The wife knows I AM A COCKSUCKER

Hard to believe this would happen, but a while back my wife found out that I watched gay porn. She asked a lot of questions, and I said that I fantasized about sucking cock.

Now yesterday after a few drinks it came up, and she asked me point blank if I had done anything with a guy. I froze long enough that she knew. So I said yes, I had sucked cock a couple of times when away on business. She was not mad at all. I think i turned her on a bit. Then she asked if the guy came, and I said yes in my mouth, and I liked it.

Strangely she is not mad at all. We have not talked about how much I want to suck more cock, and swallow more cum. I did say this morning that she made me think of sucking cock again. She was not upset about this. Women are hard to understand sometimes. She would be completely devastated if I did anything with a woman.

So my question for the group. Has your wife found out about your secret desires, or that you have sex with guys? Did you swing it to being able to do it whenever it fit?

I would love to be able to suck cock once a week.

i have been married to my wife for 47 years. been together for 50. i had been having sex with men since my first marriage , a couple years before her. too afraid to tell her , so i just kept putting it off. we had what you could call an open marriage . she got some cock , i got some pussy. finally i couldn't live a lie anymore , and i made the confession ten years ago. she was very surprised since she had no clue. outwardly i'm very masculine and love women. so she was taken a back. after the dust settled , she was ok with it , but did not want to see me with a man. she knows when i go out looking for cock. i will say i'm going to the bathhouse or the adult video store. i don't want to hide anything any more. i feel like a weight has been lifted , and she doesn't seem to think any less of me. i hope this helps some of you guys.

My wife knows. Told her I played with a couple of guys, last one in my early 20's. She says she is ok with me having recreational sex, and I mentioned I would rather play with a guy and girl. Her response was that's ok but it won't be with me. Hope she changes her mind, also hope I find a couple to play with.