CorePDX
Jan 14, 2012, 2:51 PM
Most of my life I've been worried about being gay, although woman have always been an addiction. Certain encounters with men have always made me wonder. Unfortunately, like most LGBT people I was constantly exposed to homophobia, myself included. Almost all of my guy friends were haters, and my mom would say things like "I would accept you if you were LGBT, but I would hate it". To make things worse, I deal with MDD and OCD, the OCD is mostly thought oriented and I just can't get things out of my head. So, all of this has allowed my mind to deny the fact that I'm Bisexual until recently.
Luckily for me I have a very open minded and caring wife who has embraced almost every aspect of who I am, Including being Bisexual. She actual got me to a therapist to deal with my MDD and OCD. My therapist, just happens to be a lesbian and an incredibly talented person. So, about two weeks ago after inching towards the idea in my head of be Bi I came out in a session. This has not been a terrible adjustment, but it has been weird. I've got lot's of exploring to do, and the exploring I've done is a huge reality check that I am in fact Bisexual.
Who knows what will happen now, but I feel like a thorn has been taken from deep in my body. I probably will never reveal who I am to many people, including my family, which in a way is very sad. Still, it feels good to be part of the LGBT community and to live in a city that is accepting of who I am.
I'm more interested in woman than men, but I really want to physically explore with men and make it a part of my life.
Luckily for me I have a very open minded and caring wife who has embraced almost every aspect of who I am, Including being Bisexual. She actual got me to a therapist to deal with my MDD and OCD. My therapist, just happens to be a lesbian and an incredibly talented person. So, about two weeks ago after inching towards the idea in my head of be Bi I came out in a session. This has not been a terrible adjustment, but it has been weird. I've got lot's of exploring to do, and the exploring I've done is a huge reality check that I am in fact Bisexual.
Who knows what will happen now, but I feel like a thorn has been taken from deep in my body. I probably will never reveal who I am to many people, including my family, which in a way is very sad. Still, it feels good to be part of the LGBT community and to live in a city that is accepting of who I am.
I'm more interested in woman than men, but I really want to physically explore with men and make it a part of my life.