naztypanty
May 25, 2015, 1:52 PM
Bisexual now, previously straight. I've spent decades eating pussy and love it most of all. Women's bodies and faces visually turn me on and make me instantly undress them and size them up as fuckable or not. Men's bodies not so much. But I've had sex with a few men and find that I want more. A pussy is beautiful and delicious. But the clitoris is just a little button and the vagina is not very accessible for my tongue and face. Women's lubrication is delicious but I've never had it squirt in my mouth. My current girlfriend will get on top and hump me but mostly I'm the top, humping her. Earlier in life I wouldn't eat out a girl after I came in her. Now I like it and will lick my cum and swallow it.
I also will eat my own cum when I edge and milk out cum before I orgasm. Usually loosing interest after orgasming. So I will deliberately edge and have enough practice to milk out white cum into my palm to suck into my mouth.
I started playing with men occasionally between girlfriends. Men are into sex for sex's sake a lot more than women. Women want a relationship with sex. Men are happy to have sex, period. Being afraid of STDs I've been very careful to limit my sex with men to mostly handjobs and selective blowjobs. I will say, a man will give a very good blowjob, but some women can as well.
But on to the cock. Wow, it is a wonderful thing to play with. It is most profound and beautiful to play with another man's penis. Just a little piece of flesh sticking out from his body. But so pretty with its smooth skin underlain by erectile tissue. How profound the glans, swelling with the touch of my fingers and tongue. I have a huge mix of feelings when I put a penis in my mouth. Shouldn't I feel shame for doing it? Isn't it wrong for me as a man to be doing this? But I find that that feeling is part of the reason I like doing it. Putting my mouth on a penis makes me feel nasty, and sexy. It makes me feel submissive and I want to feel submissive. I want to be passive sexually. As I have always fucked girls who lay passively I have wanted to be there. To be penetrated and inseminated. I want to be (safely) humiliated sexually. To stand naked in front of my high school class.
But having a cock in my mouth also makes me feel powerful. I have control of this cock. I can lick it up and down and just keep it hard or I can suck it deep and make it ejaculate. I can hold it my the base and work it all with my hand and mouth or just keep the head in my lips, tongue teasing his pee hole.
A pussy is just a thing to lick. But a cock can fill my mouth. A penis in my mouth is hard work. Keep the teeth off of it as much as possible. Control my breathing. Work my tongue back and forth and up and down. Create friction with my lips and the top and back of my mouth. It is a giant French kiss. Listen and feel him. Is he going to cum right away? Perhaps I might stop moving to keep the fun going. Sometimes he looses control. Sometimes he works up to a deliberate orgasm. Either way his cock head swells. He shudders and pushes his cock deep. I usually keep my hand on the base of his shaft to prevent chocking. A cock delivers a wad of cum. One or two large squirts and a little more in the subsequent ones. Cum with its weird texture. Usually just salty or flavorless. I swallow.
I swallow because I need to. To be a cocksucker is to take what is given. And is part of my experience in being submissive. To be a cocksucking male is to walk around in life knowing that some of my body's flesh came from the penis I went down on. My body came from another man's testicles. Such a beautiful thought.
Another major part of being me in my journey through my sexuality is to receive cock in my hole. I prefer to lay on my back. I like to pull my knees up and wide. Look down at my insignificant male equipment as another male approaches to penetrate me with his cock. Yes it hurts and he has to start slowly. But is should hurt some. Being penetrated should stretch one's hole. One's hole is to be tight to enhance the feeling for the fucker's cock.
As he sinks his cock into me and presses into me he crushes my testicles. Sometimes that can hurt. But it should. I'm a male. I'm not made to be mounted by another man. I'm needing to be fucked by a man as if I had a pussy. My legs are open and I'm being fucked. He will ejaculate into me. Yes, please do, take me, breed me, fuck me.
If I could choose to have any life it would be to be a very pretty and totally passable transvestite. Turning men on wherever I go. And revealing that I have a cock when it is too late. Teaching the the "totally straight" that they, like everyone, is at least curious about sex with other men.
I also will eat my own cum when I edge and milk out cum before I orgasm. Usually loosing interest after orgasming. So I will deliberately edge and have enough practice to milk out white cum into my palm to suck into my mouth.
I started playing with men occasionally between girlfriends. Men are into sex for sex's sake a lot more than women. Women want a relationship with sex. Men are happy to have sex, period. Being afraid of STDs I've been very careful to limit my sex with men to mostly handjobs and selective blowjobs. I will say, a man will give a very good blowjob, but some women can as well.
But on to the cock. Wow, it is a wonderful thing to play with. It is most profound and beautiful to play with another man's penis. Just a little piece of flesh sticking out from his body. But so pretty with its smooth skin underlain by erectile tissue. How profound the glans, swelling with the touch of my fingers and tongue. I have a huge mix of feelings when I put a penis in my mouth. Shouldn't I feel shame for doing it? Isn't it wrong for me as a man to be doing this? But I find that that feeling is part of the reason I like doing it. Putting my mouth on a penis makes me feel nasty, and sexy. It makes me feel submissive and I want to feel submissive. I want to be passive sexually. As I have always fucked girls who lay passively I have wanted to be there. To be penetrated and inseminated. I want to be (safely) humiliated sexually. To stand naked in front of my high school class.
But having a cock in my mouth also makes me feel powerful. I have control of this cock. I can lick it up and down and just keep it hard or I can suck it deep and make it ejaculate. I can hold it my the base and work it all with my hand and mouth or just keep the head in my lips, tongue teasing his pee hole.
A pussy is just a thing to lick. But a cock can fill my mouth. A penis in my mouth is hard work. Keep the teeth off of it as much as possible. Control my breathing. Work my tongue back and forth and up and down. Create friction with my lips and the top and back of my mouth. It is a giant French kiss. Listen and feel him. Is he going to cum right away? Perhaps I might stop moving to keep the fun going. Sometimes he looses control. Sometimes he works up to a deliberate orgasm. Either way his cock head swells. He shudders and pushes his cock deep. I usually keep my hand on the base of his shaft to prevent chocking. A cock delivers a wad of cum. One or two large squirts and a little more in the subsequent ones. Cum with its weird texture. Usually just salty or flavorless. I swallow.
I swallow because I need to. To be a cocksucker is to take what is given. And is part of my experience in being submissive. To be a cocksucking male is to walk around in life knowing that some of my body's flesh came from the penis I went down on. My body came from another man's testicles. Such a beautiful thought.
Another major part of being me in my journey through my sexuality is to receive cock in my hole. I prefer to lay on my back. I like to pull my knees up and wide. Look down at my insignificant male equipment as another male approaches to penetrate me with his cock. Yes it hurts and he has to start slowly. But is should hurt some. Being penetrated should stretch one's hole. One's hole is to be tight to enhance the feeling for the fucker's cock.
As he sinks his cock into me and presses into me he crushes my testicles. Sometimes that can hurt. But it should. I'm a male. I'm not made to be mounted by another man. I'm needing to be fucked by a man as if I had a pussy. My legs are open and I'm being fucked. He will ejaculate into me. Yes, please do, take me, breed me, fuck me.
If I could choose to have any life it would be to be a very pretty and totally passable transvestite. Turning men on wherever I go. And revealing that I have a cock when it is too late. Teaching the the "totally straight" that they, like everyone, is at least curious about sex with other men.