jellyfish
Mar 11, 2009, 6:31 PM
me again... :)
I just wondered, i don't think i've ever been in love, but i seem to fall very quickly for girls rather than guys, like i think i'm more sexually attracted to females... eg the first situation was when i fell for a girl i had been talking to for a while-it was a long time and a really great friendship and although she wasn't bisexual/gay i was physically attracted to her and we had loads in common and i found that i had a lot more emotional type feelings for her than i did for my boyfriend? like i would worry about her and look forward to speaking to her etc etc
If this is making any sense to anyone and you can keep up with my random thoughts... i don't know whether this is because the girls i'm falling for i feel more emotionally attached too because either i know i can't have them (because they're straight?) or i am maybe more bisexual or whatever than i thought, or its just because females do have a more emotional deeper understanding than maybe guys do? hmm i think i'm just confusing myself here...i'm just trying to understand my own feelings because my heart like hurts everytime a fall for a girl and i seem to be more in love with the idea of being with a girl than a guy...?
Can someone also tell me appart from the obvious what is different about being with a girl than a guy? (i haven't had any experiences with a girl as yet) and i don't mean anything like sexual or anything just more the emotional side etc etc... Thanks!!!
I just wondered, i don't think i've ever been in love, but i seem to fall very quickly for girls rather than guys, like i think i'm more sexually attracted to females... eg the first situation was when i fell for a girl i had been talking to for a while-it was a long time and a really great friendship and although she wasn't bisexual/gay i was physically attracted to her and we had loads in common and i found that i had a lot more emotional type feelings for her than i did for my boyfriend? like i would worry about her and look forward to speaking to her etc etc
If this is making any sense to anyone and you can keep up with my random thoughts... i don't know whether this is because the girls i'm falling for i feel more emotionally attached too because either i know i can't have them (because they're straight?) or i am maybe more bisexual or whatever than i thought, or its just because females do have a more emotional deeper understanding than maybe guys do? hmm i think i'm just confusing myself here...i'm just trying to understand my own feelings because my heart like hurts everytime a fall for a girl and i seem to be more in love with the idea of being with a girl than a guy...?
Can someone also tell me appart from the obvious what is different about being with a girl than a guy? (i haven't had any experiences with a girl as yet) and i don't mean anything like sexual or anything just more the emotional side etc etc... Thanks!!!