Originally Posted by
colfax129
Looking back, I realize the desire to swallow cock was always there, deeply buried. Never any attraction to guys at all, but started realizing that cock turned me on. Penthouse letters started my fantasies of sucking cock. It wasn't until I turned 50 that I decided I really wanted to experience it. Found a guy on Craigslist whose cock looked perfect. It was then that I made up my mind that that cock was going in my mouth! It was amazing. Swallowed his load that evening, and felt so excited to finally fulfill a long held desire. Sucked him three times over about the next month. That was 15 years ago. The other night cemented my conviction that I really do love sucking cock. It's very freeing admitting that to myself.