GreenEyedLady(GEL)
May 25, 2008, 2:21 AM
Hello All !
I just wanted to tell you all hello and that I miss you all very much. I feel like i've been swept up in a whirl wind lately. My life has changed so fast and so drastically this past month, and its so much more busier than i'm used to. My sweet Jill ....I have to say that having gawked at this woman from across the water every time she cut the grass for the past 2 and half years and now her living with me is freaking unreal to me. Infact her and I were just talking about that today, she asks me if I still find the idea of her living with me was still really different for me. Like if its some crazy dream and were about to wake up. I basically told her to pinch me because its unreal. I'm in love. From the depths of my heart I know it. I've had past relationships where my heart has pitter pattered when she/he enters the room, but I've never felt like I couldnt stand to be apart from them. And from the sounds of it, neither has Jill. She's definitely a permanant fixture in my life. We clicked. Pretty much instantly once we actually started talking and not that polite wave when were both out with our dogs ( which I found was her plan of attack to see me when she could. :) ). Speaking of her "home " across the water ( its a canal really ) is where the "family" lives. Basically Jill had been living a poly life, and in a million years I never would have guessed that. She was only with Dave, the husband , and not the wife. About 9 years ago she and Dave became attracted to one another and Dave immdiately shared this with his wife, and she said " if your going to be with her she is moving in with us. " 9-10 years later they reamian in the relationship, and Jill wanting out. She believes she's always been more attracted to women, but had the same struggles most of us had/has. Lucky for me she now believes shes lesbian. :) Ultimately Jill is out of the house and now with me, and yes you guessed it, were always under surveilence from across the water lol. Yes were moving !!! Tho im reluctant , pretty much because my home here kicks ass and I love it so much, I dont really want to move. But I will, we will be within the next month or two. She blows my mind folksies.
Sooooooo. With that, im just not here as much, which is why im writing. I miss you all. I have some super fucking close friends here, and believe me when I tell you that be it as may, most of us havnt met in person, but we've grown wonderfully close, you are in my heart, and I do think of some of you quite often. I think Jill will enjoy the forums once she remembers a place like this exsists lol She SO NOT a chatter. Crazy, I thought everyone on this planet with the means, has chatted lol Not to mention id feel weird chatting in front of her right now anyway. I don't think alot of nonchatters get how attatched us chatters get to one another. But then again shes extremely open minded and super fun !!! I think enventually she might be interested in becoming more involved with me on this. We took a monster step moving in together, now its baby steps getting to know one another. The best part in my book. She's crazing inlove with music as I am so were usally jamming out to our favorite music ( folk / indie rock ) and through her I've learned 50 cent isnt half bad lol She is a Beatles nut as well as Led Zep head. Crazy cool lady indeedy. So.....hence my absence, but im having fun ! Miss you all !
Love,
Lynn Anne
I just wanted to tell you all hello and that I miss you all very much. I feel like i've been swept up in a whirl wind lately. My life has changed so fast and so drastically this past month, and its so much more busier than i'm used to. My sweet Jill ....I have to say that having gawked at this woman from across the water every time she cut the grass for the past 2 and half years and now her living with me is freaking unreal to me. Infact her and I were just talking about that today, she asks me if I still find the idea of her living with me was still really different for me. Like if its some crazy dream and were about to wake up. I basically told her to pinch me because its unreal. I'm in love. From the depths of my heart I know it. I've had past relationships where my heart has pitter pattered when she/he enters the room, but I've never felt like I couldnt stand to be apart from them. And from the sounds of it, neither has Jill. She's definitely a permanant fixture in my life. We clicked. Pretty much instantly once we actually started talking and not that polite wave when were both out with our dogs ( which I found was her plan of attack to see me when she could. :) ). Speaking of her "home " across the water ( its a canal really ) is where the "family" lives. Basically Jill had been living a poly life, and in a million years I never would have guessed that. She was only with Dave, the husband , and not the wife. About 9 years ago she and Dave became attracted to one another and Dave immdiately shared this with his wife, and she said " if your going to be with her she is moving in with us. " 9-10 years later they reamian in the relationship, and Jill wanting out. She believes she's always been more attracted to women, but had the same struggles most of us had/has. Lucky for me she now believes shes lesbian. :) Ultimately Jill is out of the house and now with me, and yes you guessed it, were always under surveilence from across the water lol. Yes were moving !!! Tho im reluctant , pretty much because my home here kicks ass and I love it so much, I dont really want to move. But I will, we will be within the next month or two. She blows my mind folksies.
Sooooooo. With that, im just not here as much, which is why im writing. I miss you all. I have some super fucking close friends here, and believe me when I tell you that be it as may, most of us havnt met in person, but we've grown wonderfully close, you are in my heart, and I do think of some of you quite often. I think Jill will enjoy the forums once she remembers a place like this exsists lol She SO NOT a chatter. Crazy, I thought everyone on this planet with the means, has chatted lol Not to mention id feel weird chatting in front of her right now anyway. I don't think alot of nonchatters get how attatched us chatters get to one another. But then again shes extremely open minded and super fun !!! I think enventually she might be interested in becoming more involved with me on this. We took a monster step moving in together, now its baby steps getting to know one another. The best part in my book. She's crazing inlove with music as I am so were usally jamming out to our favorite music ( folk / indie rock ) and through her I've learned 50 cent isnt half bad lol She is a Beatles nut as well as Led Zep head. Crazy cool lady indeedy. So.....hence my absence, but im having fun ! Miss you all !
Love,
Lynn Anne