How did you realize you were bi?

[Kyguy2022]

And was it something you didn?t know for sure until you had an actual sexual experience with someone of the same sex? Do you feel someone can truly be bi without the experience first? I?ve been curious for years through cybering and such and I?ve decided that until I really put myself out there with apps or boards like this that I won?t really know until I do, but the interest is definitely there.

thoughts and or advice are welcome, but I?d love to hear your stories

[KDaddy23]

Honestly? It wasn't until I learned the word "bisexual" that I knew I was... but I'd been happily having sex with boys and girls for a whole three years before accidentally finding the word in the library's dictionary. I was nine when I got started, didn't find the word until I was 12 and, oh - that's what I've been doing! And I was very much okay with it all of it. But I grew up with this. Can someone be bi without the sex? Yes - and a lot of people are because it's not all about what you do but how you're thinking and feeling. There's a... compulsion to have the sex that I've never been able to make sense out of except to know that it just shows up. A lot of men and women don't feel that they're really bisexual until they have the sex and doing so validates what's on their mind and how they're feeling about this.

Yep - you will not ever know until you actually get around to doing it. Everyone here who has taken the plunge can tell you what it was like for them and that's fine... but it doesn't become... really real until you do it and find out for yourself. I got tossed into it and, man, did I love the shit out of it and still do. But, again, I grew up with it and interacting with guys who are "late to the party" revealed the some of the same things you mentioned - and thank you for sharing this with us! It's... scary as fuck and more so if you start listening to and believing the horror stories, which are real but do not assume that your first time is going to be just another horror story... and you won't ever know if you never do anything and if you don't put yourself out there in some way, ditto.

I can tell you how glorious it was to suck a man's dick and taste his cum and then to feel his hard dick against my asshole and him cumming like that. That was my experience... and yours will be different but, again, you won't know unless you find out what it's going to be like for you. Now you have a choice and it's not an easy one to make but be assured that a lot of guys decide to go for it... and they don't regret it one bit and even wonder why it took them so long to do it and what were they afraid of.

[SAW1969]

I can remember when I was in 6th grade looking at my High School aged step brother's dirty magazine that I liked looking at the naked men's cocks. By 8th grade I was considering myself bi or bi curious. In my 20's I knew I was bi and in my mid 30's I had a 3 way with a gay couple oral only with condoms. I'm in my early 50's now and really have a strong desire to find a fwb situation. I haven't been with a guy since the 3some. I watch mostly gay porn these days desiring cock, I still find women attractive though.

[quietluvr3]

I realized I was Bi when I stopped looking for guys to suck because of my wife and instead did it for myself. I used to say "it is ok as long as she likes to talk about it and plan for it." but then I started liking it for myself.
I'd like to meet someone for a semi long term relationship to please myself and my lover, instead of pleasing my wife.

[DLazguy]

When I first started playing with guys, I wouldn't say I was "bi", I would say I was just cumming. I would meet up and get my dick sucked every few years. It wasn't until last year that I truly wanted to do more with guys. I want to get between a guy's legs and worship his cock and then have him fuck me. The difficult part is finding a guy that has what I'm looking for. When I find the right, I'll try sucking him like he has the Hope Diamond in his ball and let him fuck me like he's trying to bury it. I'll give it the college try.

Right now I think that I may only be interested in guys for a few reasons:
1. The sneaking around behind my wife's back.
2. The taboo of two guys pleasuring each other.
3. The risk of getting caught.

It was similar when I would cheat on my wife with other women:
1. Sneaking around behind my wife's back.
2. The risk of getting another woman pregnant.
3. The risk of getting caught.

[Neonaught]

I first came to understand my bisexuality after developing a boy crush on my best friend at age 16. We had enjoyed some mutual JO that progressed to mutual oral during weekend sleepovers. A month or so later I was at a junior high school track meet and started to notice how hot so many of the boys looked and the beautiful way their muscles ripped as they walked. I realized I could enjoy the beauty of both male and female bodies and found that good sex with either was very satisfying to me. I was discrete about my tastes, it being the middle 1970's but I never had any mental conflict because of it/

[guywholikesboth]

I stared having sex with boys at 13 Loves sucking When I was 18 I fucked my first girl loved it came back the next day and fucked her 3 times

[needalittle05]

first cock I sucked was when involved in a 3 some, he was curious and she wanted to watch him. figured since he he enjoyed it so much wanted to try and also enjoyed. had a great relationship for several years until they moved away

[Cum1st]

My first live-in GF left me in 1970. I was 20, and she eight or nine years older. She taught me a lot!

She enjoyed sucking my cock other than if I came before she got off my face it was usually the end of a session.

I was devastated when she left for a better ride.

She (or he?) left behind a few pornographic, plain cover, paperback novels that were old then. The one I liked the most was about three bank robbers driving to get across the state line. That in itself wasn't well written, but they were having a lot of graphic straight sex along the way. Well into the book these 'manly tuff-guys' picked up an effeminate guy. More and more I'd cum during this part of the book.

I realized I wanted to suck cock, (there was no anal in the book, and she and I hadn't done it.)

I didn't know there was a category for those who went both ways. The attitude of the time was if man sucked a one cock he was a queer, faggot...

Sometime after, I got to experience it. Like her I swallowed. It was OK. The second time, after getting over the social attitude thing of what I'd become in my mind and missed a few opportunities, it was WOW!!

I now consider myself Bi from the time cock sucking first turned me on. I haven't been with a man in years, but I'm still Bi.

[Veryoralniceguy]

I didn’t know what Bi was until I heard the word later in my late teens. I just thought I liked something that I had to keep secret. At 8, I started sucking older mens cocks that I’d send in the mens shower room at the public pool. I knew I liked girls and was curious about how they looked between their legs. The guy next door to us had a swimming pool and would let me swim in it. He had a daughter that I liked. One day when his wife and daughter were out shopping, we were swimming in his pool and he said it was okay for us to swim nude. I had already been sucking cocks for several years, so I knew what to expect, but when he pulled his trunks off, his cocked was massive. He said to take my trunks off and I did, but I was had from looking at his cock. He walked closer and said you must really like my cock and if I wanted to suck it. I started to suck him and he came so fast, it was all I could do to swallow his load. I blew him often after that, in his car, in his bedroom, in his garage and in his pool house. One day when I was swimming with his daughter he came out and said he and his wife would be at the mall for a couple of hours. A few minutes after they left, his daughter got out of the pool and went into the pool room. I heard her calling for me to come in, so I got out of the pool and walked in. She was totally naked and my cock went rock hard. She had her feet up on the bench and her legs spread, I finally knew what girls looked like between their legs. She said was laughing and send to come closer and when I did, she pulled my trunks down. She took me in her mouth and started sucking and then she stopped and asked if I liked her pussy, I said I did, she asked if I had ever licked a girls pussy and I lied and said yes. I went down on her and licked nail she was so wet and finally came. She said I was good and returned to sucking me off. About a couple months later, she said she knew I liked to suck her dads cock, that she had scene us on several occasions. She also admitted that she sucked her dad often. I now knew I liked pussy and cocks. I didn’t know I was Bi, just that I like oral sex with both sexes.

