clouds&rain
Jul 12, 2006, 11:48 PM
it all started when i was still in my teen years. when i was about 15 or 16 around those ages i knew i was different. because i began to develop feelings for girls. at first i thought oh this must just be a phase i'll get over it. well years started to pass. when i was about 17 i was very hesitant to come out to my friends but i did anyway. and to my surprise they liked girls too. the first thing they asked was are you a lesbian or bi . and at first i thought i dont know but soon relizied i was bi. so i replied im bi. and they assured me i would be ok. also around then i had ment my first girlfriend name jenniffer. i ment her online and at first we were just friends. then we became more then friends. ( by the way i only had three girlfriends my whole life and about two boyfriends my whole life). anyway everything was going good i had my friends that were like me i had a girlfriend who loved me. me and my first girlfriend lasted about 5 months. at the time she basically cheated on me with a guy because she wanted her parents to think she was normal. so i was heart broken for a while. then i ment my second girlfriend when i was about 17 in a half. her name was jennifer too. and we lasted for almost a year . but broke up because i graduated and shortly after i graduated i moved to new jersey. my third and last girlfriend was name tammy. we were together for about 6 months. but broke up cause of the distance between us. after i was out of school i still fought with my sexuality. i mean for a while i thought i was a lesbian. but finally figured out im bi and im always going to be this way. :female: :male: :tong: and hoping to someday find a long term relationship. im now 20 years old. im only looking for friends. :compuser: