" burned out "
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" burned out "
Burnin' Down the House! (in a vain attempt to get back to TH)
Backdraft ( good Ron Howard film )
updraft
Bank draft
Draughts. (a game at which I am exceptionally good!)
drought
flooding, wild fires, earthquakes, pestilence, starvation....all manner of natural catastrophes :eek2:
flooding, wild fires, earthquakes, pestilence, starvation....all manner of human made catastrophes..:eek2:
giving humans more credit than they're due
Giving an imaginery being credit for human endeavour or blame for human failing...
belief in imaginary beings at all
it wasn't created by women so who else lmao
Else we realize life is existential, without order, blame. Always has been,
always is, always will be. Our failing is in not accepting, moving on. Always
has been, always is, always will be.
I could, Pep.. quite easily, and most climatologists and scientists even more so for it is a quirk of climate change that extreme weather events will occur which appear to contradict those who believe that human activity in large part contributes to the changes in climate in general or global warming in particular. ;)
..and sysp? Women bear their share of responsibility for how or world is too sad 2 say...:eek2:
darkeyes yes unfortunately i gotta agree......but let's try & get back to the game........don't bear blame bear butts :P
Some butts should nev b bared...:tongue:
Thrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrppppppp!
:tongue::love87:
Arrrrr! I knew it was mine you were referring to. My point was you could have well
kept it to yourself, if your fracking Kansas got them! But oh, no, your Kansas gets
what tornadoes? Those must be good for wheat and cheese. Ha!
Comprehend that in your corn cob pipe and smoke it. Rotten damn scoundrel.
* BIG HUG * So rotten I have to squeeze it out of one of us, not sure which one.
Don't you even. * shaking finger in your general direction * :tongue::cutelaugh:bigrin:
Seals the dogs on the hatch, while well beyond three sheets.
If ur beyond 3 sheets, Voidie, sounds 2 me like too much has been goin' down hatch..:eek2:. ;)
Sometimes, I get urges that it would. I think she has just a little vodka left, saving that we're dry.
Been fairly rough going recently. A lot of temptation to do something bad to her brother in law has
existed. He wrecked her truck, yet again. On top of it he did so in a manner that both was purely
stupid, and did not seem to even consider my advice of letting the weather thaw out a stuck truck.
"Well gee, Ben, you're a fucking idiot! I am the greatest and best driver there ever was!
I know it all, you don't!" That is what it seems to convey to me from him. He also conveys
that I'm not family, and I'm just something tolerated. Well, after we get our taxes squared up,
a few minor things handled me and wife will offer them something of a surprise.
It'll be interesting to see them pay the $6,000+/- a year in utilities here when we no longer
do so. We're giving serious consideration to moving out, to finding our own place. She wants
to check with our agriculture extension office for a first time home owner loan, in rural areas.
I can be a homesteader & she has suggested a few things I may be keen to use as means
of income. She'll keep working long as she can too. She doesn't earn much more, if any more
than $14,000 a year.
I would be out working away from home too if I felt competent enough. As it is I have good days,
bad days and worse. There are a few different reasons which culminate and the pros cannot classify
what exactly is the problem. I think genuinely it is simply I have gone too hard, too soon, too fast and
burnt out, worn the miles off quicker. Looking at life in retrospect yesterday, I survived twenty plus
odd years of abuse, have worked about 38 years, often in some crappy and hard labor work. I used
tobacco, my choice, I drank, my choice, I used a few other things, my choice ...
as much as I worked hard, played harder.
Summing that up, well, I've fucking lived. And from that, it's no wonder I'm at odds with myself,
broken down a bit and fading. No, I'm not exactly helpless. I can still do a fair bit, yet I have
to go slower, watch what I do. I was a give 160% type, now if I can give 80% I feel lolly. :) And
to me, that is being disabled. Yet it doesn't apply accordingly to government standards. Bah!
Then, I had a day where I came near having to take a walk with one of my dogs. He's an older
fellow and been holding his own against some cancer. Been watching him well. I don't want him
outright suffering. On the other hand if he's still able and enjoying a bit of life, let him be.
I did have him in the pen with some younger dogs. He and one of the boys got on seemingly
well enough. Though the younger dog did seem a bit over zealous in foisting attention on the
older one. It also seemed to stir the other younger boy that the older dog was in the pen. The
older dog had become very nervous, withdrawn, was off eating. So, I brought him back up to
the barn with the cats. He really gets on good with them. :) And yes, they do get on good. Not
meaning that sarcastically.
So yes, rather have sat on me arse, got blind pissed than to deal with it all being a
pain in the arse. But yet I quaver there, not the lot wot does such rot. Aye, I kin drink, of that
be sure. But I'd not drink to go excusing, not me way. But yeah, a few pelts could be nice.
a Wee bit of the creature? (I'm baaaaack!)
Back to the grind...
Scissors.. yum yum...:impleased
snip snip :yikes2:
Edward Scissorhands
Handy Mandy
Dr No. Amanda.. old school friend who refused me advances 1 Hogmanay long time ago... now a quack in south of England.