roger_redwood
Oct 5, 2007, 1:00 PM
I'm repeating the original premise of my post so that my additional comments make sense to the reader...
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The kind of Bi situation I fantasize about involves me with a male & female couple. I want to play the role of never having sucked a cock before and being reluctant to suck a cock the first time.
I want the female to coax me, show me, teach me and perhaps fool me into or gently force me to take a taste, wipe it accross my lips and gradually encourage me to take a hard cock in my mouth.
I'm convinced that once I get a taste of it, I'll do it with gusto. Once I've gotten it into my mouth, I want to be called a cocksucker. I'm not sure about taking a load of cum, but I'll have to cross that bridge when I come to it.
The one constant in my fantasy is that the woman instigate the action, with me initially being the unwilling participant.
Am I Bi?
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Here is a summary of my "Near-Bi" encounters in trying to become a cocksucker. These occurred over a time span of 20 years and some date back to when aids was not an issue.
First Experience:
I met a couple in Brooklyn, NY, who had placed an ad in a local swingers newspaper. They wanted to play and I went to their apartment to meet them. We wasted no time in getting undressed and she pulled me on top of her in the classic missionary position. I lapped at her pussy for a while, until she wanted a finger up her ass, so I accommodated her.
While I was doing that, her boyfriend positioned himself over her head, facing me and she went to work sucking his balls. At her beckoning, I stuck my cock into her very tight pussy and began stroking her. She pulled me up to her face and indicated she wanted me to suck her boyfriend’s cock. Unfortunately he was very small and as soft as a piece of wet macaroni and though I did it while I pounded her, it was wholly unsatisfying and I don’t really consider it sucking a cock.
Second Experience:
I met a couple who offered their services to me on a paid basis in their pad in Manhattan, NY. I fondled her a bit and fucked her with her partner present. He didn’t offer to participate, but since he was close, I motioned in the direction of his cock and she said to help myself.
While his cock was larger then my previous experience, again it was flaccid. I don’t think he was into it, but let me do it to earn their fee. Again, it was disappointing and I’ve discounted the experience and continued my search to become a cocksucker.
Third Experience:
I visited a Nudist Camp in New Jersey, just to see what was up. Nothing at all happened for most of the day, until I was approached by a nice looking woman while watching the titties and cocks bounce at a volley ball game. She asked if I would like to join her husband and her back at their tent.
I was so excited I had to cover my cock with a towel while we walked back to their tent. Once inside, she and I laid down on a mattress, while her husband sat on a nearby stool playing with his cock. She wasted no time in whipping my towel off and diving on my cock and sucking vigorously.
We fucked while her husband maneuvered around to stick his cock in her mouth, while I pounded away. There it was right I front of my face: a hard cock I could have sucked. I couldn’t bring myself to move on it and I got no encouragement from either her or him. I consider this a lost opportunity to become a cocksucker.
Fourth Experience:
While visiting Los Angeles, CA, I found a swinger’s party and got myself an invite. Clothing was optional and I wasted no time getting rid of mine to show off my own big cock.
I met a couple with a rugged looking guy with a beautiful wife. I didn’t know how to approach them, but I didn’t have to wait long. While she was in the powder room, he suggested I compliment her on her dress and suggest we go to a private room. I did this and in no time, she was sucking my cock while telling her husband how big it was.
He moved right in and she began feeding him some of my cock. He sucked vigorously. After while she wanted some attention so I took a turn eating her pussy then moved up to stick my cock in her while she sucked her husband’s cock. There it was again, not 3 inches from my face. A hard cock that I’m sure they would have let me suck, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask and there was no encouragement. This was another lost opportunity to become a cocksucker.
Fifth Experience:
I found a private beach in Southport, CT, where you can doff your clothes and sun bathe or take a swim. As I found out there is some cruising that goes on here. I found a suitable rock formation, got comfortable and naked.
While I prefer a MMF situation, I encountered a guy who was nude and sunning himself on the rocks nearby. He didn’t say anything at first, but he was sporting a beautiful hard cock, very much like my own. Finally I asked him if he was into sucking cock and he regrettably said no. He surprised me by telling me he was into taking it up the ass. Well, that was beyond my fantasy, but we wound up sitting together and stroking each other’s cock.
I loved the feel of his hard cock and enjoyed the experience. There was a woman in the low surf who kept stealing glances which I found rather exciting. We were both dripping prodigious amounts of pre-cum and we finally jerked each other off. I never got his name or how to contact him, but I felt that with him it was strictly a MM thing. Not what I was interested in. But, I regret not taking the opportunity to suck his cock. If only the girl in the surf had joined us. I fantasize about that frequently while pleasuring myself. There went another opportunity to become a cocksucker (but the MM thing rather then MMF was an issue for me).
Sixth Experience:
I met one final couple who ran an ad and met them in their home in the suburbs of Connecticut. We got naked and engaged in some foreplay, which resulted in the guy sucking my cock. However the main event was a double penetration for her. It was quite an experience feeling another cock sliding next to mine inside her vagina. I don’t know whether we were both actually in her vagina or if he was up her ass, but the sensation resulted in a forceful orgasm that pretty much ended the night. As we recapped the experience, he asked me if I enjoyed myself and was he too bi. I mumbled no, but lacked the courage to tell him I wanted to suck his cock. If I could have told them or if they picked up on it, I would have had my opportunity. Again, I missed an opportunity to become a cocksucker.
And there you have it. Those are the sum total of my experiences.
The lesson I learned from all of this is to share my fantasies with the next potential partners to be sure that they understand what my fantasies are at the outset and that they offer the encouragement, or maybe some insistence that I become a cocksucker.
And of course in today's environment I need to be very choosy about the couple I choose with respect to health related issues, because sucking a cock with a rubber on it isn't too inviting.