[cornholejoe]

when i did my first 3 some and got fucked in the ass and the his wife got us to 69 and let her watch

[Tight1-4u]

I started having sex with men at 11-12.. then in high school I was introduced to girls by my football coaches wife.. she also told all the hot girls in school about me.. so high school was a lot of fun.. I spent quite a few years flip flopping back and forth between men and woman., I was ok with both.. I knew that I really liked having sex with both just didn’t know it was called bisexual until much later when I heard the word..

[bnicks122016]

The first time I sucked cock. I was very nervous, but at some point when I was sucking him I realized I was hard, since then I’ve enjoyed being bi

[SlowNEZ]

I recognized my bisexuality several years ago when I realized that porn did not excite me unless there was a handsome cock involved.
? currently, whenever a female is enjoying all the pleasures that a hard cock can provide, I fantasize that I am her, not him.

[Grant_Norman]

Iwas 6 or 7 when I started sucking guys. We would mutually msuck each other, and I thought it felt so good, so I kept it up with different guys. It brought me the pleasure and intimacy I was missing in my life. I swapped sucking with guys until about 16, when I first swallowed cum. Loved it.

But also started fuckling girls at 14 an d also loved pussy. It wasn't that I thought of myself as "bisexual" just that I loved the intimacy with anyone. I pretty much just drifted into hetero sex exclusively, except for some brief times in my 30's when sucked and was sucked, but aids scared me off. For me, it was all a matter of feeling intimate, and when wife completely shut down about 10 years ago, after no sex for 3 years, I decided to try bisexual again. Loved it. Brought me the intimacy I craved so much again. Well over 100+ guys now and one woman....7 years later, and swallowed hundreds of loads of cum. Really love it. Also loved eating pussy again, all sex is still great.

Came out to everyone in family and my wife also, and glad I did, it is who I truly am. Wife just took me back in and really likes to get on me about being fucked in ass, which is okay, but my sucking is what I really like most. I could easily swallow several loads of cum a day.

Strange living with wife again. We are getting divorced, but if I still had guys regularly on the side, I could stay with her, but it be hard for her in her totally unsexual way, so not sure. I would like to have her watch me suck a guy and see if she could get off on it, but not sure it could ever happen. There, of course, other issues between us other than zero sex, so I don't know. Still, I am really glad to be open about being bisexual, and will see what future holds. Of course, all this talk is making me really horny to suck right now, but temporarily trapped at home. Just got back from 4 months in Ecuador alone, and really clearly learned about myself and my sexual feelings.

Looking forward to more bi sex regardless of how marriage goes.

Grant

[jjourneyman]

I can't say that I truly knew that I was bi until I sucked my friend's dad's cock and he complimented me on what a "good little cocksucker" I was. The first time a man calls you a cocksucker, and you indeed have his cock in your mouth, you pretty much know. My bisexuality was affirmed the next day when he fucked me and made me cum hands-free. I knew I liked girls, but I also knew I enjoyed sex with a man.

That said, I had been "curious" since the age of 9 when I watched a guy suck off another guy while riding my bike on the trails at a regional park that was near my house. It was late afternoon on a typical summer day. I was riding on the back trails which went through a small oak grove. After having made it up the hill, I stopped to catch my breath. That's when I heard what sounded like two guys talking. I knew there was a picnic table just down and off the path a ways, so, for some reason, I laid my bike down and crept through the brush until I could see them. At first I thought the one guy was kneeling to tie the other guy's shoe. Then I noticed that the kneeling guy's head was bobbing, and that the other guy was gripping the table with both hands and was leaning with his head back, and that his shorts were pulled down to his knees.

I still didn't fully grasp what was going on until I moved around to the side. That's when I saw that the guy who was kneeling had the other man's cock in his mouth. Once I realized what was happening, I stood as quietly and watched until the man who was standing let out a low grunt and came in the other guy's mouth. A minute later the guy giving the blowjob got up, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and walked back to the trail. The other guy stood there for a few minutes, presumably so as not to be too obvious, before he also left toward the trail.

That night, a friend of mine came over to spend the night and I told him what I'd seen. I don't think he believed me, but he said that must have been gross to watch. I remember telling him, "Man, I didn't think guys did that kind of thing."

Little did I know that less than five years later, I would be given the opportunity to suck my first cock and swallow my first load.

[theoldervet]

the first time i gave in and sucked a cock, as soon as he cam in my mouth i knew i was bi

[swvsucker]

I suspected I was bi when I would see my cousin's cock while we jerked together. The first time he let me suck it and fed me his cum I knew beyond any doubt that I absolutely loved sucking cock and eating cum. Soon after I realized I must be bi, because I was still attracted to females, but would suck a cock in a heartbeat, and I remain that way to this day.

[NJFlyer]

I long as I can remember, I have had crushes on both girls and boys. When I was in 7th grade, we had detailed sex education and that is when I learned the term bisexual. I knew that applied to me, because my desires back then were pretty much evenly divided, although I did have a bit more luck playing with guys in those early years than I did with girls. I did not have to do anything sexual to create that bisexual aha moment - it was just always there without being named. Now in my 50s, I still feel the same way as I did when I was 12.

[Just Taste It]

When my neighbor got a hard on while watching me take a piss ��

[jamescubb68]

When I saw porn mags and wanted to try sucking cock, I was 11

[Jazminedress]

I just always was, no realization, it was just something about me

[Biguyincolorado]

Same with me... I had urges and just went with them.... I do enjoy being bi and enjoying what both men and women have to offer and enjoy.

[Road Warrior]

Before I realized I was bi, on a conceptual level, bisexuality just made more sense to me than being gay, or maybe even straight. Why not be able to have sexual encounters with both sexes?

But I considered myself to be "straight," until I had a couple of encounters.

I had a gay friend that had been pursuing me for several years. One Friday night, we made arrangements for him to come to my apartment, and prepare dinner for us both, and stay the night. We got drunk and stoned, and since there was no place else for him to sleep, we ended up in bed together. I was wearing underwear that I knew aroused him sexually.

In very short order, he slid the briefs off of me and proceeded to suck my cock. I didn't resist at all, but at first felt somewhat conflicted by what was happening. But that didn't last long and he sucked me to completion. He woke up in the middle of the night, and sucked me off again. We spoke up in the morning, and he sucked me off a third time.

I didn't reciprocate at all, and he left without us discussing anything.

Since I was still not completely at ease with everything that happened that night, I called a women I was seeing casually and invited her out to dinner that Saturday night. It was basically a ruse to get her back to my apartment to fuck her.

So, it worked, and she came back to my place, and I fucker her that night, and again Sunday morning. All in all a pretty nice weekend.

So, I was now at ease with being bisexual. I invited my gay friend back a few days later to my apartment for the same routine as the first night. But this time, I planned on sucking his cock when we went to bed for the evening.

This time I initiated things, and proceeded to give my fist blow job. When I as finished, he complimented me of my ability, and then he initiated a little "talk."

It was basically, "so you're not straight." I was certainly fine with that at that point, and we continued to have sex together for the next few years......

