temjintorres
Jul 18, 2009, 12:05 AM
like the title says i came out, and i have to say it was the most liberating experience of my life. i was giddy, i was excited i was nervous... it was like the most roller coaster football match compressed into a minute, between coming out and waiting for a response. i was super nervous, but i reckoned i'd do it because i felt i was ready, and that it was eating me up inside living a lie! i mean i'm mostly interested in women, but ever since i went to this all boys school when i was 13, and in the showers you had to shower naked, and i got a good luck at this one guys balls, and they were the most magnificent set that i'd ever seen! i justed wanted to do things to them! i got rock hard in an instant, and had to run to the toilet hiding it! ever since then the feelings haven't stopped and my fantasies are getting... well more intense is the word i'd use:bigrin:. i've had 'relations' ,lol, with girls (still a virgin) but still yearn for men, so six years on, i finally came out once i'd really settled on the idea that i'm bi. i told a good friend, who i'd always found open-minded and supportive, and i got an open-minded and supportive response:) which has filled me with confidence. so i'd recommend the same idea to anyone wanting to come out. i'm thinking of doing it to a member of family, but not yet there yet. yeah, that's my story!