My Life.... An Update for my family n friends here.

[Gleekybaby]

Hey Loves,

Ive had a rather stressfull few months, I'll start from the start....
I ended my relationship with Tyga after been together for 6 years and engaged for 5 of those i finished it, Dont be sorry about it, im not.
Our relationship had been going down hill all year and finally at the start of October id had enough. The Lies, Never having any money adn gettign very behind in my own bills, and Him not working as the main driver, As i had been working since my daughter was 6months old, and Tyga hadnt been working since she was 5months. its been hard being the soul provider for the past 2 1/2 years so i finally put an end to my own troubles and problems by ending my relationship with Tyga and already i'm working towards making a better and more stable life for my Daughter Samantha.
In doing that im working still, even though when Tyga moved out he took Sammie with him, Yes that was the hardest choice i have ever made, i miss her so much but i get her on my weekends off.... still Ive never lived alone before and its hard with out Sammie around but i am managing.
I finish my job end of May 2013 and will be moving closer to my parents and Will have Sammie living with me full time form June... Might be a fight for her, but i know she will be better off with me, i have a tad more support... Dont get me wrong i do not hate Tyga, i jsut do not love him anymore.

So that said i have more.... At to this date i still have all four of my grandparents.... But My grandad ages 80 is very ill and his body is shuttign down, he is hanging in there but he could... go any day.. yes i knwo that is rather blunt but i dunno how else to put it... so ive been under alot of pressure due to that and recently drove up to spend soem time with him took Sammie and Tyga (at my fathers request) with me.

Yes im learning to drive... ihave had my learner Licence since jsut before my 18th and still never drove anywhere, and since Tyga n Sammie moved out i have been driving, The car is yunder my name and all paid for so i kept it... i live 30mins out of the nearest town/city so kinda needed the car... will be going for the next licence stage hopefull before my birthday in Feb.

For the most part i am happy, and dealing with life as it throws alsorts of crap at me..

For now i give my love to those who want, give my Hugs to those who need it, and cheek smoochies to my family n friends.

Your one n only Gleekybaby xoxoxoxoxox

Oh this is my current fave photo of my daughter and myself

[DuckiesDarling]

Hugs, just lots of hugs, hon. You have made some hard, gutwrenching choices. I hope that you are able to gain fulltime custody of Sammie. Good luck, hon.

[goldboy]

hello

[onewhocares]

Hi Gleeky,

The photo of you two is charming. I am SO glad to hear from you my dear. It is amazing how the time has flown by...seems as if we were awaiting Sammies birth. It is sad that the relationship with Tyga did not work out as you had hoped. Being and working within a one sided relationship can't be good. But it seems that you both have her best interest at heart. You are a survivor and will regroup and move ahead for you and Sammie.

Belle in Boston

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

You GO Girlie, and do what you have to do you you all the way around.:} Life Will get better, all you have to do is Fight for it, and Win..:}
Merry Christmas Sweetie.
Cat

[void()]

(((((((((( HUGS )))))))))) Be safe my sis. Sounds like you're on a good track.
Am sorry to hear things didn't go according to plan.

[Gleekybaby]

*Belle* Oh totally Hun, i have no idea where the last 3 years have gone when it comes to Sammie. Sad yeah, though more of a Shame he never pulled his finger out of his arse... please excuse my bluntness.

Life Ticks on Hun, I do what i can to make sure i can provide for Sammie to give her the best Life i can.
*hugs*

*DD* Thankies for the Luck hun, *hugs*

*Cherokee* Merry Christmas back at ya darlin *hugs to you too*

*Void* ((((Hugs her Bro Tightly))) Always a caring Sort my Dear Bro, Im always Safe.

[12voltman59]

Hey Gleeky--hang in there---I think that you did right since you felt that being with your boyfriend was more a negative than a positive---as the old saying goes--"better to fold 'em rather than hold 'em," cut your losses and move on---which you had the guts and determination to do---so I do wish you and your baby all the best.

[csrakate]

Sorry to hear that things didn't work out with Tyga, sweetie...but you did the right thing to put your little girl and yourself ahead of his foolishness. You're a strong young lady....you'll do fine!

Many hugs,
Kate

[Gleekybaby]

Thank you Volty!

Mumma Kate!!!!!!!!! How i miss you so!!!! Hugs and Thank you.

[Nadielosabe]

Hummm... hello there. I know we might not know each other too well, but I have been lurking this site for a long time (and long ago I used to post here under another username, but that´s another story) and I have read some of your story. First of all, I am very sorry that the relationship with your partner did not work well, sometimes it just happens, you just stop loving the person, and staying together puts an unnecesary strain in both your personalities. And I'm also very sorry that you now are living without your daughter, I cannot imagine how awful that must be for a mother. On the other hand, I'm glad that you are picking up your life, and that soon you will have your beautiful daughter again with you. Please keep going strong.

[Doggie_Wood]

Gleeky

So good to hear from you again dear. Sorry that things didn't work out betwixt you and Tyga. But your motivation was, as I see it, what would be best for Samantha (and such a charming and beautiful little one she is). For that, you get an A+ in humanity and being a parent. And that you and Tyga can still be friends and do what is best for Sammie is good.
The best of luck to you in your new future and remember, you are always loved - be me and many others here - you are family!