[Waylon]

Most all my heterosexual acts included lots of oral sex. I trained my girlfriends how I liked getting my cock sucked. Lots of porn was involved, blowjobs and cunnilingue but I drifted to MMF porn and foound myself enjoying the oral scenes between men. I started practicing with a 6 inch realistic cock dildo and then moved up to an 8 incher, pretending I was giving blowjobs and tamed my gag reflez. Finally I decided to try a guy out and see if I could get a man off by sucking his dick. I was hanging out a a nearby lake and a nice looking guy asked if he could sit with me. I was shirtless, getting some sun and his shirt was open to his navel and he had long curly hair. Wofey was out of town and Iinvidted him back to my house to watch some porn. I put on a MMF vid and we both started playing with our cocks sitting next to each other on the couch. He lened over and started sucking my dick while I ran my fingers through his hair. and then pulled his head up so I could go down on him. He had a nice 7 inch cock with a curve in it and it slid down my throat wioth ease and it felt so good sucking him balls deep. I treated him to a blowjob like I trained my girs to do me and he erupted with several spurts and warmm salty cum. I swallowd some and spiot out the rest into a naplin but I was hooked on giving special men head from then on and I made sure I swallwed on the first date. !

[TRICK69]

I am new to bi sex but I still love pussy. The site of a nice cock me me hard too. I am going to try my Bi side soon I hope.

[flyingbee]

I have been curious for many years as yourself, but guess the real test will be to have an actual experience. I think about what it would be like and want to put myself out there to have such an experience. Feel bi feelings are very natural part of being human.

[McBice]

I was led down the path to bisexuality by my bisexual 2nd wife. We lived together for almost 6 years before we got married and during that time we had several threesomes with guys and girls. A few days after a particularly hot all-nighter with a guy, my wife, Jean, brought up the subject of seeing him again. That led to discussing some of the more erotic moments of that encounter and at some point I told her how hot and erotic it was watching her suck his cock. She said, "You think that's hot to watch, you should try doing it. Sucking cock is a whole lot more fun than watching." "I dunno, he probably wouldn't be into it if I just started doing it." She replied, "He might. I could ask and find out if you want.". As it turned out, we did get together with him again but she never got the chance to talk to him about it, and I chickened out about just doing it. We moved away from our hometown, to a large city a couple of months later and it was almost 2 years before I got my chance to prove her theory. She was absolutely right, it was a lot more to suck cock than to watch someone else have all the fun.

[dicktrobing]

At a swinging party many years ago when I realised the person giving me a BJ was a guy .................. my GF at the time just smiled when I looked at her and then sat on my face

[licyou69]

At some point watching porn a few years back I realized I was just as interested in the cock and cum as I was the woman's hole the cock was cumming in.

[CockHummer]

