Cock Obsession

I remember the first cock I ever sucked. It involved a 3sum with a guy and his wife. He had about an 8" cock and was very thick. I couldn't believe that I took the whole thing down my throat. While I was going down on him I could here him moan. That really was a turn on for me. After we had got done playing, I thought I would fell ashamed and guilty. But actually I felt liberated.
That was over 10 years ago and now I have that itch again and lately I've been obsessed with sucking a guy off again. All the porn videos I watch now are guys jacking themselves off with fleshlights and Venus 5000's. When I watch those my cock gets rock hard and I'm facinated just watching their hot hard cocks slide and pump into their toy. Sometimes I'll jack off and try and cum when they do.
I'm just looking for the right guy to go down on again. When I find him, maybe my obession will fade away for another 10 years. Maybe not. Would love to find a M/F couple to cure my obsession.

Rubbersiderup, take your time and find yourself a regular who you can trust to be clean and discreet. My regular is almost a daily thing and i love it, he is a couple years older and married, not getting any pussy at home so i take care of his needs. he also enjoys a mouthful of cock and cum so it all works out.

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Originally Posted by hung4you

Rubbersiderup, take your time and find yourself a regular who you can trust to be clean and discreet. My regular is almost a daily thing and i love it, he is a couple years older and married, not getting any pussy at home so i take care of his needs. he also enjoys a mouthful of cock and cum so it all works out.

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Mmmm! That's what i wish I had , a safe clean and discreet regular guy for some regular playtime.

I am obsessed with cock. But not from sucking or even feeling one in my hand. As much as I feel I want to I have not had the privilege. My obsession is from watching porn and looking at pictures. Most pictures I look at are of close-ups. Just the cock. The guy is probably good looking or might not be. But his cock sure is.

A guy maybe good looking and that doesn't necessarily matter. Obviously I think I have a type. I don't think I would like sucking the cock of a bodybuilder.

I don't know how far my obsession goes. Do I like looking at the shapes and curves of a cock the same way I look at the shapes and curves of a woman's body and that is it? Until I have an actual cock in front of me I do not know. But my does it look fun to suck on one. :drool:

It's taken me years but I have managed to develop a small circle of regulars. Most of them are closeted bi married guys and they are always hungry for man to man time. About half are married to gals who lose all interest in sex. What the hell is wrong with all these women??? My wife is not like that but she just can't keep up with my roaring sex drive and is happy I have other outlets. I guess I am really lucky in that reguard.

Sure sounds like you're lucky to me!!

Funny how guys love watching a chick give a blow job. I remember back years ago when we just had magazines to look at and a friend would say he had one you had to see. It was usually a hustler type mag and pictures of a guy getting sucked off. I always enjoyed those and realized I liked looking at the big cock featured. At that age looking back now I think almost all of those guys would have at least swapped hands if not sucking each other. I swapped hands with several at that age.

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Originally Posted by Joboo

Funny how guys love watching a chick give a blow job. I remember back years ago when we just had magazines to look at and a friend would say he had one you had to see. It was usually a hustler type mag and pictures of a guy getting sucked off. I always enjoyed those and realized I liked looking at the big cock featured. At that age looking back now I think almost all of those guys would have at least swapped hands if not sucking each other. I swapped hands with several at that age.

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I look back now on teenage years and jacking off together , circle jerks etc. and realize just how much it was the cock I enjoyed looking at . Although no one at the time dared go beyond jacking off together I think perhaps with a little coaxing I would have eventually sucked them off.

I sometimes like to mess with people and ask them that when they're watching porn, what are they really looking at: The girl... or the big dick being used on her? Oddly enough, most of the people I've put this question to say they're looking at the girl sucking dick or being fucked but, um, can't they also tell me anything I wanted to know about the dick in the equation, from the size and shape of it and even how much spunk came out of it?

Kinda makes you think, huh?

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Originally Posted by KDaddy23

I sometimes like to mess with people and ask them that when they're watching porn, what are they really looking at: The girl... or the big dick being used on her? Oddly enough, most of the people I've put this question to say they're looking at the girl sucking dick or being fucked but, um, can't they also tell me anything I wanted to know about the dick in the equation, from the size and shape of it and even how much spunk came out of it. Kinda makes you think, huh?