Feedback is welcome...
Roger
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The kind of Bi situation I fantasize about involves me with a male & female couple. I want to play the role of never having sucked a cock before and being reluctant to suck a cock the first time.
I want the female to coax me, show me, teach me and perhaps fool me into or gently force me to take a taste, wipe it accross my lips and gradually encourage me to take a hard cock in my mouth.
I'm convinced that once I get a taste of it, I'll do it with gusto. Once I've gotten it into my mouth, I want to be called a cocksucker. I'm not sure about taking a load of cum, but I'll have to cross that bridge when I come to it.
The one constant in my fantasy is that the woman instigate the action, with me initially being the unwilling participant.
Am I Bi?
--------------------------------------------
Here is a summary of my "Near-Bi" encounters in trying to become a cocksucker. These occurred over a time span of 20 years and some date back to when aids was not an issue.
First Experience:
I met a couple in Brooklyn, NY, who had placed an ad in a local swingers newspaper. They wanted to play and I went to their apartment to meet them. We wasted no time in getting undressed and she pulled me on top of her in the classic missionary position. I lapped at her pussy for a while, until she wanted a finger up her ass, so I accommodated her.
While I was doing that, her boyfriend positioned himself over her head, facing me and she went to work sucking his balls. At her beckoning, I stuck my cock into her very tight pussy and began stroking her. She pulled me up to her face and indicated she wanted me to suck her boyfriend’s cock. Unfortunately he was very small and as soft as a piece of wet macaroni and though I did it while I pounded her, it was wholly unsatisfying and I don’t really consider it sucking a cock.
Second Experience:
I met a couple who offered their services to me on a paid basis in their pad in Manhattan, NY. I fondled her a bit and fucked her with her partner present. He didn’t offer to participate, but since he was close, I motioned in the direction of his cock and she said to help myself.
While his cock was larger then my previous experience, again it was flaccid. I don’t think he was into it, but let me do it to earn their fee. Again, it was disappointing and I’ve discounted the experience and continued my search to become a cocksucker.
Third Experience:
I visited a Nudist Camp in New Jersey, just to see what was up. Nothing at all happened for most of the day, until I was approached by a nice looking woman while watching the titties and cocks bounce at a volley ball game. She asked if I would like to join her husband and her back at their tent.
I was so excited I had to cover my cock with a towel while we walked back to their tent. Once inside, she and I laid down on a mattress, while her husband sat on a nearby stool playing with his cock. She wasted no time in whipping my towel off and diving on my cock and sucking vigorously.
We fucked while her husband maneuvered around to stick his cock in her mouth, while I pounded away. There it was right I front of my face: a hard cock I could have sucked. I couldn’t bring myself to move on it and I got no encouragement from either her or him. I consider this a lost opportunity to become a cocksucker.
Fourth Experience:
While visiting Los Angeles, CA, I found a swinger’s party and got myself an invite. Clothing was optional and I wasted no time getting rid of mine to show off my own big cock.
I met a couple with a rugged looking guy with a beautiful wife. I didn’t know how to approach them, but I didn’t have to wait long. While she was in the powder room, he suggested I compliment her on her dress and suggest we go to a private room. I did this and in no time, she was sucking my cock while telling her husband how big it was.
He moved right in and she began feeding him some of my cock. He sucked vigorously. After while she wanted some attention so I took a turn eating her pussy then moved up to stick my cock in her while she sucked her husband’s cock. There it was again, not 3 inches from my face. A hard cock that I’m sure they would have let me suck, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask and there was no encouragement. This was another lost opportunity to become a cocksucker.
Fifth Experience:
I found a private beach in Southport, CT, where you can doff your clothes and sun bathe or take a swim. As I found out there is some cruising that goes on here. I found a suitable rock formation, got comfortable and naked.
While I prefer a MMF situation, I encountered a guy who was nude and sunning himself on the rocks nearby. He didn’t say anything at first, but he was sporting a beautiful hard cock, very much like my own. Finally I asked him if he was into sucking cock and he regrettably said no. He surprised me by telling me he was into taking it up the ass. Well, that was beyond my fantasy, but we wound up sitting together and stroking each other’s cock.
I loved the feel of his hard cock and enjoyed the experience. There was a woman in the low surf who kept stealing glances which I found rather exciting. We were both dripping prodigious amounts of pre-cum and we finally jerked each other off. I never got his name or how to contact him, but I felt that with him it was strictly a MM thing. Not what I was interested in. But, I regret not taking the opportunity to suck his cock. If only the girl in the surf had joined us. I fantasize about that frequently while pleasuring myself. There went another opportunity to become a cocksucker (but the MM thing rather then MMF was an issue for me).
Sixth Experience:
I met one final couple who ran an ad and met them in their home in the suburbs of Connecticut. We got naked and engaged in some foreplay, which resulted in the guy sucking my cock. However the main event was a double penetration for her. It was quite an experience feeling another cock sliding next to mine inside her vagina. I don’t know whether we were both actually in her vagina or if he was up her ass, but the sensation resulted in a forceful orgasm that pretty much ended the night. As we recapped the experience, he asked me if I enjoyed myself and was he too bi. I mumbled no, but lacked the courage to tell him I wanted to suck his cock. If I could have told them or if they picked up on it, I would have had my opportunity. Again, I missed an opportunity to become a cocksucker.
And there you have it. Those are the sum total of my experiences.
The lesson I learned from all of this is to share my fantasies with the next potential partners to be sure that they understand what my fantasies are at the outset and that they offer the encouragement, or maybe some insistence that I become a cocksucker.
And of course in today's environment I need to be very choosy about the couple I choose with respect to health related issues, because sucking a cock with a rubber on it isn't too inviting.
Feedback is welcome...
Roger