I started out life strongly "straight." I became sexually active at a fairly young age, and my interest was always with girls. The first was when I was six and we lived in a large apartment complex, and a little black neighbor girl I'd never seen before invited me into the public bathroom with her and of all things wanted me to watch her go on the pot. With that familiarity, the next thing I knew we were out in the big fenced in area where primarily the mom's would bring out the wash and hang it to dry, so it was a good sized area surrounded only by heavy gauge chicken wire, and she and I stripped naked in there, in full potential view of all the surrounding apartments and played with each other's genitals and butts, playing "doctor," using clothespins stored there in baskets as our instruments. From there my family moved to another apartment, where I recall having my eyes on several girls and having fantasies about somehow managing to see them naked, but in a year and a half living there, aside from a kissing game that I really enjoyed and having a female friend whose company I enjoyed a lot, with whom I shared a lot of time with her in her bed, and who I somehow was aware of having different feelings toward than other people in general, no clothes ever came off.The next town I lived in, it was basically a neighborhood full of horny kids. We would collect out in the woods together or in someone's basement, and the clothes came off. i was really focused for years on the girl my own age, in my class at school, who just happened to live across the street, and we would play sex games with the other kids and do things together, just the two of us, as well. All sorts of almost adult behavior, of even what people often think of as somewhat perverted came into it. She loved to have me watch her take a shit or a piss. She had a thing about using playdough to make a cock for herself, and while many years later I was to get very much into porn involving apparent women with dicks, whether it was the '"big cock shemales" or the so called futanari, which according to the Japanese tradition that started it are supposed to have both a cock and a vagina, but I only got off on the ones that just had a cock, so they might as well have been trannies, except they looked more reliably feminine in their facial features, and I find women dramatically more attractive than men. Anyway, I get off track, although it fits in your question to a degree. But with her and her blue playdough dick that didn't look at all real, at a time where I'd not yet had any sense of finding cocks erotically stimulating, for me, in an age-appropriate selfish sense, I just found it annoying. The biggest game among us as neighbor kids was to get together where and when we were reasonably comfortable none of the adults would catch on, and we'd all strip naked and sit around in the selected space together, taking turns calling whomever among the other kids we were most turned on by to come up and perform whatever act we chose on us, while everyone else watched. We were kids, without any preconceived notion of what was right or wrong, and some of the girls didn't think twice before calling on another girl, and there was one boy who felt the same about calling on another boy. I recall just being stimulated and erect the entire time, primarily because this particular girl was always there, always naked and beautiful as I found her, and I always knew it was just a matter of minutes before she would be playing with my cock in front of every one else, because I always called on her, or I would be playing with her tits and ass, because she always called on me. One other part of it, though, I strongly suspect played a big role in my ultimately developing sexual interest in cock and finding it absurdly powerful to get my hands and my mouth on one, despite the fact that early on, it did nothing for me at all.The other part of it I speak of was another boy in the neighborhood who was gay. At the time, we called it queer and meant nothing disparaging about it, but we knew he was only interested in boys, both in terms of playing with them and having them play with him, and as it turned out, he was completely gay throughout his life. The thing was, of course, that back in those days, when we had these neighborhood, childish orgies, when it was his turn to call on someone, it was always me he called, and his desire was always that I stand there in front of the roomful of other kids and take his cock in my hand and stroke it. We were young enough, that I don't think any of us had thought of bringing the mouth into sex yet, except for those of us so interested to suck the girls tits, because that was just all too obviously what they were made for. As sexually interested as we had been, starting relatively young and carrying on at it for quite some time, I don't even think it had yet occurred to this gay friend that it would somehow be enjoyable to have a dick in your mouth. Anyway, at the time, it really did nothing for me, at all, to stand there stroking his cock, as i recalled for a long time. I must acknowledge, I would be stimulated and erect the whole time, but it was clear to me that that was only because the turns were relatively brief, and it would not be long before I had my girl in my hands or arms again. I didn't mind giving him what he wanted, because he was a friend and it was only fair, as the game was set up, but I was always bored and impatient while I waited for the audience in the room to decide his turn was over.My parents had divorced, and they got the hairbrained idea (that I guess was going around at the time), that because my brother and I were being raised primarily by our mother, there was an increased risk of us ending up homosexual, and in their minds, that could not be. It was so ridiculous. I was 10 years old when they divorced and first started spending weekends at Dad's apartment. Of all the crazy things, we'd get there, and there would be soft porn magazines set up all around the place on tabletops and chair seats, open right to the centerfold. At that young age, I didn't realize how crazy it was or what the motivation was (I just presumed my dad was inordinately horny all the time), but I found them a real turn on, and when he would leave me and my brother alone for a few hours to get some work done that was running behind in his machine shop, I would most commonly take a small pile of those mags into the bathroom and play with myself for what must have been at least a couple of hours, while I studied the developed bodies of all these young adult women and came to decide what shapes I liked best for tits and asses. In a similar context, I learned to jerk off while locked in my dad's bedroom, stripped on his bed with one of these magazines, and it was the first time I had an orgasm, but I did not ejaculate yet, as I recall. This all got me only more interested in females for sex, and the idea of two guys playing with each other just struck me as odd, if it even occurred to me to think about it. I thought cocks, including my own, were just sort of weird looking and almost ugly, so I j thought myself lucky to know that somehow, women (okay, so I wasn't yet aware of lesbianism) somehow got off erotically on the crazy things.I spent quite a long part of my life confused about how I went from that experience and clearly, truly being naturally interested only in females and their body parts to where one summer, I came to crave sexually that very same neighbor boy whom I'd always previously found an inconvenient nuisance. But they say girls develop younger, and the girl I had been so into got interested in an older boy the next town over. For complex reasons I won't go into, my adolescent family life was sort of fucked up, so I had not ready means to get from where I lived to anywhere else, and the only girl I had eyes for disappeared. Somehow, it went from that to where I could not wait to get my male friend's dick out of his pants and into my hands and mouth. It was such a dramatic and abrupt change, especially considering how entirely I had been into girls and magazine images of women, for me to suddenly be craving cock. The two of us had always been friends, anyway, and we spent that summer, without either of us saying a thing, both of us without either knowing the other was anxious to get to the same place, in terms of getting the other naked and playing with his parts and sucking his cock, and somehow unwilling to just come out and say it, despite it being just the two of u alone, where no one else would likely knows. We tried plying ourselves with alcohol to no benefit. We'd just be roaming around the neighborhood until the wee hours of the morning, walking just a little too close and touching just a little too much, but not managing to get where either of us had really wanted to go. Then one night--we were fourteen if I remember correctly--I got so horny just thinking about it, out of nowhere I excused myself, ran down the block a ways, dropped my cutoff jean shorts and my briefs right in the middle of the road and came in no time, squirting cum all over the road and my feet, because I was horny as hell, I didn't want him to catch eye of it (even though I wanted him to be doing it with me--stupid, stupid, stupid), and I didn't want one of the neighbors to waken, look out the window, and see me pants down with my firm cock in my hand. I had cum so hard just imagining that I was fucking my male best friend. We never talked about it after the fact, but I think he could see what I was doing perfectly well from where I had left him behind. Otherwise, it would have just been way too much of a coincidence, because the very next night, we got to a similar place in our hike and he asked me to go ahead for a minute or so, and explained that he would catch up. I could only hope he was doing what I was anxiously waiting for, and the next thing I knew, he had stripped, not to jerk off by himself, like I had done the night before but to come meet me where we could play sexually together. I stood there impatiently waiting as he turned the corner at the top of the hill a couple of minutes later, completely naked, with an impressive erection, I saw one of the horniest things I have ever seen in my life. The street light above him at the top of the street was set just high enough and in just the right location relative to the path he was taking, that before I ever saw his naked body turn the corner and start marching down the hill to catch up with me, I saw this immense, perfectly shaped shadow of a huge erect cock on the pavement of the road, bouncing up and down along its way down the street. That was mesmerizing, and as soon as I saw it, I knew I was going to get my wish and be able to touch and suck and play with his cock and his balls, and I dropped my own pants and briefs right where I stood and started playing with myself, while I watched him marching stark naked down the road toward me. We didn't really know just what to do, but we had heard things, so we tried it all but never succeeded in any of it until out of nowhere, unfortunately a car swung onto the road, and we could only pretend to have buried our naked bodies behind brush on the side of the road before they could have seen us. I've lived for decades looking back on that experience, wondering how on earth I went from the years of interest only in girls and images of women in magazines without any erotic thoughts about cock at all, even when I was compelled to play with it with this same friend, when we were a few years younger, and I've been unable to put it all together until just recently, in a way that makes sense to me of my whole life experience of sex. The thing that finally occurred to me, and I've lived so long thinking otherwise that I can't be sure, but a memory came to mind that was contrary to all the stories I had told myself for so many years of confusion. All the time we were kids and would have our sexual games together, the female genitals didn't really much come into it. The magazines were soft porn, so there were no images of pussy at all. This girl that I was so taken with never brought it up until the one last time we were together, when she invited me to fuck her, but I was afraid to do so because of risk of pregnancy. Condoms were not yet being made available to teenagers. It had not been long since they were first made available for sale to adults, and I had no idea how fertile I would be at that age, so I didn't want to take a chance and find out by getting the wrong answer to a pregnancy test. As such, my experience of girls and women, as limited as it was, had involved feelings of romance, finding the female body beautiful and attractive in itself, most especially the breasts and the ass, but the pussy was not a focus of my erotic desire for girls, at all, the way it developed. Now, I described the games we would play as children, finding a place to play with each other sexually in front of an audience, and how I would play with this male friend's erect penis because that was what he liked, but I didn't get off on it and was always anxious to get back with my girlfriend. When I would get with her, it was like even she was not yet aware of her genitals, and she never asked me to play with her pussy, so I didn't even pay that much attention to it. I mean, at that age, it certainly doesn't stand out (or stand up like a cock). Over time, I had gotten very involved with my own penis and no longer found it so ugly or funny looking, but it was a major focus of very strong sexual feelings for me.In that context, the memory that finally came back to me after all these years was that of the last time we did it. We had shriveled to a relatively small group by that time, but both my neighborhood girlfriend and this gay boy were there. We were way out deep in the middle of nowhere in the woods, and as usual, being naked right out in the open triggered very strong erotic feelings. The thing that was different this last time, though, was that I found when he called me to stroke his cock, which had gotten notably bigger in the meantime, I did not find stroking it so boring, and i was not in anywhere near as much of a hurry to get away to the girl. With her, as I look back on it, it was simply tits and ass, but with him, it was the big deal--the genitals, and I think that made all the difference in the worlds, to set me up so that not more than a year or two later, I was really hungry for his dick. I already described that first episode, and we got together a few more times before he moved on in his life and became part of gay society. Just the same, I got it in my mouth, and it was magically erotic, it was so powerful. I live with this uncomfortable sort of bisexuality, where I find females very attractive, and I love their bodies. I get really hot kissing them, playing with and sucking their breasts and squeezing their buttocks, but while I can enjoy playing with pussy and get off on it, while enjoying also the fact that they get off on it, too, pussy just does not get me as horny as cock, but I don't find men otherwise attractive at all and have no romantic feelings toward them, and despite fantasizing about cock regularly, when I look at men, I am dumbfounded, because I am so turned off by the idea of being with them. It goes as far as that when I look at porn, I find seeing a big, hard cock very exciting, but I want the cock to be coming from the edge of the page, practically, so I don't see much of the man it is attached to. For a number of years, I was crazy over both the futanari and the more feminine looking shemale transsexuals, but the one is pure fantasy that I can never be involved with, as much as it would be perfect if they existed (the "best of both worlds" sort of thing), and the other is somewhat available, but not in a way that I would know how to make a connection or hope to have a lasting relationship. I honestly wish it were otherwise, because this drives me absolutely nuts, but it is what it is, and I know from things that have been said on here, I am far from alone with these feelings. As far as your question goes about knowing whether you are bi or not, the degree of bisexuality is defined according to how often you have sex with a person of your own gender, whether that occurs most of the time, some of the time, about equal, less than half the time, or infrequently (not the actual wording, but the idea). Regardless of that, people don't have sex for all sorts of reasons--they are afraid to have people recognize their homoerotic interest, they don't know how to connect or haven't found anyone they are comfortable with, their life is too busy or they are too shy or they worry about STi'S, and all sorts of things. There is even my inconvenient and torturing issue of finding cock the most erotic thing I can imagine, while finding the people it is attached to unattractive to the point I don't want it (and I don't mean I can't recognize a man as being good looking or well-built; I just don't find those characteristics in men to be erotically stimulating, and instead, ironically I find them a turn off. In my way of seeing things, though, because at least some significant part of my life I find myself erotically craving cock and imagining doing everything with one that people are prone to do, while I find women much more attractive, to a degree that I can really enjoy sex and a romantic relationship with them, even if for some bizarre reason I don't find their genitals as enticing as I do the rest of their body or as I do the genitals of males (and of course, i don't find all of those erotically enticing, either), I readily consider myself bisexual, even though I have had very little sex with males and scads of sex with females during my life. I may be crazy, but that's how I see it. How on earth can someone who gets erotically stimulated fantasizing about having sex with genitals like his or her own be purely heterosexual? I just don't get that idea, at all.

