ATM and I don't mean a cash machine

[biguycancun]

I'm lucky that my current lover and I are very compatible. He's slightly taller and larger, which means he can embrace me and cuddle me, which is no mean feet as I am 6'1" and weigh 200 lbs. He also likes me to dress, at least in heels and stockings and I like that too. We generally begin our playtimes with just some plain making out, with lots of kisses and hugs. Eventually this leads to some ass play and fingering and I'll end up sucking him hard, either on my knees or reclining with him on the bed. Sometimes he'll grab my head and force his cock down my throat, literally face fucking me. That's generally when my head goes into submissive mode. When he's ready he'll put me on my back with my legs over his shoulders and fuck me. I like this semi-missionary position, particularly because I can look at my long legs in black stockings and my feet in 4 inch heels. Sometimes we cum together, but if I haven't cum yet he'll pull out and suck me until I cum. Sounds like paradise, no? But here's the twist: Sometimes he wants me to suck him hard again. Now I am meticulous in how I clean myself to be ready for him, and I've licked his ass while playing, but my mind has trouble with taking the cock that's been buried in my ass back into my mouth. When he's face fucking me I take his entire length with his balls slapping my chin without a problem, even as he cums down my throat. But after he's cum in my ass and then puts it in my mouth, I gag, which is disappointing for both of us. Outside of seeing a shrink, anyone have any ideas on how to cope with this?

[19biman61]

I agree with you totally! I have no problem sucking a dick or rimming a guy that is clean. Once he sticks it into my ass I will not suck it until it is thoroughly washed. I don't care how much I've cleaned myself out, I can't help but think that there is still a trace of feces in there somewhere. Eating a creampie from my girlfriend's pussy is a different story. As soon as I cum in her I immediately go down on her. If another man cums in her I will suck him clean then go down on her and clean her pussy!

[KDaddy23]

I've sucked a guy's dick after it was in my ass... after he scrubbed off some skin washing it. I've seen porn where a guy's been all up in someone's ass and right into someone's mouth and, um, oh, fuck, no - I ain't sucking that motherfucker until it get bleached and irradiated and I don't care how much money I'm being paid to do that.

Coping with it, methinks, is pretty simple: You either do not allow him to do that or you make him wash his dick and you stand there and watch him do it. There has to be a point that shouldn't be passed and, in my opinion, this is one of them. Methinks that the only reason you might want to see a shrink is if you want him putting his potentially shitty dick in your mouth and, yeah, if it makes you gag, that's your body telling you to not do that and, no offense meant, but I'd listen to my body at that point.

[SilkyHoseLover]

Have to agree with the consensus to this point: I'm not sucking anything that's been in anybody's ass, regardless of how thoroughly that ass was cleaned before play started.

[Neonaught]

Have to agree with the consensus to this point: I'm not sucking anything that's been in anybody's ass, regardless of how thoroughly that ass was cleaned before play started.

Sound wisdom! No matter how clean my cock may be when I pull out of his ass, it's getting washed before it goes anywhere else! Just yesterday I was fucking my newest bottom guy and after cuming I pulled out and my cock was clean-looking but a flow of brown stuff followed. Now I have some carpet cleaning to do....