I'm a horrible person

[md2453]

My wife informed me a few days ago that she will be going away for the weekend in a couple of weeks. Since then all I can think about is how I get to dress up like a slut while she's gone. I get an instant hard-on imagining myself dressed up like a girl in slutty lingerie. I'll probably end up in some chat room and cam with someone staring at their beautiful cock wishing it was deep inside me fucking me like the girl I so desire to be. I can't keep my hands off my cock right now in anticipation of knowing I get to play the role of a cum hungry slut very soon. I'm sure I'll end up flat on my back dressed in lingerie with my legs spread wide fucking myself to sleep imagining I came to bed dressed like this for my lover and it made him so hot he just had to fuck me. I might even suck on a pickle while I fuck myself pretending I'm with 2 guys with one guy fucking me while I suck the other guys cock. I'm sure I'll wake up in the morning with cum on my belly and the taste of cum in my mouth. I can't wait.

[easilyused]

That doesn't make you a horrible person. If we were closer, we'd take turns doing the fucking with both of us dressed up.

[cock queen]

Will she be getting fucked while she is away?

[Fzmr9t]

A horrible person is someone who acts on their fantasy and goes out and finds someone. So, someone like me.

[md2453]

Will she be getting fucked while she is away?

10 years ago the answer would have been yes but my wife has lost interest in sex since then so unfortunately the answer is no. About 10 years ago my wife was sleeping with a married coworker of hers but she didn't realize I could tell. The first time she came home after "working late" she smelled of sex and I thought to myself did my wife just have sex? The next time she came home late I knew for sure she was getting fucked. I absolutely loved it but was afraid to say anything to her because I simply didn't want it to stop. I still think the excitement for her back then was that she thought she was sneaking around. I'm not sure she would have kept it going if she knew that I approved of it. I would get an instant hard-on the moment she called to tell me she was "working late" or "going out for a drink with the girls". No matter what time she crawled into bed I would fuck her brains out for being such a dirty little slut. Unfortunately when he and his family moved away she stopped going out for drinks.

[elian]

It is interesting to me to hear that in a way your fetish was wanting to share..wouldn't it be an easier world if we could feel free that we weren't going to be shunned if we were open about our desires?

I hear a lot of stories from men who are married where the wife, for whatever reason doesn't seem to be interested in sex...it puzzles me and I like to try to figure things out so it is something i think about every once in a while .. but I am single so in truth what do I really know about it?

I guess there is more than one type of desire or love..I'm not sure there is a simple/single explanation for human behavior in this case.

Do you still have strong feelings for your wife? Do you not trust her to love you if you were to tell her that you would like to try feeling more submissive?

[guy4guysnme]

No you're not horrible. Who knows, depending on where you are in NC, I might could make your fantasy a reality. My bf might be interested in 2 "girls".

[Ja&Ve]

You are only a bad person if you are reneging on promises made in a relationship. Otherwise fantasize away and have fun!!

[cuttin2dachase]

It's only wrong if it detracts from your marital relationship. You didn't say whether or not sex with your wife is still satisfying or whether your kinky fantasies and desires are obsessive or occasional. I remained faithful to both my ex wives until we separated when I discovered THEIR infidelities and irresponsibility. I still chatted online with other bi married men when wifey was away and I fantasized about meeting several of them who were particularly seductive. I felt no guilt or shame about it at all because I had no intention of acting on my desires and risking my marriages. In hindsight, I was a fool. I missed many opportunities for mm fun and wished I had played around on my wives as they had on me. The silver lining on the cloud was that I had made a few friends online whom I was now free to meet and play with. I resumed my bi fun within 2 weeks of both my separations and had a place of my own in which to enjoy my secret, erotic taboo manfun anytime I pleased !

[silkyheels]

Actualy ding exactly what you did this week myself

[DoneGone275]

A horrible person you are NOT! A horrible person is someone who harms another. So ask yourself, "Am I hurting anyone by doing this?" I would say not, so go ahead and have your fantasy!

I have my own fantasies, though they are much different from yours. The contemplation of actually acting on that fantasy is there! It is so easy to get drawn into a fantasy and my curiosity is overwhelming. Have you ever wondered what it really would feel like to act on that fantasy? To actually do it? I think it would be much different in reality than the fantasy itself. Is it better? Or does it fall short? I don't know, but speaking for my fantasies I would love to find out.

Have fun, and be safe!!!!

[DoneGone275]

10 years ago the answer would have been yes but my wife has lost interest in sex since then so unfortunately the answer is no. About 10 years ago my wife was sleeping with a married coworker of hers but she didn't realize I could tell. The first time she came home after "working late" she smelled of sex and I thought to myself did my wife just have sex? The next time she came home late I knew for sure she was getting fucked. I absolutely loved it but was afraid to say anything to her because I simply didn't want it to stop. I still think the excitement for her back then was that she thought she was sneaking around. I'm not sure she would have kept it going if she knew that I approved of it. I would get an instant hard-on the moment she called to tell me she was "working late" or "going out for a drink with the girls". No matter what time she crawled into bed I would fuck her brains out for being such a dirty little slut. Unfortunately when he and his family moved away she stopped going out for drinks.

If my wife were to do that, I think I would have messed with her head some. Suggest a threesome with another male, keep talking about her lover and how sexy he looks, stuff like that! I am really bad about playful teasing anyway, but to imagine the possibilities with that? That would be PRICELESS!