[69plus1]

How? Or when?It was when I searched Penthouse Letters and Forum for stories about guys who suck cock as much as they eat pussy. Then the internet exploded and I found myself looking more at the cocks in the videos.
Hats off to technology!

[Passarino]

In high school, when I would spend Saturday nights either making out with my girlfriend or sucking her brother's dick when she wasn't home, I realized I was bi.

[Footstep40]

Wow! I do enjoy these types of posts where we share and explore the “why” and such. They certainly cause me to be a more introspective about my own path. Mine definitely different than most, I’ll freely cop to that.
I grew up in a small town, did what most of my friends did in high school, had a pretty steady girlfriend, lost my virginity to her and her to me. We broke up before graduation. The sex was what it was, but always in the back of my mind, I kept thinking that there had to be something more to it.
The summer after graduation I ended up having sex with one of my male friends, we spent a weekend exploring it, what we liked and didn’t. I really enjoyed bottoming and him, topping. We secretly dated, fell in love, but distance due to our choices in colleges broke us up and we agreed to enjoy college and the guys there. In the early 90’s I finally identified as being gay. I was in a big city away from the b.s. for the first time and surrounded by so many hot and horny gay men I was in heaven, out and proud!

Years later at a party I met up with someone who had met me first as a gay guy, naked, in a hot tub with the father of her roommate.Awkward! We were both at a boring party hardly knew anyone, but had a laugh over our first introduction and proceeded to get shit housed. I was in no condition to drive, her place was within walking distance, I was going to just crash at her place. We ended up having sex. It was amazing! She accepted me for who I was, told me she couldn’t judge as she was bisexual. A wonderful description. Something that in my previous almost exclusive gay circles, was a joke, didn’t exist, or a short stop to gayville. The phrase “Bi now, gay later” was practically dogma. In previous times, it was black or white. I’m straight, no I’m gay. Millions of thoughts raced through my head from how could I have sex the other a woman, to me what will my gay friends think??
20 years later, we’re both still Bi and have deep love and understanding of each other and our needs and wants. Our rules aren’t strict for our interaction with same sex lovers, they could easily be broken actually, but why would I want to?

[KDaddy23]

Isn't it invigorating to learn the truth?

[csreef]

One day when I was 15, I knew I wanted to know what it was like to have a man's hands roaming over my Body. I was conflicted for another 15 years until I took the Plunge!

[aiu_vf]

An adult had carelessly left a hardcore gay magazine where I could enjoy it. I had already been enjoying titty mags for 9 years. I kinda surprised myself by how turned on I was. I had to jack off. It was amazing! I didn't go looking for it, but the opportunities found me not very long after that. I was reluctant to suck cock initially, but had to have it in my ass. Started flip fucking a friend. We had no damn idea what the hell we were doing, but over time we "fumbled towards ecstasy." I'm so glad we kept going. After that got going, I had a different friend who got me to suck his dick if he'd suck mine. "Don't cum in my mouth" went right out the window after he did that thing with his tongue. I'm glad.

[1funguy]

This happened in the late sixties. My first time sucking cock I too was conflicted about my sexuality since I was only 17 nearly 18. I had a great time sucking as I sucked him off three times swallowing each time with the favor being returned as I pumped his throat to completion. I was a horny teenager. Started dating remained "straight" for the next three decades. After life took hold into my late 30's my curiosity after reading Penthouse Letters for years off and on I was finally free to explore male sexuality. I had experiences with several men only sucking each other off. After awhile a met a gay man and we clicked in so many ways. He wanted a FWB situation and I was willing. There was only one condition which worked for both of us, which was no relationship as a couple. We used our time together to explore whatever area of male sex either of us wanted. Whatever fantasy two horny men could do we did it. We truly enjoyed sucking and fucking in the shower, bedroom, living room of his home. We would start sucking each other when soft to hardness, pause, say how much we enjoyed each taste, lick, suck, cum. Our unrelationship lasted for 12 years. We never said we loved each other or were outwardly committed to each other. yet it was something we "knew". May all of you be so lucky to have an open, caring unrelationship.

[bibliss]

At 61, I feel I'm still exploring, still discovering, still growing in my understanding of my bisexuality...

Early on, there were many "little steps" along the way... like many of the men here, Penthouse letters of both genders interested me most as a teen.

Back in my time, before the widespread use of the Internet, you had to go to an adult bookstore if you wanted skin mags. I can still remember shaking in fear as I handed the cashier my money for a bisexual magazine.

In my early twenties, while in the military stationed in Hawaii, I was "cruised" by older men and felt a strange but exciting allure. At the time, this was all very uncharted territory for me, as I never dreamed of thinking myself as "bisexual" -- that realization came to me many years later.

There was one time for sure I had a realization I liked both men and women: I went to a swingers party with a girlfriend I had at the time. Everybody was nude, men and women, of all shapes, shades and sizes. And I found myself really appreciating being among other naked men, with our gorgeous cocks out for everyone to see and enjoy -- some hard and firm sticking straight up gloriously, others flaccid and natural and at ease. It felt quite liberating. It felt quite freeing and eye-opening. Everyone was really friendly and enjoying the scene. The women were very open. But I knew that if I acted on my interests in the other men, I'd probably be thrown out of the place. Still, I often reflect back on this experience and I still get a hard boner just thinking about it.