Love n' Huggz

Doggie :doggie:

[showmeguy]

Gleekybaby,


It is so good to hear from you and to see your wonderfulness doing its work in the world again. You may remember that six and a half years ago I started a thread in this forum (the only thread I have ever started in this forum) and I did that to celebrate you, and you deserved that then. You may not remember that there was a couple here who were a great vexation of spirit to you. They knew all your faults and had all the answers for you, and somehow it came down to you filling their needs. They did not understand that there is another way to understand people and relate to them, seeing not their faults but their beauties. And you did that so easily and so gracefully and for so many. You made what I called 'avatars' of some many chatters here, and those little pictures celebrated them.

I bring this up because it is notable to me that you have finally made an avatar for you. I look at that picture of you and Samantha and see the soft light, which gives expression to the gentleness of your love for her. And I see something else too, something that is not exactly gentle, but determined. I see your determination to do what is necessary to provide for this child, no matter what, and so Gleeky makes an avatar for Gleeky (and for Samantha too) and it celebrates you both. And I do too :) And somehow, I know that Gleeky has discovered her own beauty and strength and joy, and that everything is going to be all right.

showmeguy

[Gleekybaby]

how many times in my life since joining bi.com are you going to have me in tears my darlin showme? Granted They are good tears, Tears of memories, Of Friends n Family come n gone from here. Most all all tears Full of Love esp for those i miss!

I remember alot from my time here, Both People and Happenings, Your thread my Darlin is one i do remember, And it warms my heart to think about it... BUt honestly, Im Nothign special, I Avoid Judging people before i get to know them, IM friendly and Caring and Always make time to talk to those who wish to talk. if someone has a fault about them, they are not the only one, i Too have faults.. Avatar, Nothing would be right that i make Except That one photo which was taken the day Her and Tyga Moved out, She was nuzzling my head. *Heart melts*
As For the Photo of Samantha and Myself... Ive got it on everything, She is my World Everything i do, I Do For Samantha.

[Realist]

I'm so glad there's people like Gleekybaby and Showmeguy on this site!

By-the-way..what is a GLEEKYBABY?

Merry Christmas!

[Gleekybaby]

Realist!! lol, Gleek is how i used to say my Real Full name when i was bout 2-3 years old, it jsut stuck, Gleek or Gleeky is my nickname, Baby... well jsut coz i can XD

[Realist]

Aha, now I get it! Thanks.........

It's like a nephew, who (at 3) used to say FRUCK, for TRUCK...that really got on his mother's nerves!

[wanderingrichard]

Hi Gleeky, been a while. You've touched our lives in so many ways over the years. Always bringing out the good in the souls of everyone here. Time for all that you've paid forward to come back to you, and soon. You know you have our support, even our shoulders to cry on, all you need do is ask

[Gleekybaby]

Awwws, N I knows hun, but i dont usually ask for help or to borrow someones shoulder to cry on, or ears to talk into... Just me i guess, Im always there for others but usually place my stuff to the side, ESP when someone else is in need my stuff goes Bye Bye!!

But Hugs to you WR

Ps: I am thinking about Tag making again, As a Hobbie/past-time

[darkeyes]

Aha, now I get it! Thanks.........

It's like a nephew, who (at 3) used to say FRUCK, for TRUCK...that really got on his mother's nerves!
Wich is wy we say "lorry" ;):cutelaugh:impleased

..and on a more serious note, Gleeky.. I should have sed summat b4 now... am truly sorry 'bout ur travails and hope everything sorts itself out and.that all of u get what is best and become happy once again.. especially little beautiful Sam... I never wished to become a mother but since adopting one and helping raise another smaller child have learned just what joy there is in it. Especially at this time of year it must be difficult for u all... I dread to think what a mess I would be in without those two kids under my roof or in my life and know just how much we miss our children when we are separated from them. I wish u well.. all of u, and hope that in 2013 ur lives can get back on track and true happiness restored to all of u however things pan out. Happy New Year, Gleeky when it comes.. to u and all of urs...:kiss:

[Gleekybaby]

*hugs* Thank you Darkeyes Hun..

On an Update Note..... Grandad Passed away at 9:45pm 30th / 12 / 2012.... May He rest in undisturbed peace! "I love you Grandad"

[**Peg**]

oh Gleeky honey, I'm so sorry to hear about your troubles.

My new hubby and I send you theeeee >>>>tightest hug EVER<<<< along with heartfelt prayers for serenity and happiness in this New Year. Our love to you and Sam. Pretty sure your Grandad is resting peacefully in Gods' arms honey... breathe...take time for YOU... and recover.

[chook]

Aha, now I get it! Thanks.........

It's like a nephew, who (at 3) used to say FRUCK, for TRUCK...that really got on his mother's nerves!

I had a mate who's nephew used to say cunk instead of........I think you get the picture :).........and he was 3 years old way back then

Cheers Chook :yikes2: