Shamrock_115
Sep 17, 2007, 9:51 PM
If there was anywhere I could go to get advice, this would be the site to get it from.
So here's my dilemma:
I am trying to figure out where I stand in my orientation; straight or bi?? I know that I'm not gay, b/c I really like guys, but for most of my life I have felt some attraction to certain females, just never acting on it.
Long ago I felt like I was truly in love with my high school BFF, but I never tried anything or said anything for fear of losing a friend. I moved away after high school and thought that my feelings would go away, but they never did. I finally got the courage after 7 years to tell her how I felt and she politely rejected the idea, but not our friendship :) I was ok, b/c I thought this would probably never happen again.
Then, I met someone who is exactly like me, she shares so many of the same interests as I do and she has so many amazing qualities that I love about her...plus she is extremely beautiful. The feelings became even stonger when she became my roommate, but now that she is dating this guy who is a long time friend of mine, I find myself becoming jealous that she wants to spend all her free time with him and I can just tell she really likes him. I now can not spend any time around them b/c I just get sooo mad and she is becoming upset with me more and more b/c she doesn't understand why I'm so upset about their hooking up. I am afraid to tell her how I feel b/c again, I don't want to lose a friend and I also don't want an akward situation in our house. This is where I don't know if I genuinely like her or if I am an obsessed friend??
BTW, I just recently ended my 6 year relationship with my boyfriend b/c I really want to know where I stand and also if there is someone out there who is as crazy about me as I am them.
Please help, I am becoming so sad, jealous, lost, and pretty much everything else negative that a person can feel and I don't want to spend my life living that way.
So here's my dilemma:
I am trying to figure out where I stand in my orientation; straight or bi?? I know that I'm not gay, b/c I really like guys, but for most of my life I have felt some attraction to certain females, just never acting on it.
Long ago I felt like I was truly in love with my high school BFF, but I never tried anything or said anything for fear of losing a friend. I moved away after high school and thought that my feelings would go away, but they never did. I finally got the courage after 7 years to tell her how I felt and she politely rejected the idea, but not our friendship :) I was ok, b/c I thought this would probably never happen again.
Then, I met someone who is exactly like me, she shares so many of the same interests as I do and she has so many amazing qualities that I love about her...plus she is extremely beautiful. The feelings became even stonger when she became my roommate, but now that she is dating this guy who is a long time friend of mine, I find myself becoming jealous that she wants to spend all her free time with him and I can just tell she really likes him. I now can not spend any time around them b/c I just get sooo mad and she is becoming upset with me more and more b/c she doesn't understand why I'm so upset about their hooking up. I am afraid to tell her how I feel b/c again, I don't want to lose a friend and I also don't want an akward situation in our house. This is where I don't know if I genuinely like her or if I am an obsessed friend??
BTW, I just recently ended my 6 year relationship with my boyfriend b/c I really want to know where I stand and also if there is someone out there who is as crazy about me as I am them.
Please help, I am becoming so sad, jealous, lost, and pretty much everything else negative that a person can feel and I don't want to spend my life living that way.