[Fzmr9t]

My first ?gay? experience, since at that time you were either a homo/queer/fag or you were ?normal?, was when I was around 10-11 and my neighbor friend Travis and I, plus a bunch of kids in the ?hood, would run the streets of our town playing sports and picking/eating fruit off of every tree in a 2 block radius. Anyway, one day Travis and I were at his house, 2 houses down the street from mine, and we were in a bedroom. Wed discovered all manner of nudie pics; magazines, playing cards, Japanese erotica, stashed in a box in his dads garage. Anyway we were talking about the images we?d seen; all male/female and some of it hard core. I?m not sure which of us suggested it, but we decided to pull our cocks out and ?pretend sex? with each other. We each rubbed our cocks on each other?s butt crack. Afterwards, I guess to prove to ourselves that we were normal, we left the bedroom and proceeded to go pester his big sister Blanche by running around her and trying to pull her dress up to exposed her panties

i wasn?t until I was in my mid 30?s some 25-6 years or so later, that I for whatever reason, started wondering what it was like sexually, for 2 guys. At this point it was the still the early 90s and the internet was still becoming a ?thing. Skip ahead about 5 years and billboards and message boards and porn was readily available and wasn?t being blocked. I started looking at all sorts of porn, some str8, some not at all, and I started looking at gay and lesbian porn. Mostly because it was more taboo than str8 porn, but it really started interesting me. So much so, that I started lurking on a gay chat site, searching for in particular, I didn?t know. After a few weeks of that I sucked up the nerve to actually chat and put out there that I was a newbie and a virgin to gay sex. Not many hits on that. Until one day I got a response from someone stating that he was 19 and also a newbie. We chatted for a bit and I told him that my family would be gone for the weekend if he wanted to come by, which he did

i was working in the front yard when he came by and we went into the house. He appeared to be the age he said, I was about 37 at the time. Anyway we went into the bedroom and I proceeded to drop to my knees and pulled his shorts and briefs down to his ankles and, took his hardening cock in my hand and then put it in my mouth. I sucked him dry, and he wanted to reciprocate and had my cock in his mouth for all of 30 seconds then took it out and said he couldn?t do it. Anyway after that encounter, found another more experienced gay guy who lived near my office, so I?d go into the office after hours to work but either in route to of from the office I?d stop by for a 69 session with him. I knew at that point that I would never be able to stop sucking cocks! Now being a bottom is another story that is continuing to evolve 😁

[Warren63]

When I started remembering the things me and a friend of mine used to do when we were in our early teens. I remember wanting to put his beautiful cock in My mouth,but I never got the nerve. We jacked together ,and jacked each other. I would lay on the floor ,he would straddle me and put his dick between my buttcheeks and fuck me against my balls. That felt good, and he would cum on my ass. I told my Wife recently, I regret not sucking him off. Also told her I would've let him fuck me for real!!! That turns her on even at 63!

[jjourneyman]

Before I realized I was bi, on a conceptual level, bisexuality just made more sense to me than being gay, or maybe even straight. Why not be able to have sexual encounters with both sexes?

But I considered myself to be "straight," until I had a couple of encounters.

I had a gay friend that had been pursuing me for several years. One Friday night, we made arrangements for him to come to my apartment, and prepare dinner for us both, and stay the night. We got drunk and stoned, and since there was no place else for him to sleep, we ended up in bed together. I was wearing underwear that I knew aroused him sexually.

In very short order, he slid the briefs off of me and proceeded to suck my cock. I didn't resist at all, but at first felt somewhat conflicted by what was happening. But that didn't last long and he sucked me to completion. He woke up in the middle of the night, and sucked me off again. We spoke up in the morning, and he sucked me off a third time.

I didn't reciprocate at all, and he left without us discussing anything.

Since I was still not completely at ease with everything that happened that night, I called a women I was seeing casually and invited her out to dinner that Saturday night. It was basically a ruse to get her back to my apartment to fuck her.

So, it worked, and she came back to my place, and I fucker her that night, and again Sunday morning. All in all a pretty nice weekend.

So, I was now at ease with being bisexual. I invited my gay friend back a few days later to my apartment for the same routine as the first night. But this time, I planned on sucking his cock when we went to bed for the evening.

This time I initiated things, and proceeded to give my fist blow job. When I as finished, he complimented me of my ability, and then he initiated a little "talk."

It was basically, "so you're not straight." I was certainly fine with that at that point, and we continued to have sex together for the next few years......

I can totally relate to your story! I think it underlines the conflict we feel when we've crossed the threshold of having same sex and feel the need to re-affirm our experience.

Even though I had a gf, we had not had intercourse... just a lot of heavy petting and I'd fingered her a couple of times. Then, I sucked my first cock and got fucked for the first time by my friend's step dad.

The next day, I took my girlfriend to the movies and afterwards, we "almost" did it... she let me rub my cock down her butt crack until I came - we were afraid she might get pregnant if I fucked her...

Anyway, it was an affirmation for me that I was straight, although just 24 hours earlier, I was letting a man fuck me into oblivion.

Not soon afterward, I came to the realization that, Hey, sex is fun. It's OK to enjoy it!

[Jozyxt]

I have for some time felt that when stressed, I want to suck a cock. That I guess was the start. I could make feeling go away by solving what was stressing me, having sex with my wife or beating off. But it returned.

More recently, I had this kind of urge to try to see if I was gay by some undefined means. Finally, these feelings got me over my reluctance and I started feeding. Once I was comfortable that I could cum for a man, I started sucking too. If i were single, I could even see myself having a male housemate. Maybe room mate or bed mate. I don't know. It does seem sometimes that it would be nice to be able to have a hard cock up against my ass in the middle of the night.

[Arsamatoria]

I was not familiar with the term bi when I was a teenager. I started sucking my cousins? cocks at about 13 and really enjoyed it. I also played with one of my female cousins and enjoyed that too. As I got older, whenever I went to a book store I would always check out the Penthouse Letters magazines. I used to like to read the letters about two guys having sex.
I learned the term bisexual as an undergrad in college, so I guess that is when my realization came about.

[DMercator]

My step father gave me blow jobs when I was a teen. After I moved away from home, there was no denying I enjoyed it and was bi curious. Later, my wife and I had a bi threesome with a friend of mine and I went from curious to mostly straight with bi tendencies. The older I've gotten and the more experiences I've had, the more the needle between straight and gay has slowly moved across the spectrum until now I would say I'm truly bi. I love women and breasts and eating and fucking pussy will always be at the top of my wish list, but I enjoy cock and the few times I've bottomed had me creaming all over myself. A bi MMF threesome is pretty much my idea of heaven :bigrin:

[sweetnuts69]

Any time you want to chat let's do it sent a friend quest

[Suckitdown]

I was about 12, or so. Started hanging out with a new friend one summer...who turned out to be gay. I did not know it until he made a pass at me on a camping trip (backyard camping, like kids do). Anyway, something got into me...some sort of burning desire. I was turned on straight away. I couldn't help myself. Before I knew it, we were naked and making out. He sucked my cock, though I think I was too nervous, as I couldn't cum. (I did already cum in those days, as I had been jacking off since I was 10.) He wanted to fuck me...but I was too scared. However, using his example, I went down on him. I loved sucking cock immediately. Something just took hold of me - that's the best I can describe it. I sucked him off...and even swallowed.
We had lots of fun that summer. I have been very discreet about it...but I have been sucking cock ever since.

