View Full Version : Regrets
KillNillvol33
May 27, 2009, 2:06 AM
5 years ago to this day, i was at a friends house party. A fellow classmate and soccer teamate was also invited to this party. Oh, let me also mention that it's my senior year in high school. This particular girl had certain attributes that made me think she would be BI, but i never said it out loud for fear of embarassing her or myself if she wasnt. I wasn't OUT myself at the time. So the girl and i ended up staying over my friends house, we're all in the same room, im with her in one bed and my friend is over on the other side. All of sudden im getting felt up by the girl :eek:, my friend is already asleep, and i did nothing more than push her hand away. I was in shock and in my friends room. What was I supposed to do? So recently i told my(str8t) friend about that night and she laughs to tell me "Dude, i wouldn't have cared if you did it at my house, i would've slept somewhere else." :banghead: Would anyone else have gone all the way? And what's your story if you have one? :bipride:
Cherokee_Mountaincat
May 29, 2009, 9:04 PM
That greatly depemds. Were you hesitant because of your friend on the other side of the bed, or because you werent sure about being Bi yet? You couldve always gotten down on the floor ya know! lol
Bad Cat
biguy3113
May 29, 2009, 9:20 PM
I had a good griend through high school and we still talk to this day. I have always wanted to grab him and go to town but never had the balls for fear of rejection and the other negative outcomes. I was not out to anyone then and now I am to only a few. I still think about what could have happened.....
bicuriousguy married
May 29, 2009, 9:39 PM
This is strange i was just about to wright a long story about the regret iv had not acting on a crush i had with a boy at high school, i was also not out and im still not. (ill wright it all when i have more time).
But if that had happened to me with him i would definitely have acted on it.
I so wanted that sort of thing to happen, especially as the main reason i did not make my feelings known was the fear of rejection and the dread of being found out and being labeled GAY:eek:.
So if he was making the first move the least i would have done was to let him know i was very interested and invite him to touch me up at a more convenient time and place.:)
What a wasted opportunity..you silly girl:rolleyes:
Still we've all been there and as someone said .. I always regret the things i havent done, not the things i have done.:(
TaylorMade
May 30, 2009, 11:50 PM
She was known to be easy and bi. I remember riding the elevator with her and her wrapping her arms around me. I could feel myself get wet and my clit harden and hurt.
I remember asking her to give me a ride home.
And then I remember my friend asking for a ride too. I even saw her tits. She let me keep her bra. I really wish I had the balls to say, "Sam, can you leave the room, please?" I just didn't have the balls to ask for what I wanted.
Hate myself for it to this day.
*Taylor*
genera101.2
May 31, 2009, 7:00 AM
Taylor don’t hate yourself, we all have those moments and I’ve had several with men and women. I guess the ones I regretted the most was not going further with my male friends when I was younger too but most of those incidents were them not wanting or receiving my advances.
KillNillvol33
Jun 4, 2009, 3:15 AM
This is strange i was just about to wright a long story about the regret iv had not acting on a crush i had with a boy at high school, i was also not out and im still not. (ill wright it all when i have more time).
But if that had happened to me with him i would definitely have acted on it.
I so wanted that sort of thing to happen, especially as the main reason i did not make my feelings known was the fear of rejection and the dread of being found out and being labeled GAY:eek:.
So if he was making the first move the least i would have done was to let him know i was very interested and invite him to touch me up at a more convenient time and place.:)
What a wasted opportunity..you silly girl:rolleyes:
Still we've all been there and as someone said .. I always regret the things i havent done, not the things i have done.:(
Thanks for the comment. And what a silly girl i truly am. LOL
KillNillvol33
Jun 4, 2009, 3:31 AM
That greatly depemds. Were you hesitant because of your friend on the other side of the bed, or because you werent sure about being Bi yet? You couldve always gotten down on the floor ya know! lol
Bad Cat
I was more hesitant that my friend was in the same room. As for getting on the floor, that idea just didn't come to mind.:banghead: LOL.