wkdblue
Aug 23, 2006, 6:35 PM
Hey guys/gals, just thought i'd let you know whats been going on since my last update!
I did eventually talk to my mother and admit what was going on, whe thought something had been up with me and I asked her if she thought she knew.... She guessed at everything apart from me being bi or gay lol... thoguth I'd got some girl pregnant!
It was weird I couldn't actually use the term "bisexual" and when i tried to explain it made me cringe... daft I know!
Anyways she was alright with it which i thought she may be. We haven't spoken in great detail about it yet so....
Anyways I also started chattingto some peeps in a great chat room on a great site (sorry for advertising! but for anyone who's interested www.theoneroom.co.uk) I found out they had a night out organised down the road from me on the local "gay scene" and I was invited out... I said yes which was a big step for me! I was apprehensive right up until the last minute! As I had never been out on the scene!
I went out on the scene and met a group of 6/7 guys who i have to say are fantastic people! It was a little awkward at first but I relaxed pretty quickly and got to know them, being on the scene was so refrshing as well such a breath of fresh air from the regular places and people!
We hit a couple of bars and ended up in a nightclub... did nothing but chat in there... and the funniest thing was getting chatted up by a couple of guys nd I didn't even realise it until the end! :bigrin:
Anyways we all stayed up chatting at local hotel until about 4am, it just made me feel really good plus had a smile on my face most of the night! :bigrin:
Well I was chatting on Monday afternoon to a lad we were spose to meet on the night out but missed him. We chatted for a while and then he asked if I would like to go down the scene again that night with him and few friends! I accepted cause I had enjoyed myself so much previously! I met him and his m8s and had another gr8 night! Although this one ended slightly differently and I was introduced to a few different things :cool:
I am so glad i've got to know more people :bibounce:
I've put pics up :) so you can see who I am! lol Obviously thats me in uniform and I'm wearing the blue t-shirt in the pics ;)
http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/3392/messengerbc6.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=messengerbc6.jpg) http://img97.imageshack.us/img97/5977/itoldyouthesmilewasadecoyip2.th.jpg (http://img97.imageshack.us/my.php?image=itoldyouthesmilewasadecoyip2.jpg) http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/8864/3qo0.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=3qo0.jpg) http://img97.imageshack.us/img97/614/tkeepyourhandsofffq4.th.jpg (http://img97.imageshack.us/my.php?image=tkeepyourhandsofffq4.jpg)
http://img247.imageshack.us/img247/5033/doyouthinkicannamealloftheseof1.th.jpg (http://img247.imageshack.us/my.php?image=doyouthinkicannamealloftheseof1.jpg)
http://img247.imageshack.us/img247/7507/truefriendsdx4.th.jpg (http://img247.imageshack.us/my.php?image=truefriendsdx4.jpg)
http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/9840/thebottomlessstairstl1.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=thebottomlessstairstl1.jpg)
I did eventually talk to my mother and admit what was going on, whe thought something had been up with me and I asked her if she thought she knew.... She guessed at everything apart from me being bi or gay lol... thoguth I'd got some girl pregnant!
It was weird I couldn't actually use the term "bisexual" and when i tried to explain it made me cringe... daft I know!
Anyways she was alright with it which i thought she may be. We haven't spoken in great detail about it yet so....
Anyways I also started chattingto some peeps in a great chat room on a great site (sorry for advertising! but for anyone who's interested www.theoneroom.co.uk) I found out they had a night out organised down the road from me on the local "gay scene" and I was invited out... I said yes which was a big step for me! I was apprehensive right up until the last minute! As I had never been out on the scene!
I went out on the scene and met a group of 6/7 guys who i have to say are fantastic people! It was a little awkward at first but I relaxed pretty quickly and got to know them, being on the scene was so refrshing as well such a breath of fresh air from the regular places and people!
We hit a couple of bars and ended up in a nightclub... did nothing but chat in there... and the funniest thing was getting chatted up by a couple of guys nd I didn't even realise it until the end! :bigrin:
Anyways we all stayed up chatting at local hotel until about 4am, it just made me feel really good plus had a smile on my face most of the night! :bigrin:
Well I was chatting on Monday afternoon to a lad we were spose to meet on the night out but missed him. We chatted for a while and then he asked if I would like to go down the scene again that night with him and few friends! I accepted cause I had enjoyed myself so much previously! I met him and his m8s and had another gr8 night! Although this one ended slightly differently and I was introduced to a few different things :cool:
I am so glad i've got to know more people :bibounce:
I've put pics up :) so you can see who I am! lol Obviously thats me in uniform and I'm wearing the blue t-shirt in the pics ;)
http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/3392/messengerbc6.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=messengerbc6.jpg) http://img97.imageshack.us/img97/5977/itoldyouthesmilewasadecoyip2.th.jpg (http://img97.imageshack.us/my.php?image=itoldyouthesmilewasadecoyip2.jpg) http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/8864/3qo0.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=3qo0.jpg) http://img97.imageshack.us/img97/614/tkeepyourhandsofffq4.th.jpg (http://img97.imageshack.us/my.php?image=tkeepyourhandsofffq4.jpg)
http://img247.imageshack.us/img247/5033/doyouthinkicannamealloftheseof1.th.jpg (http://img247.imageshack.us/my.php?image=doyouthinkicannamealloftheseof1.jpg)
http://img247.imageshack.us/img247/7507/truefriendsdx4.th.jpg (http://img247.imageshack.us/my.php?image=truefriendsdx4.jpg)
http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/9840/thebottomlessstairstl1.th.jpg (http://img183.imageshack.us/my.php?image=thebottomlessstairstl1.jpg)