Torontomonty
Feb 7, 2014, 1:05 AM
I have been fantasizing about men for about 20 or more years now, it began as just what I thought were taboo thoughts of my girl dogging other men that got me off in my late teens, It wasn't til an older guy hit on me and grabbed my prick one day that my juices got going and I realized it was me that wanted to get dogged and do some dogging with another male. I was in gay denial for many years cause I always had a g/f and liked womens bodies, until they began to not excite me so much any more in my late 30's, I would lose wood while screwing around with my then current g/f, but be able to go home and j/o to the thought of a man for hours and multiple times. It got so I could only get off doing doggy with my gal and it began to draw attention and unwanted questions as her ex was a closeted male who exhibited the same e/d patterns and enjoyment of doggy style before she found him out' I was caught when she had a security friend of hers did a reverse check of my internet activities and she coyly mentioned my screenname from another big male site.
I began to experiment with men after that relationship and seemed to crave more and more after getting a taste of an older gay neighbor of mine. I was still in denial for the last couple of years until recently I decided to be honest. I only get off to fantasies involving other men, I ride an 8" dildo daily and can't seem to get enough of it and can see myself being intimate as well as sexual with a man more as each year passes. I guess its time to find a man now that I've decided to take a break from my g/f and explore while I still can. Wish me luck.
I began to experiment with men after that relationship and seemed to crave more and more after getting a taste of an older gay neighbor of mine. I was still in denial for the last couple of years until recently I decided to be honest. I only get off to fantasies involving other men, I ride an 8" dildo daily and can't seem to get enough of it and can see myself being intimate as well as sexual with a man more as each year passes. I guess its time to find a man now that I've decided to take a break from my g/f and explore while I still can. Wish me luck.