kellym
Dec 8, 2009, 7:55 AM
I AM A MOTHER OFF 2,I FOUND OUT MY PARTNER WAS ON CHAT ROOMS RECENTLY,ONLY LAST NIGHT I FOUND OUT IT'S NOT WOMEN HE'S MESSING AROUND WITH,IT'S MEN.HE POSTED A MESSAGE ON THE GAY CHAT ROOM ASKING FOR OLDER MEN ONLY(HE'S 28)I PRETENDED TO BE THIS MAN AND COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HE WAS SAYING BACK TO ME,ASKING IF I WANTED HIM TO DRESS UP AND PLEASE ME,THE OLDER THE BETTER AND WORSE STILL AFTER ONLY 3 MESSAGES ASKING IF I WAS UP FOR MEETING HIM.(HE NEVER FOLLOWED THROUGH WITH IT THOUGH)I FEEL SICK,I ASKED HIM VERY CALMLY LAST NIGHT WHEN HE GOT IN WHAT HE WAS DOING AND THAT IN-FACT I WAS THIS MADE-UP MAN HE WAS TALKING TOO,HE JUST WENT VERY QIUET,DENIED IT THEN ADMITTED IT SAYING THAT FOR THE PAST YEAR HE THOUGHT HE HAD SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR OTHER MEN,THAT HE HADN'T MET UP WITH OR DONE ANYTHING WITH ANY MEN,HE WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HIS FEELINGS WERE,HE SAYS THE DRESSING UP THING AND OLDER MEN WAS JUST MADE-UP?I WANT TO WORK THIS OUT,I LOVE HIM AND WANT US TO STAY TOGETHER,HE SAYS NOW THAT ME FINDING OUT HAS SORTED HIM OUT AND HE HAS NO FEELINGS FOR MEN ANYMORE(IS IT AS SIMPLE AS THAT?!CAN IT JUST 'GO AWAY'?.....I REALLY DON'T KNOW...ALL HE SAYS IT THAT ITS ME HE LOVES AND HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME FOREVER,HAVE MORE KIDS....I DON'T DOUBT HE LOVES ME,MY HEADS IN BITS,PLEASE CAN I HAVE GENUINE ADVICE AND THOUGHTS AS I AM HEARTBROKEEN AND IF IT WASN'T FOR MY KIDS I WOULD JUST CURL UP AND DIE