Exchanging Roles

[MysticalDesire]

Hello to all,

I usually don't say much here but I need to let some thoughts out. So please, bare with me. I find that I lean more to the traditional female role when having sex. I prefer my g/f to be the aggressor. It has gotten to the point that as she lick my rear area, I have fantasizing thoughts as if she eating me as if I have a vaginia. After she has on several occasions fingered around my butt, last night I insisted that she stick her finger inside me. This wasn't my first, however my first time with experiencing it with her. It felt so good, but I was constantly wondering what were her thoughts concerning my desire. I have never told her about my few prior bi experiences as I have been suppressing them. I thought the Bi desire would go away but when making love with her I just seem to lean to femine way. It's as if I desire her to have penis and at times to make love to me as I do and capable of making love to her. Such weird feelings to towards this behavior as it seems so unnatural compared to the way I was rised and the way society say a man should behave. Is there anyone else who have demostrate similiar behaviors.

[Gearbox]

All I know is that we lean towards passive or/and active roles during sex, and there's not much you can do about it. So may as well just give in and explore it to the max.;)
The only society we need to judge ourselves with is the society of 1 that's in our little brains. If we can't achieve a state of honesty there, then we have no right to condem the outside world of being injust. So it's a good job that you discover what you feel, instead of being told.

There are plenty of blokes who are just like you. Have you tried pegging with a strap-on yet? It's not always about gender roles, but that doesn't matter. Since you'd like your wife to have a cock, that would be the best way to simulate that.

[MysticalDesire]

Thanks for responding. You have a valid point. Yes I have tried a strap on but not with my current g/f. I do want to introduce it but a bit hestiate because I am concern how she will react.