BrettMaverick
Feb 3, 2009, 12:45 AM
I don't know about you but I for one am tired of having other people tell me what bisexuality is. It seems to me that the very people who are trying to label me and tell me exactly what I am don't have a clue, let alone have ANY EXPERIENCE! I will attempt to explain what being Bi is to me. Once again this is only how I feel, I do not expect other to agree with my views. First of all I am NOT GAY!!! I am NOT PARTIALY GAY! I am not on the journey to becoming GAY! Finally I am NOT IN DENIAL about being GAY! Further more if you are GAY this is not intended in any way to put you down. I have no intention of tolerating you. Toleration is another way of saying I DO NOT APPROVE, but I will put up with it. Your lifestyle is simply that, YOURS, if you are happy then great!
At the age of 18 I went to a dirty book store to watch the movie's and masturbate only to be seduced by a man. It was one of the best blow jobs I had ever had. From that point on I new I was different. I was young and did not know what being gay or bisexual was. I had only lost my virginity to a girl some 6 months before. I spent the next 15 years wondering why I would sometimes masturbate to the thoughts of that day. Then I spent the next 5 years wishing my wife would let me have sex with a man but was afraid to tell her how I really felt. The marriage failed, not due to bisexuality but due to money problems. A year later I found the girl of my dreams. Sex was beyond fantastic and still is. After a year together she told me that she was attracted to females. All I could think was holy shit what a catch! (I know I'm a Pig) but even then I could not tell her how I felt, I wasn't even sure how I felt myself. About 6 months later we had our first threesome MFF. Yes is was EVERYTHING I had hoped for. The next day we talked about the night before. We talked a lot! She told me that she was attracted to women physically, and emotionally. The physical part I understood, the emotionally part I did not, but it did not bother me. I told her that it did not matter to me that she liked women, in fact I liked the idea. I asked her what she thought about two men together and she said, who cares as long as it feels good. BINGO! Now I understood! I got the physical part, the feel good part, and I think I understand the emotional part as well. Women in general do not FUCK for the sake of sex, I know some do but even then not as a general rule. Men on the other hand give way to the baser instincts of if it feels good then do it. Women because they are women need an emotional connection more than men. Men on the other hand just want to feel good. Emotions come later if at all. (Yes, once again I know I am a PIG). If there was a subtle way to say this I would. I have never looked at a man and said "Damn if I can't have him I don't want anyone"! Simply put I do not think men are attractive. Fortunately for men many women find us quite attractive. I am sure it is a form of brain damage, but that is another subject completely. That does not mean that I do not desire sex with men on occasion, I DO! What I have found is though I prefer women hands down, there are times that I want to have sex with a man. It is sex just for the sake of sex. A man offers things a woman can not. No emotional connection, a great blow job, they can cum in your mouth, and anal sex lets a man experience an orgasm of a kind that can not be experienced any other way. I love women, all women. You all are the best thing that has EVER happened on this planet. You keep us warm at night, you cook, clean, bear our children, and love our sorry ass in spite of all our faults and most of all when we show our love for you, it is returned 10 fold. Truly you deserve to be put on a pedestal! Men you are all as ugly as me, but damn you can be fun! That to me is what being bi is all about. No judging, No trying to figure anything out, no labels, just having fun and enjoying each other.
At the age of 18 I went to a dirty book store to watch the movie's and masturbate only to be seduced by a man. It was one of the best blow jobs I had ever had. From that point on I new I was different. I was young and did not know what being gay or bisexual was. I had only lost my virginity to a girl some 6 months before. I spent the next 15 years wondering why I would sometimes masturbate to the thoughts of that day. Then I spent the next 5 years wishing my wife would let me have sex with a man but was afraid to tell her how I really felt. The marriage failed, not due to bisexuality but due to money problems. A year later I found the girl of my dreams. Sex was beyond fantastic and still is. After a year together she told me that she was attracted to females. All I could think was holy shit what a catch! (I know I'm a Pig) but even then I could not tell her how I felt, I wasn't even sure how I felt myself. About 6 months later we had our first threesome MFF. Yes is was EVERYTHING I had hoped for. The next day we talked about the night before. We talked a lot! She told me that she was attracted to women physically, and emotionally. The physical part I understood, the emotionally part I did not, but it did not bother me. I told her that it did not matter to me that she liked women, in fact I liked the idea. I asked her what she thought about two men together and she said, who cares as long as it feels good. BINGO! Now I understood! I got the physical part, the feel good part, and I think I understand the emotional part as well. Women in general do not FUCK for the sake of sex, I know some do but even then not as a general rule. Men on the other hand give way to the baser instincts of if it feels good then do it. Women because they are women need an emotional connection more than men. Men on the other hand just want to feel good. Emotions come later if at all. (Yes, once again I know I am a PIG). If there was a subtle way to say this I would. I have never looked at a man and said "Damn if I can't have him I don't want anyone"! Simply put I do not think men are attractive. Fortunately for men many women find us quite attractive. I am sure it is a form of brain damage, but that is another subject completely. That does not mean that I do not desire sex with men on occasion, I DO! What I have found is though I prefer women hands down, there are times that I want to have sex with a man. It is sex just for the sake of sex. A man offers things a woman can not. No emotional connection, a great blow job, they can cum in your mouth, and anal sex lets a man experience an orgasm of a kind that can not be experienced any other way. I love women, all women. You all are the best thing that has EVER happened on this planet. You keep us warm at night, you cook, clean, bear our children, and love our sorry ass in spite of all our faults and most of all when we show our love for you, it is returned 10 fold. Truly you deserve to be put on a pedestal! Men you are all as ugly as me, but damn you can be fun! That to me is what being bi is all about. No judging, No trying to figure anything out, no labels, just having fun and enjoying each other.