kaillee
May 12, 2007, 12:27 PM
this seems silly but it bothers me and well, here i am.
i'm a 20 year old female, and while i consider myself straight, i have a crush/am in love with a straight girl my age whom i've known for about a year and a half.
it started last year when we were drunk at a club and kissed. a few months later the scenerio happened again.
there's always been sexual tension between us and we have great chemistry. we lost touch for a while but since about 3 weeks ago we've rapidly become better friends than we ever used to be. our friendship has developed in to one that also consists of us hanging out when we're sober (not that before we'd never hung out sober before but it consisted of us being with other people as well.)
now, when we go clubbing we're all over each other, and last week she told my friends and i at the club that i'm so sexy, i'm so cool, she wants to fuck me, that if she was lesbian i'd be her first choice and she asked me "we have an attraction between us, right?" . when we're clubbing i'd loooove to kiss her, but she's very adamant about us not kissing. i don't get it. we've done it before, and we've obviously got a thing.
also we talked about how she kissed some of her guy friends at the club but it didn't mean anything to her, and she had a huge smirk on her face when she asked me "how do you know what a kiss means?"
any insight as to why she doesn't want us to kiss anymore when we're drunk but she's still allllll over me and it's obvious we have a thing?
i'm a 20 year old female, and while i consider myself straight, i have a crush/am in love with a straight girl my age whom i've known for about a year and a half.
it started last year when we were drunk at a club and kissed. a few months later the scenerio happened again.
there's always been sexual tension between us and we have great chemistry. we lost touch for a while but since about 3 weeks ago we've rapidly become better friends than we ever used to be. our friendship has developed in to one that also consists of us hanging out when we're sober (not that before we'd never hung out sober before but it consisted of us being with other people as well.)
now, when we go clubbing we're all over each other, and last week she told my friends and i at the club that i'm so sexy, i'm so cool, she wants to fuck me, that if she was lesbian i'd be her first choice and she asked me "we have an attraction between us, right?" . when we're clubbing i'd loooove to kiss her, but she's very adamant about us not kissing. i don't get it. we've done it before, and we've obviously got a thing.
also we talked about how she kissed some of her guy friends at the club but it didn't mean anything to her, and she had a huge smirk on her face when she asked me "how do you know what a kiss means?"
any insight as to why she doesn't want us to kiss anymore when we're drunk but she's still allllll over me and it's obvious we have a thing?