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while I enjoy her lavishing on his dick, it’s his cock that I’m more focused on. The size, shape, load. Mmmm

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Originally Posted by KDaddy23

I sometimes like to mess with people and ask them that when they're watching porn, what are they really looking at: The girl... or the big dick being used on her? Oddly enough, most of the people I've put this question to say they're looking at the girl sucking dick or being fucked but, um, can't they also tell me anything I wanted to know about the dick in the equation, from the size and shape of it and even how much spunk came out of it?

Kinda makes you think, huh?

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I read this recent article in which they took a large group of "Straight" men and women. They showed a baseball player swinging a bat. They used a pupil locator to see where people were looking and they overlaid this information on a "heatmap".

The women almost exclusively looked at the baseball players face and upper chest. The men had split their gaze half between the face and half between the crotch.

Whether men look at other men's crotches to "size up the competition" or to check them out sexually, men are interested in other men's cocks way more than the general public thinks. Everything from watching a guy swing a baseball bat, to checking a guys bulge out on the beach or in a locker room, to sneaking a peak at the urinal.

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Originally Posted by nu2curious

Mmmm! That's what i wish I had , a safe clean and discreet regular guy for some regular playtime.

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i often think of this thread every morning when I am servicing my buddy, I happen to think that every like minded man should have a regular to service daily as I do. I have been servicing his cock for 2 years now and there are no signs it’s slowing down, in fact we have picked up the pace. We often play almost every morning, before work he comes over and we mutually share our cocks and cum. It’s not one sided, he loves sucking dick as well and I often whitewash his throat as he does mine. It’s comforting to know that my regular is safe and clean.

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Originally Posted by NJwood

while I enjoy her lavishing on his dick, it’s his cock that I’m more focused on. The size, shape, load. Mmmm

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Yes i admit it , I love watching a girl suck cock but I love watching the cock too! It's really the cock that gets me going, makes me think how that dick would feel in my mouth. Mmmmm!

I think that the "obsession" you speak of is quite common, it seems that for many on this forum they accept their bisexuality or start to experiment later in life. I use the word accept as I feel that deep down, most probably know in their teenage years or their twenties. Correct me if I'm wrong.

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Originally Posted by zbi73

I think that the "obsession" you speak of is quite common, it seems that for many on this forum they accept their bisexuality or start to experiment later in life. I use the word accept as I feel that deep down, most probably know in their teenage years or their twenties. Correct me if I'm wrong.

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I think you're spot on ! During my teenage years I loved jacking off with guys and it wasn't long before I'd get a hard on just anticipating the next event. Looking back I realize it was all those beautiful cocks I enjoyed watching as they spewed their cum, watching their balls tense and draw up close right before they ejaculated, it was wonderful.
It wasn't until much later in life I began thinking about it again and as you say " began accepting my bisexuality". Societal constructs prevent guys from admitting deeply held feelings , attractions to cock for example, it's really a shame because it also prevents us from enjoying those pleasures and being sexually complete. Today I'm completely comfortable admitting I find the male anatomy very appealing and I think forums such as these are helping guys everywhere to accept their sexuality.

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Originally Posted by zbi73

I think that the "obsession" you speak of is quite common, it seems that for many on this forum they accept their bisexuality or start to experiment later in life. I use the word accept as I feel that deep down, most probably know in their teenage years or their twenties. Correct me if I'm wrong.

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I think you’re right. I did some innocent playing around at about age 12, but then I also remember being felt up by my priest at a sleepover and I pushed him away - shocked! And in college I had several gay friends, and remember one party in particular when the thing to do was for he straight guys to have their one and only gay experience. I was approached by several friends but didn’t go for it.

in other words, when I “discovered” my bi side later in life it was no surprise to me at all. Some regret, of course, because some of my college friends were good looking! But I was better able to embrace my sexuality in my 50s. I might have been a horrible closet case if I had done so in my teens or 20s.