[Rvdude05]

My best friend an I were jerking off, then jerking each other, and finally sucking each other. I still love it today.

[bmobius]

I came to the realization that I was bi quite suddenly in my early teens. Being a rambunctious ball of hormones, I was floored when I saw my first hardcore dirty magazine. Now this was the days before the internet, so the best I could hope for was magazines or the rare porn on VHS if a friend happened to have one.

Anyway, back to that magazine. When I first saw my first sex acts in printed form, I got understandably excited and hot. As time went by, I eventually saw my first female bi and lesbian scenes. That's when the concept hit me... If guys could do sexy things to girls (which got my horny), and girls could do sexy things to girls (which also got me horny), then why couldn't guys do sexy things to guys?!?!

I wanted to explore that so much and as time went on, I found myself carefully experimenting with others here and there provided I could get away with it in the hardcore conservative environment I grew up in. Much of those early days were spent sucking other boys and getting sucked. I fucking LOVED it. Now I did try anal now and then, but it never really worked out as my knowledge of how it worked was VERY limited, LOL.

As time went by, I ended up moving to Florida when I was 14. I met another guy there my same age and over time we became the best of friends. Brothers, almost!

But then, one day, we had the talk that would change everything. Come to find out, he was just as much of a horny teen as I was. He really helped me to explore anal sex and romantic sex with another guy. For 20+ years, we'd get together to game and often as not, fuck each other silly. I still loved having sex with women, no doubt, but with him, it was incredible. He was actually the very first and so far ONLY guy I've ever been in love with.

Sadly, time and distance have kinda broken things and what we used to share in gone. But for all that heartbreak, I know for a fact that I am bisexual/pansexual as fuck!

Love to all!

[Piobear]

I've never not been Bi. I think that from my earliest sexual experiences with other boys at boarding school, I wanted bisex on some deep atavistic level. Women are quite wonderful in their own way, but that craving for cock has never left me. It's an intrinsic part of who I am.

[Jozyxt]

I realized I was different very early in life when I had fantasies. It was more a matter of accepting that I could be bi and stay in control of myself.

[flyingbee]

A very interesting topic. Over the years have become more curious in acting on these feelings. I do feel some of these sexual feeling go back in time and have always been with me. It was not but couple of years i experienced another guy who initiated contact with my in the gym, It was short but left me with a deep desire to return and act on these feelings i have.

[TRICK69]

My problem is the wife her health and other things has cut our sex down to nothing. I started to look at porn then gay porn. Now i love to see a hard cock. Now i want to suck a cock.

[John1971]

When I was in middle school (7th grade, I think?), walking down a hall, a guy reached between my legs (NOT into my pants!), cupped my balls, and gave them a light squeeze, as a joke. I got semi-hard. My Sophomore year in high school, I started having thoughts about sex with guys, but never acted on them. (I'm in the frickin' Bible Belt, and there were no kids out in the open, bi or gay, that I knew of.) My Junior year, a kid that people was suspected was gay was caught with another guy in one of the bathrooms, and just thinking about it gave me a hard on. The thoughts and feelings have come and gone over the years, and I actually went well over a decade without thinking about it, until there was a news report of guys being busted in the bathroom of a mall here. I've never acted on these thoughts because of my situation, and because it seems the majority of bisexual men I've met and talked to are mainly interested in oral. Plus all the well known `cruising' areas tend to be patrolled by the police. I'm not opposed to letting another guy suck my cock, but I'm more interested in being fucked than sucking cock unless its in a 69. The issue is my gag reflex, which I haven't been able to master. I'd love to taste someone else's cum.

[Realist]

I didn't know anything about anything, when I was 5, but I had no qualms about joining a kissing game, at a Birthday party. An old Maid, of about 7, decided it was time for us to find the answer for the old question of, "Who's the best Kisser... girls or boys?

She got us in a circle, with her in the middle. She would pick one of us, then close her eyes and spin around while pointing. When she stopped and opened her eyes, the person she was pointing to had to kiss the first person she'd picked.

If she picked the same gender, it didn't matter, you had to kiss the one she pointed to. (She was bossy, older than the rest of us, and very stern.... None of us wanted to get on her BAD side!)

Her rules were, if you kissed someone of the opposite gender, the next time you had to kiss someone of the same gender! Each of us got to kiss both genders, then we'd vote on who were the best kissers.

If you refused, "Broomhilda, the self-appointed Queen" would ban them!

I got to kiss a cute little girl, on the first round. I thought she was pretty hot!

The second round, I got to kiss a boy I liked from the neighborhood. At that moment, with both of us with our arms around each other, my mother looked through the back window of the host's house, in time to see me and the little boy going at it in an exaggerated way! Damn, he was good, too! But, we never did get to finish the game and see who selected the winners!

My mother rushed outside and snatched me off my feet, took me to the host's garage, where she began screaming at me and slapping my fanny with some vigor! All these years later I can still hear her yelling at me. "Girls are OK, boys are NOT!"

In the long run, what she accomplished was...... I had to go underground and be discrete. If I was going to continue my carnal education, there were taboos, previously unknown and, if I was going to continue that research, I'd better know what the rules were!

I could see no reason why I couldn't kiss boys AND girls....and I continued my quest for the answer.

It would be years before I would hear the word BISEXUAL, but that's what I was for the rest of my life!

[CockHummer]

I was only interested in girls early on, and I grew up in a neighborhood where we became sexually active in grade school. It's funny to me, because at the time, I couldn't understand for the life of me what women saw in the penis, and I could only think how lucky we were that they found such a weird thing erotically stimulating, if just for the purposes of procreation. The girl across the street was my best friend and my primary sexual playmate as we grew up together, right up until our mid-teens.

I still have some confusion how it happened, and what I think about it is too complicated to share here, but in my mid-teens, I suddenly found myself craving sex with my best male friend in the neighborhood. He was gay from the time we were tots and while I would play with his cock during those earlier group sex activities in the neighborhood, back then I had not enjoyed it erotically at all. I just did it for him, because he was my friend, and that was what he liked sexually. Somehow, the summer we were sixteen, I was suddenly going nuts trying to figure out how I could get him naked and get his penis in my mouth, and when it finally happened, it felt so fucking hot, that for a while I thought I was gay. That made no sense to me, given that I'd craved girls for years and had found nothing erotically interesting about the cock at all, prior to that one experience, but I had never heard of people being bisexual at that point in my life, and the homosexual experience with my friend was so powerful that he and I had sex a few more times, I found I craved his cock in between, and I frequently fantasized about the two of us sucking each other off when I masturbated alone. We graduated high school a couple of years later, and once we had moved on and he was out of the picture, I found myself focused more on girls again, and now they were more mature with hot figures, better developed breasts, and more attractive, more mature manners and faces. I was confused, though, for a number of years before I finally learned that some people are erotically attracted to both genders like this and learned the word bisexual that is used to describe it.

