meteast chick
Apr 3, 2006, 7:33 AM
I open my arms and invite you all to visit my MySpace. www.myspace.com/rachelle77. Check out my last blog. It speaks volumes. Many things have come to pass recently, and my many many many thanks go out to all of you for your support. It means more to me than any of you realize.
In short, for you that knew that my marriage was on the rocks...well...it's finished now. I think partly in thanks to you, I have overcome many obstacles and tried to face this without fear of failure or absence. We knew a long time ago that there were problems, but like many people, we let those problems go the byway. I don't think it was conscious choice, but hindsight is 20/20. I've known I was bisexual since I was...oh...about 15. I'm starting to believe it may be more than that, but I'm not sure how far it goes. I can tell you for sure that the process has begun and my husband has been more than civil to me. He's actually been nice. It's hard to know that I've hurt him. He lived this blindly and feels somehow blindsighted. But he knows this is nothing new. So I encourage you to send him words of comfort...he is meteast husb. We both need it actually. We'll be fine...eventually, but this time is simply timultuous. Eventually all will be dandy with the world once again.
My many thanks to the MANY of you who extended us your hand of friendship during this troubling time. I couldn't begin to name you individually. You know who you are. My only wish is that I be nearer to thee.
P.S. I came out to my mom and my best friend this week with surprisingly supportive results!!! Whew!!!
luv and kisses,
xoxoxoxoxo
meteast chick
In short, for you that knew that my marriage was on the rocks...well...it's finished now. I think partly in thanks to you, I have overcome many obstacles and tried to face this without fear of failure or absence. We knew a long time ago that there were problems, but like many people, we let those problems go the byway. I don't think it was conscious choice, but hindsight is 20/20. I've known I was bisexual since I was...oh...about 15. I'm starting to believe it may be more than that, but I'm not sure how far it goes. I can tell you for sure that the process has begun and my husband has been more than civil to me. He's actually been nice. It's hard to know that I've hurt him. He lived this blindly and feels somehow blindsighted. But he knows this is nothing new. So I encourage you to send him words of comfort...he is meteast husb. We both need it actually. We'll be fine...eventually, but this time is simply timultuous. Eventually all will be dandy with the world once again.
My many thanks to the MANY of you who extended us your hand of friendship during this troubling time. I couldn't begin to name you individually. You know who you are. My only wish is that I be nearer to thee.
P.S. I came out to my mom and my best friend this week with surprisingly supportive results!!! Whew!!!
luv and kisses,
xoxoxoxoxo
meteast chick