Intoital
Dec 13, 2011, 10:44 AM
As title states, have had some really good talks with my long time SO. We've decided we're not going to do anything until the kids are grown. She's totally fine with where we are, my bisexuality and is happy I'm finally coming to terms with it.
But lately (M)y fantasies have been overwhelming to have another guy in bed with us (we've done mmf threesomes before, awesome sexy times, that was ten years ago though).
Two nights ago we were both asleep, I guess I was dreaming about fooling around, reached over and started touching her. I could have sworn she was a guy (from my dreams). She asked me to cut it off as she was having "that time of the month" and I was like (in my head) "but you have a penis". Then it dawned I me "oh yeah, it's my lady". But the urge to reach over and stroke someone was overwhelming. Had to get up and knock one out just to fall back asleep.
Anyways, so I'm apparently struggling between these fantasies and desires pretty hard right now. Anyone else have these cycles of lusts and desires? I know mine ebb and flow from time to time. However, I seem to be really hard up to have another experience with her.
But lately (M)y fantasies have been overwhelming to have another guy in bed with us (we've done mmf threesomes before, awesome sexy times, that was ten years ago though).
Two nights ago we were both asleep, I guess I was dreaming about fooling around, reached over and started touching her. I could have sworn she was a guy (from my dreams). She asked me to cut it off as she was having "that time of the month" and I was like (in my head) "but you have a penis". Then it dawned I me "oh yeah, it's my lady". But the urge to reach over and stroke someone was overwhelming. Had to get up and knock one out just to fall back asleep.
Anyways, so I'm apparently struggling between these fantasies and desires pretty hard right now. Anyone else have these cycles of lusts and desires? I know mine ebb and flow from time to time. However, I seem to be really hard up to have another experience with her.