatting with a guy and it ended at his house with us sucking each other. I have been hungry ever since.
It was pretty simple really...
Firstone I'm kinda similar. I watched gay porn, but stopped when I got married. When separated at age 45, after four years of marital bliss, I got stoned and picked up a guy on-line. I discovered I love sucking cock. Have boyyomed a few times. I like that too.
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All Humans are Bisexual....
Just to different degrees.
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Actually no not everyone that's human is bisexual. Most people are heterosexual and yeah it's quite possible for a person to be gay or lesbian, or homosexual, and people who are hetero/gay are not bisexual. Even Dr. Kinsey with his sex research never claimed that everyone is bisexual with the Kinsey scale, he just showed how there are variations in bisexuality and never claimed that people who are gay or heterosexual are somehow rare.Quote:
Originally Posted by aLABiM75 & StrF51
If my memory serves me, Kinsey described our sexual orientations as forming a bell curve, with a few at each end (either strictly Homosexual, or strictly Heterosexual) and the vast majority of us somewhere in the middle.Quote:
Originally Posted by Mr. Suck
My first experience caught me totally off guard. I had retired from the Navy and went back home to take care of some family business at my home town when it began to snow. Not being prepared for the weather I went to local mall to get some gloves. While walking through an old high school classmate and her husband approached me. They lived several hours out of St Louis and would come to shop every couple of months. It was good to see Diane and I asked them both to dinner at my hotel. During dinner they mention they were swingers and wondering if I would join them. Diane was a plain girl in high school that never dated but hung around my lunch crowd. Well I had a nice hotel suite upstairs and this impressed them. When we got to suite, we put on an adult movie and began to watch it while sitting on the end of the bed. Diane excused herself to the bathroom and emerged wearing only a leather half cup bra and nothing else. She was nicely shaved and sat in between us. Until now I did not know that Diane had such nice large breasts. It did not take long for both of us to dive in on Diane and to get undressed. About fifteen minutes into it I was licking Diane into orgasm when I felt my cock being suck beautifully. I looked down and saw Gary sucking away on my hard cock. I then looked up and saw Diane smiling and gesturing me to continue to lick her into cumming. After about five minutes I was so turned on I changed places with Gary and sucked his cock for a while. That night we tried every possible position and each of us came at least twice including Diane and myself licking Gary into an orgasm. Since then I have had a handful of encounters with other married men or bi couples.
In the high school gym class shower, I couldn't keep my eyes off a couple of the senior wrestlers...
Yes, I have the same lament.....it would have been so easy to enjoy playing so much earlier, and I missed that opportunity! Ah, well, what happens is for the best...Quote:
Originally Posted by hgf33
Posted this in another Thread, but it applies here too. "I had the urge and went on the old Excite.com personals in my late 30's. I met a guy online and we met for coffee, and drove to my house. I remember I was so scared. We went right to the bedroom and undressed each other. I fell to my knees and started sucking him. He was hung like a donkey and spoke with an Australian Accent. We climbed into bed and we were sucking each other. He tried to kiss me but I just could not do it. I rolled over and gave him my ass. I wanted him to fuck me but with a condom. He teased me but placing his cock agains my bum hole bareback. I wanted him so bad, but protected. It ended up he spooned me until he came over my bum, but not in it. I drove him home. I always regretted not letting him take me that night, as I never seen him again. Oddly today, I love kissing a man, deeply and romantically. The next time was a few months later with another guy. He shagged me until I cried with pleasure."
my wife and i had a male friend stayin with us, one night we came home from the bar and we were just playing around, next thing we knew we were naked andmy wife said some thing i allways felt,(I always wanted a three way,and to see two guys sucking) i never did find out if he did it before butit felt and tasted good, we never did it agian,but me and her always did new kinky things after that, when she died i found out i like sucking,but never got to get a threesome yet
my wife and i had a male friend stayin with us, one night we came home from the bar and we were just playing around, next thing we knew we were naked andmy wife said some thing i allways felt,(I always wanted a three way,and to see two guys sucking) i never did find out if he did it before butit felt and tasted good, we never did it agian,but me and her always did new kinky things after that, when she died i found out i like sucking,but never got to get a threesome yet
It was a surprise to me when it happened. I was watching my parents home as they were away on vacation at the time. I had just gotten home from work after along hot day since we lived on the hi-desert. I had left the backdoor open to the house while I was taking a quick shower.
So I'm in the shower when I hear a voice calling me. Not thinking anything of it I told my neighbor who thought something was wrong I'd be right out. The reply was don't worry about it as the shower curtain pulled back to reveal my neighbor in all his glory. I was startled and confused as things like this didn't normally happen in the early 70's, at least not to me. I word about my neighbor as the age difference was large. He was 60 and I was 18 and legal. I could see he was in good shape since he was naked as he grabbed the soap and started washing my back. I really didn't know what to do so I enjoyed the rub down I was getting. He washed my back, my front playing with my nipples, and that was all. Then he washed his body and got out waiting for me. No touching of the lower body. I was thinking WTF?
As I exited I was wrapped in a towel, dried off and asked "Do you mind if I spend the night. Well, being young, horny, and inexperienced I said sure. We then went to the bedroom where I was unwrapped to climb into bed. I watched my neighbor in the dim moonlight as he climbed into the normal position at the head of the bed (head on pillow). I went to the other side and gently slid into bed with my feet to his head. No coaxing from him. I wanted him. I felt his hand on my cock which was very hard by this time. The movement was soft, slow, and erotic. Wanting to return the favor I did the same. The difference was his was now soft, and limp. As I started playing firmness started to happen. Once I had an up and coming hard-on I naturally placed my mouth over the top and started sucking like was happening to me. Oh my, did that cock taste good. It was sweet, firm, savory and mine! I could not get enough that night. I stayed in that position sleeping and waking. Everytime I woke up I'd suck cock like I could not get enough. I sucked the cum out at least three times before morning. Once morning arrived it was a new day.
