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Stargazer1417
Aug 3, 2009, 6:33 PM
Maybe I'm just horny... but I've been having some amazing dreams as of late. Last night was the best so far... this gorgeous woman, slim but curvy with long straight dark hair, is for some reason just so into me and... well at the risk of being entirely too graphic I'll just sum it up by saying it was fantastic.

I mention that to get to this...

perhaps its just me but sometimes I'm not sure what I want. I mean, I am absolutely attracted to women... I've thought of women more than men for quite some time, and find myself less and less attracted to my husband, just because I want a woman so badly right now. We have a son, and I certainly don't want to damage my family, but at the same time I can't shake the feeling that I want a relationship (not just random sex or even a 3 way with my husband) with a beautiful woman. Any suggestions on this? Am I totally wrong? How can I get what I want without messing up my family?

Any thoughts are appreciated. Thanks!