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Originally Posted by Neonaught

It's taken me years but I have managed to develop a small circle of regulars. Most of them are closeted bi married guys and they are always hungry for man to man time. About half are married to gals who lose all interest in sex. What the hell is wrong with all these women??? My wife is not like that but she just can't keep up with my roaring sex drive and is happy I have other outlets. I guess I am really lucky in that reguard.

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Thats the whole thing, sometimes it takes years to cultivate a like minded circle of friends who accommodate our sexual wants and needs. Being a total cock whore I have made some select friends who I enjoy often. What is surprising is all of them and there are 4 all love to suck my cock as well. We often enjoy messy 69ing, getting our throats creamed , I have 2 friends who often take me anallly which I absolutely love.

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Originally Posted by Flypaper

I think you’re right. I did some innocent playing around at about age 12, but then I also remember being felt up by my priest at a sleepover and I pushed him away - shocked! And in college I had several gay friends, and remember one party in particular when the thing to do was for he straight guys to have their one and only gay experience. I was approached by several friends but didn’t go for it.

in other words, when I “discovered” my bi side later in life it was no surprise to me at all. Some regret, of course, because some of my college friends were good looking! But I was better able to embrace my sexuality in my 50s. I might have been a horrible closet case if I had done so in my teens or 20s.

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When I look back it's now very easy to see, all the signs were there but yes, acceptance isn't as easy for males as it is for females. So much for equality. I'm so glad I eventually faced facts and accepted it and I do wish I had done so earlier, perhaps in my thirties but I don't think society nor I was ready for it in my twenties and society still isn't now that I'm in my forties. I guess I needed time to mature but I feel far more happier being bisexual than I ever did being confused or living in denial (straight) even though I'm still in the closet because I'm not lying to myself :)

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Originally Posted by nu2curious

I think you're spot on ! During my teenage years I loved jacking off with guys and it wasn't long before I'd get a hard on just anticipating the next event. Looking back I realize it was all those beautiful cocks I enjoyed watching as they spewed their cum, watching their balls tense and draw up close right before they ejaculated, it was wonderful.
It wasn't until much later in life I began thinking about it again and as you say " began accepting my bisexuality". Societal constructs prevent guys from admitting deeply held feelings , attractions to cock for example, it's really a shame because it also prevents us from enjoying those pleasures and being sexually complete. Today I'm completely comfortable admitting I find the male anatomy very appealing and I think forums such as these are helping guys everywhere to accept their sexuality.

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I never had the opportunity growing up. I wished I did but in all honesty I probably wouldn't have. I would've been too ashamed and the fear of being outed would've been too hard to overcome. I guess now in my forties it may not come too much of a surprise to some. Coming out is eventually on the cards, but it's on my terms.

I am the same, I'm comfortable admitting that I like cock, I have always found it arousing and always will. I was originally on Shy Bi Guys (zzzzzz) but never commented. I lurked like so many on here, I was shy but as I grew more comfortable I too realised that I could hopefully help someone who struggled with their sexuality like I did for 30 years. I'm not experienced, I'm not out so all I can talk about is what I went through but if that helps just one person....

I've been sucking cock for about a year and can't get enough...yes I have a cock obsession.

About 4 years ago I started seriously sucking cock again...have sucked well over 50+ since then and swallowed well over 100+ loads...would suck every day if I could...yes I'm obsessed

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Originally Posted by KDaddy23

I sometimes like to mess with people and ask them that when they're watching porn, what are they really looking at: The girl... or the big dick being used on her? Oddly enough, most of the people I've put this question to say they're looking at the girl sucking dick or being fucked but, um, can't they also tell me anything I wanted to know about the dick in the equation, from the size and shape of it and even how much spunk came out of it?

Kinda makes you think, huh?

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I mostly look at the cock wishing I was the girl who is sucking the cock.

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Originally Posted by Chester1954

I mostly look at the cock wishing I was the girl who is sucking the cock.

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Neat summation. I'm pretty much the same way, although I do admire the hell out of the woman's body, too!