I went on to marry and did not have any cock for the next 30 years. I missed a lot as there were times I know I was being hit up only to refuse due to circumstances. No more!! After divorcing in 04 I started exploring M2M sexuality. I relate back to that experience to this day as I get very turned on by sucking a soft cock into hardness and back down again.
I have posted this is response to a few threads. I had never thought about sexy with another guy, or looked at them in the locker room. My High school sweet heart and late wife had been married for almost 4 years. She had discovered while giving me head that anal stimulation turned me on. She built a toy. as you could not buy them at that time. On her birthday when asked what she wanted, she replied," for the 4 day weekend I want you to do everything I ask of you." I loved her and trusted her totally so said sure. After getting out of the shower Fri evening after work. She asked me to lay on the bed and allow her to restrain me. Has never happened before. I trust her so said sure. She started giving me head and worked the toy in me. After a bit she asked if she could put a blind fold on me. I trust her I said sure. After a bit she got off of the bed and was gone for a bit. When I felt someone come back into the room I thought it was just her. Until the mouth on my cock was not hers. She then sat on my face, for a bit. She got up and next thing I know is that something strange is touching my face then my lips. I started trying to pull away. She reminded me of my promise, which she had to do 5 or 6 times during the evening, But never afterwards. suffice it to say that that evening and the next 3 days I sucked fucked and was fucked by everyone in the 3 couples that were with us. We played with them all for about 10 years after that weekend, until she passed. If the right lady or couple should come along I would love to go there again. Though all of the ladies that I have had LTR with since have been into it as well. If not the BI part still the pegging part.
I sucked and fucked my wifes best friends husband for an entire weekend while the girls were away on a girls weekend.He gave me anal orgasms that drove me wild.I am hooked.
I had one experience as a teenager but it freaked me out because if my strict religious upbringing. I joined the military at 23 and if course there are communal showers. I saw my first big black cock and I was literally standing with my mouth open, wide eyed. I hadn't been so stricken since I first had sex with a girl I really cared about. I was slack jawed looking at another man as we were both naked and wet and I was hard as a rock. He was like a Greek statue and had a cock that was thick as a beer can and hung to his knees. I'd never had the urge to suck a man's cock before that moment. I was as aghast as I was hard. I fought the urge hard not to fall to my knees in front of him and shove his cock down my throat. I finished my shower and left.
I soon had left the military and was in the process of a divorce when a dear friend took me to a bar one night. It wasn't a gay bar I the traditional sense but the lines were certainly blurry. I noticed a tub girl who was quite beautiful, she was mixed race and had gorgeous caramel skin. I sat at the bar and it wasn't long before the the tub closed for the night and tub girl came to the bar for a shift drink. She sat two stools away and we struck up a conversation. She asked if she could sit next to me, which I gladly obliged. I invited her to breakfast and she accepted. We went and had breakfast at a local diner. We laughed and talked until well through the night, and suddenly she looked up at me and said, "I wasn't born a girl." I was dumbfounded and intrigued. I said, well you look like a pretty one to me." I asked her a few questions, tasteful ones. She asked me if I would like to see her again. I said I would love to. She asked me to take her home when we had finished eating. I was happy to, when we arrived at her house, she invited me in. She changed out of her work clothes and appeared in a short silk kimono and sat across my lap. We began kissing and soon we were naked. She was exquisite, ample enough breasts, beautiful skin, her hips were very feminine and curvy. When she slid her lace panties off her cock bounced up into view. Long and tapered to a small head, it was so big at it's bases she could get her index finger and thumb all the way around it to point it at me.
I was in heaven, we had sex for three straight days. I learned just how bi I was and have never looked back or regretted it a minute since.
This is exactly how I realised!Quote:
Originally Posted by HappyHedonic
Started with a threesome with a g/f and her ex. She convince me to suck him. The threesomes became an every other month thing and she always loved watching me suck him and watching him cum on my face or in my mouth. Sadly she moved away but he called one day and asked if I was still interested in sucking his dick. I thought about it for a bit and said sure. Been sucking his dick once or twice a month ever since.
Well it was just curious why women love to do it? Ask & some might freak out, others would say try it! Well thought a while & thought try it ! DID & FELL IN LOVE !:bigrin::bigrin::oh::yikes2: PLEASE INSERT! LOL!
I was 12. I had been doing things with this guy since the 6th grade. Almost every night after school. One night in the summer between the 6th and 7th grade he was sleeping over. I was face down, and he was doing me from behind. It just started feeling really good. He had done me plenty of times before that, but it was really more about making him happy rather than anything I really enjoyed.
I am laying there as he is pumping away into me and I am really enjoying it. It felt amazing. So I whispered to him to cum inside of me. He starts pumping me faster and deeper. It felt like his cock was getting harder and harder and the he just exploded inside me, twitching and moaning. I am nervous my folks will hear him, but i am just in heaven and total ecstasy. It was amazing. He just collapsed on me, totally spent. We laid together motionless as his cock softened and eventually fell out of me.
After that, I felt really guilty about the whole thing. I especially felt guilty about enjoying it so much. But i knew from that point forward, that it was guys and girls for me.