[Butman]

Dont really know, all l know is ive always been interested in cocks. As a kid pre pubity l found myself playing with other kids cocks. Then did the usual thing and got married. After 20 odd years l found a guy that was the same as me, thats when l knew l was bi. As l get older and fucking my wife is over, im seeking guys now. So in my life l suppose l was 20% gay and 80% straight. Now the tables are turning..

[Tinydinkle1970]

I?ve known I was bi since my very early teens, I had a crush on my friends older brother, lucky for me he liked me and and took my oral and anal virginity.

[Alan0402]

My senior year of high school my wrestling coach made me stay after practice to do extra laps to make sure my weight was on point, which it always was, I was 119 soaking wet, super skinny. I always sweat a lot, had no issues sweating through my gym clothes. After the extra laps he took me into his office, told me to take everything off since I was soaked in sweat and you did whatever your coach said. Then completely naked I stepped on the scale, my coach was an old late 50s early 60s burley bear type. Before I even moved the weight on the scale I felt my ass cheeks being spread apart and my coaches tongue licking the sweat off my asshole. I was frozen and didn?t know what was going on. As soon as he pushed his tongue inside my man hole my cock became rock hard and started dripping. Ever since then old burley bear types me have been my secret fetish.

[frankenhooker]

A friend of friend came down for a night out and we ended up getting isolated and a little bit lost, I kinda suspected I was into guys before this though, anyway we made out with each other and that was that for probably about a year. The next time he came down we ended up just going off on our own, deliberately getting lost, and ended up doing everything but. I haven't seen him since, I suspect he's keeping his distance, but after that I started going to a few bars and that was it. My cousin is gay and he made it easy for me, taking me clubbing and stuff, he never said a word either until I was ready.

[JeffT]

I think I accepted being bi as a teenager in high school. A friend and I and his older cousin used to go camping in the summer at a nearby lake. We weren't embarrassed about skinny dipping and definitely weren't bashful about watching each other masturbate. We talked about how more turned on we were watching and being watched while getting off.

[nu2curious]

I think I accepted being bi as a teenager in high school. A friend and I and his older cousin used to go camping in the summer at a nearby lake. We weren't embarrassed about skinny dipping and definitely weren't bashful about watching each other masturbate. We talked about how more turned on we were watching and being watched while getting off. Story has a familiar ring to it. As boys we used to meet up and jack off together enjoyed watching guys masturbate and ejaculate then later I'd get an intense boner thinking about their dicks.

[Kysquire]

I met a couple on AFF. I went to a gang bang and fucked her. I noticed her hubby and another guy were trading BJ's. The next week she messaged me on AFF and said she wanted me to come over that evening. One provision: She wanted to see us suck each other! We did the deed and I got nothing out of sticking his cock in my mouth. But she had great pussy!
A week later I went to a XXX theater and saw guys sucking so I thought I'd try. I did but still got nothing out of it. I went the next week and did it again and this time I let the guy cum in my mouth. It was OK.
I started to think about having that guy cum in my mouth and I started to get turned on. I went the next time and REALLY started to enjoy it! For some reason I felt I had a little power over the suckee. I started looking forward to sucking dick. Oh, I love getting sucked off and cumming in a pussy-like mouth but now I like sucking a man off as much as I do getting sucking.
I think at that point is when I knew I was bi-sexual. I wished I had started much earlier as I was about 60 when I started sucking cock. In fact, I don't have sex with my wife anymore and I prefer to have sex with a guy.

[remington12369]

I had a sexual experience with another neighborhood boy. He started sucking me off when we had neighborhood "campouts" and I eventually reciprocated. I found giving as enjoyable as receiving, especially when I could feel his cock pulse as he came in my mouth. This was in the 70's and I knew that I wasn't gay because I was still attracted to girls. Afraid of being labeled as "Gay" I cut it off with him. Fast forward about 40 years. I was rehabbing from some surgery and spent a little time watching porn. I eventually started checking out trans porn and then gay porn. Much to my surprise I got really turned on by it and remembered how much I enjoyed sucking that kids cock. That led me to Craig's list and my first man to man hook up as an adult at the age of 55. I started out just getting blow jobs and topping a few guys but since then I have evolved into a total bottom slut...lol. 8 years and 10 or 15 guys later I found my unicorn. I have been exclusive with my best friend and partner for about 3 years now. The best of it is, since we are exclusive, I get to take his cum in my ass with no worries about std's. I still enjoy women so I guess if you have to label
it I am Bi!

[chongster]

Twenty some years ago when I started watching internet porn and found transgender porn really turned me on. Before that point in time I had no interest what so ever in other guys. This opened up a whole new world for me and I started thinking about all kinds of things.
The first guy I hooked up with was also a newbie and the whole thing didn't work out that well but I got so turned on sucking his cock that I knew I would have to do it again. Things have evolved a lot since then. I've hooked up with a lot of guys, sucked many cocks and fucked a lot of ass.

[phalluster]

When I was 14 I used to ride my bike to a local department store. One time when I went into a bathroom stall there was a gloryhole. It was hard not to look through the hole and when I did there was a guy sitting on the toilet with his cock exposed and erect. Next thing I know that guy sticks a finger through the hole. I had no idea what that meant and didn’t do anything. He starts whispering through the hole for me to stick my dick in so he could suck it for me. I had never had any kid of sex at that point, other than with myself. I was afraid, but also super aroused and stood up, dropped my pants and stuck my adolescent dick through the hole. He immediately wrapped his lips around it – I can still feel the warmth of his hot mouth on my cock right now. He sucked me for just a few minutes, I was about to blow and said something and started to pull away, but he clamped down on my cock with his lips and didn’t let go. I came deep in his throat.
I started going back to the gloryhole pretty regularly and I got a blowjob every time. I was learning that there are apparently more men that like to suck cock than I would have imagined, and that all of them wanted to swallow your cum.
I don’t know if that is where my interest in cock began or if it was always there inside me. Sometime in my teen years I got hold of a Blueboy magazine. That was a revelation for me. I loved looking at cocks. I masturbated to that magazine so many times, just looking at cock. I still remember the voice in my head at those times – I thought that cock was so beautiful as I stared at the pages of the magazine. I almost was brought to tears I was so joyful when visually worshipping one cock in particular. I wanted to suck that cock right off the pages.
In college I was attracted to girls but began to think I may be gay so I decided that I needed to try sucking a cock. I went to a guys apartment and we sucked each others cocks. I’m sure he could tell I was new at it because he didn’t cum in my mouth. But I’m proud that I made him cum! I didn’t love the experience that much so convinced myself that I was not gay and got on with my life as a heterosexual man. It had not occurred to me then that I’m bi.
As porn became readily available online I gradually found myself more and more attracted to the cocks in straight porn, then to cocks in gay porn. At first I imagined that the cock I was watching was my own being sucked, but that also gradually transitioned to looking at a cock and imaging myself sucking it.
I now know that my real sexuality is bi, but I’m married to a woman I love who would not be accepting of me having sex with someone else – male or female. We still have sex after 35 years together but not as often as I want/need. So I satisfy my bisexual desire with really intense edging sessions exclusively to cock. And I’m happy that I have that!