BearLover
Nov 20, 2016, 12:10 AM
Being a bisexual I figured out I'm quite masculine, and I like masculine men much older than me, in the age range of 50-70. But nobody can really tell me not to search for an older guy because I've never been interested in younger men or women, only older really, I can't really think of many women my age (23) that I like, no men my age literally, only like robbie williams when I was like 8.
Gay men are sometimes masculine, but I really do struggle to find a masculine gay who likes younger men, I just do not know where to look, from experience I've found gay men to just not fulfill that want of mine, I like big men, men of authority, heavy guys, no drama and dress like men. But I find that even if they seem masculine, they usually turn out to be quite feminine and half the time I just can't be asked with the drama, from experience I've found too much drama from gay men - it makes sense seeing as they've either been living a lie and had everyone hate them in the past, so I do understand.
I'm not homophobic although that's what people sometimes think, I just make my point too much that I want masculine men.
But I've been treated quite badly by gay men, am getting tired of it really, I originally went in with high hopes then come out fucking pissed off because I got treated like shit, or they never even talked to me, shows how much they actually like me, or we're too far away, but I've always known there's a place in my heart for masculine older guys, I never in fact like going to gay bars because I can't be asked with all the femininity, I don't mind them dressing that way, but prefer to stay away from it, and I just can't stand bitchiness, hence why I prefer older men over older women, less drama.
I just want some guy that smokes cigars, dresses nicely, and isn't like the ones I've met, easily angered, manly anger is alright, but I just hate that feminine whine, it's why I could never be with many women, I prefer to just keep it chill. I find too many women to be too much drama, like many gay guys (no offence). Want to find greek and italian men, because I find them to be the most manly, but where to look? I can't speak their language.
Gay men are sometimes masculine, but I really do struggle to find a masculine gay who likes younger men, I just do not know where to look, from experience I've found gay men to just not fulfill that want of mine, I like big men, men of authority, heavy guys, no drama and dress like men. But I find that even if they seem masculine, they usually turn out to be quite feminine and half the time I just can't be asked with the drama, from experience I've found too much drama from gay men - it makes sense seeing as they've either been living a lie and had everyone hate them in the past, so I do understand.
I'm not homophobic although that's what people sometimes think, I just make my point too much that I want masculine men.
But I've been treated quite badly by gay men, am getting tired of it really, I originally went in with high hopes then come out fucking pissed off because I got treated like shit, or they never even talked to me, shows how much they actually like me, or we're too far away, but I've always known there's a place in my heart for masculine older guys, I never in fact like going to gay bars because I can't be asked with all the femininity, I don't mind them dressing that way, but prefer to stay away from it, and I just can't stand bitchiness, hence why I prefer older men over older women, less drama.
I just want some guy that smokes cigars, dresses nicely, and isn't like the ones I've met, easily angered, manly anger is alright, but I just hate that feminine whine, it's why I could never be with many women, I prefer to just keep it chill. I find too many women to be too much drama, like many gay guys (no offence). Want to find greek and italian men, because I find them to be the most manly, but where to look? I can't speak their language.