masterdsygn
Aug 21, 2006, 9:56 PM
Hello, im new and this is my first forum so with that said please bear with me.
I am in a hetero marriage with my wife of 5 years. We have gone through a lot together, but that is not what i want to discuss.
First, a little background on me. Im 25, ive always known that i was bi. I never really accepted it until I was about 17-18 yrs old and it tore my family apart. They could not let me be me, without judging me and trying to change me. So I left, and I have not returned. I still live in the same area as them I just never see them. So anyways, I am fairly experienced with men and really experienced with women.
Second, you will need to know some of mine and my wifes sexual experiences to really help me so here it goes. I will try to maintain a level of censorship for those that might be offended.
My wife in every aspect of life except sex is 100% vanilla. I have talked her into doing things that she is not comfortable doing, but she tries to please me.
I have gotten her to become very dom, not what i expected to come out of her but it did...and im fairly sub ...so that works well. However if she could use a strap on to sodomize me, kiss other women, flirt all the time with women and men, givin golden showers, "rolled" with me for the sensuality aspect of the drug(even though she is very drug opposed), done tons of role play(her favorite), used sex toys and bondage toys, used food, fruit, knives, oils, and anything else that we could conceivably use, fire, ice, spontaniety, public(almost got caught) sessions(on more than 50 occcassions), planned sessions with the kids gone, and i think that covers most of it....she has done a lot for me and most of it she enjoys but she wont admit it to me or to herself that she enjoys it. so i am so confused. She tells me that shell never have a 3 or more some-but then she kisses women in front of me and tells me that she is going to go f*ck vanessa, or becka, or so and so ....and that im not invited.....wtf? IS SHE BI? Im Lost why all the pretending, or is she doing it for me cus she knows im bi.
the question summed up is this:
My question is that if she can perform all of these acts--is she bi, and just lieing to herself....or is that just my wishful thinking.
any help is appreciated.
im posting this to learn all your thoughts on this situation....ty for ur time
ttyl
come see me at http://www.myspace.com/morbiddragonsdomicile
I am in a hetero marriage with my wife of 5 years. We have gone through a lot together, but that is not what i want to discuss.
First, a little background on me. Im 25, ive always known that i was bi. I never really accepted it until I was about 17-18 yrs old and it tore my family apart. They could not let me be me, without judging me and trying to change me. So I left, and I have not returned. I still live in the same area as them I just never see them. So anyways, I am fairly experienced with men and really experienced with women.
Second, you will need to know some of mine and my wifes sexual experiences to really help me so here it goes. I will try to maintain a level of censorship for those that might be offended.
My wife in every aspect of life except sex is 100% vanilla. I have talked her into doing things that she is not comfortable doing, but she tries to please me.
I have gotten her to become very dom, not what i expected to come out of her but it did...and im fairly sub ...so that works well. However if she could use a strap on to sodomize me, kiss other women, flirt all the time with women and men, givin golden showers, "rolled" with me for the sensuality aspect of the drug(even though she is very drug opposed), done tons of role play(her favorite), used sex toys and bondage toys, used food, fruit, knives, oils, and anything else that we could conceivably use, fire, ice, spontaniety, public(almost got caught) sessions(on more than 50 occcassions), planned sessions with the kids gone, and i think that covers most of it....she has done a lot for me and most of it she enjoys but she wont admit it to me or to herself that she enjoys it. so i am so confused. She tells me that shell never have a 3 or more some-but then she kisses women in front of me and tells me that she is going to go f*ck vanessa, or becka, or so and so ....and that im not invited.....wtf? IS SHE BI? Im Lost why all the pretending, or is she doing it for me cus she knows im bi.
the question summed up is this:
My question is that if she can perform all of these acts--is she bi, and just lieing to herself....or is that just my wishful thinking.
any help is appreciated.
im posting this to learn all your thoughts on this situation....ty for ur time
ttyl
come see me at http://www.myspace.com/morbiddragonsdomicile