amBiguiled
Jun 19, 2007, 8:01 PM
Ok... so... I need to ask something; i need some advice. Wait, let me start out with some background. I'm 26 and till recently, i was only with girls. And i was pretty much completely attracted to them sexually. I thought straight sex, and two girls, and girls masturbating was hot. But, within the last several months, i've been all about guys. I mean, thinking about girls used to be way hotter, but now thinking about guys is. I've always thought boys were good looking but I just never experimented with a one until recently. Now I'm full on confused because I think I'm more gay now, but I still want to mess with girls. Has anyone out there been through this? I mean, has your preference changed back and forth? I actually think I remember when I was way younger being more attracted to guys also, and then it switched to being more attracted girls for a long time, and now the guy thing is back. HELP!! My head hurts and I'm freakin out cause i've lived so straight for such a long time that I don't know if my friends can handle me coming out as bi or whatever. I mean, these are friends I've had since i was like 14 and when i bring up the topic jokingly, some laugh and say we wouldn't be friends and I can't tell if they're just continuing the joke or if they're serious. I guess ultimately I just don't feel like I can talk to anyone about this and I'm just curious if the preference thing bounces back and forth for anyone else because even the guy I'm with right now doesn't understand me.