The dream...

[Emotional Masochist]

This morning i woke up and while i was lying in my bed I remembered a dream i had a few months ago. It was a weird dream and very vivid. It left a lasting impression and i just thought i should share it...

So in my dream I find myself lying in an alleyway. I'm regaining conciousness. I've just been raped and left lying there on the ground. I see my phone and i call my best friend. But his girlfriend answers and says he's cooking. She asks me what's going on. I asked her to come get me. She asks me what's wrong. i just tell her to come get me. She says they are on their way and to just stay on the line. i start zoning out and start seeing what happened to me. I start remembering how it happened. Through it all she is talking to me. Asking me if im ok and where I am. they somehow find me lying there and take me to a hospital....

Yes that was my dream. It was really weird and kind of scary. When i told my friends about it they kind of looked at me and asked why i was dreaming of being raped. And well i had an answer. I was thinking of a story i wanted to write where the main character is a rape victim. And i guess it just came up in my dream....

[Long Duck Dong]

ok... its been a while since I have done dream analyzing lol but I may be able to break down your dream into real terms

it comes across as a lucid dream, and that is a dream where you are awake within your dream and so you are feeling, thinking and understanding what is going on in the dream and that is why a lot of lucid dreams actually match what is going on in our reality and lives.....

to dream of being raped, is a symbol of issues with self esteem and emotional wellbeing... a understanding that we are not in control of the situation and what ever the situation is, is stopping us being we truly are... the fact you dream about being raped and you know you have been, but there is no offender, points towards the understanding that its not a person, its issues, problems and understandings that is the true offender.....

normally your dream would translate as you manifesting the subconscious understanding that it is the people around you that you view as your main supporters, as people that are stopping you realising your own dreams of being a well adjusted person....but your dream is supporting the understanding that it is your ability to share either in real life or in this forum, as a *healing outlet * and the thing that is actually holding you back, is within yourself

the cooking aspect, if it was you cooking, its a symbol of influencing others to like you... but its not... its the best friends partner that tells you he is cooking and that comes across as he has a lot of influence in other people and how they see you and how you see yourself and the girlfriend is telling you that he is the one doing a lot of the influencing with other people and you..... that normally comes across as there is a issue with the person ( gf ) but she is putting it on other people

them taking you to a hospital is symbolic of them working to help you heal yourself, the hospital is a metaphor for support, advice and friendship.....

now the important aspect is the phone and the phone call... there is a issue between you, your best friend and his GF that needs to be dealt with and that its a ongoing issue..... it will be something that will make sense to you.... but I get the feeling that there is some animosity or misunderstanding there and it ties into the rest of your dream.....

wanna write ya story ???? the answers are in your dreams and your reality.... but its time to play connect the dots